1 00:03:13,910 --> 00:03:12,550 [Music] 2 00:03:15,990 --> 00:03:13,920 bespoke radio 3 00:03:18,470 --> 00:03:16,000 for the masses headline additionally 4 00:03:20,229 --> 00:03:18,480 july 8 1947 5 00:03:22,710 --> 00:03:20,239 the army air force's has announced that 6 00:03:24,470 --> 00:03:22,720 a flying has been found and is now 7 00:03:27,190 --> 00:03:24,480 in the possession of the army 8 00:03:29,190 --> 00:03:27,200 if the game is rigged change the game 9 00:03:32,309 --> 00:03:29,200 game changer 10 00:03:34,390 --> 00:03:32,319 i occasionally think how quickly our 11 00:03:37,430 --> 00:03:34,400 differences worldwide 12 00:03:38,149 --> 00:03:37,440 would vanish if we were facing an alien 13 00:03:41,770 --> 00:03:38,159 threat 14 00:03:47,750 --> 00:03:44,949 [Applause] 15 00:03:48,470 --> 00:03:47,760 is fade to world with your host jimmy 16 00:03:51,030 --> 00:03:48,480 church 17 00:03:52,070 --> 00:03:51,040 on the game changer radio network and 18 00:03:56,949 --> 00:03:52,080 kgra 19 00:04:02,160 --> 00:03:59,949 i need your help to get to the year 20 00:04:05,990 --> 00:04:02,170 1985. 21 00:04:07,990 --> 00:04:06,000 [Music] 22 00:04:13,429 --> 00:04:08,000 you're listening to fade to black with 23 00:04:13,439 --> 00:04:17,909 good evening 24 00:04:17,919 --> 00:04:21,909 fade to black 25 00:04:25,749 --> 00:04:23,770 bespoke radio 26 00:04:28,940 --> 00:04:25,759 [Music] 27 00:04:33,430 --> 00:04:28,950 for the 28 00:04:36,710 --> 00:04:36,230 how you doing today is monday monday 29 00:04:40,830 --> 00:04:36,720 march 30 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:40,840 22nd 2021 let's do this 31 00:04:49,510 --> 00:04:43,250 man 32 00:04:53,909 --> 00:04:49,520 [Music] 33 00:04:59,030 --> 00:04:57,350 just 284 days left 34 00:05:00,710 --> 00:04:59,040 we are live from a bunker somewhere in 35 00:05:02,230 --> 00:05:00,720 the middle of beautiful downtown burbank 36 00:05:04,710 --> 00:05:02,240 california and i would like to welcome 37 00:05:07,189 --> 00:05:04,720 everybody listening all around the world 38 00:05:09,590 --> 00:05:07,199 all across the united states hither and 39 00:05:12,710 --> 00:05:09,600 tither to and fro back and forth up and 40 00:05:16,150 --> 00:05:12,720 down east and west north and south 41 00:05:18,830 --> 00:05:16,160 far and near this is fade to black 42 00:05:20,070 --> 00:05:18,840 for kjccr the game changer network and 43 00:05:23,029 --> 00:05:20,080 kgra 44 00:05:25,990 --> 00:05:23,039 the planet i'm here with jimmy church 45 00:05:29,590 --> 00:05:26,000 what is cracking everybody how you doing 46 00:05:31,909 --> 00:05:29,600 how you doing all right 47 00:05:33,830 --> 00:05:31,919 what an amazing week we've got coming up 48 00:05:36,870 --> 00:05:33,840 on fade to block 49 00:05:38,469 --> 00:05:36,880 that's right tonight matthew roberts is 50 00:05:41,270 --> 00:05:38,479 here crew member 51 00:05:42,230 --> 00:05:41,280 of the uss roosevelt joining us for the 52 00:05:49,909 --> 00:05:42,240 first time 53 00:05:51,830 --> 00:05:49,919 tomorrow night eric mitchell is here 54 00:05:53,510 --> 00:05:51,840 also for the first time you've been 55 00:05:56,469 --> 00:05:53,520 waiting to hear from eric 56 00:05:57,909 --> 00:05:56,479 i know this tomorrow night eric mitchell 57 00:06:01,749 --> 00:05:57,919 wednesday night 58 00:06:05,270 --> 00:06:01,759 it's the return of terry lovelace 59 00:06:07,110 --> 00:06:05,280 holy smokes what a week on fade to black 60 00:06:09,749 --> 00:06:07,120 and of course thursday night 61 00:06:11,350 --> 00:06:09,759 is another fader night with open lines 62 00:06:13,110 --> 00:06:11,360 all night long now 63 00:06:14,629 --> 00:06:13,120 i want to kick this off i've got a 64 00:06:16,629 --> 00:06:14,639 special guest that is going to be 65 00:06:19,990 --> 00:06:16,639 joining us in a few minutes 66 00:06:23,909 --> 00:06:20,000 and this weekend part 67 00:06:27,830 --> 00:06:23,919 of this weekend special guest coming up 68 00:06:31,029 --> 00:06:27,840 get ready this weekend 69 00:06:33,990 --> 00:06:31,039 saturday the 27th i will be doing a 70 00:06:36,950 --> 00:06:34,000 ghost investigation with the dark zone 71 00:06:38,230 --> 00:06:36,960 at a police precinct here in los angeles 72 00:06:41,990 --> 00:06:38,240 which is now 73 00:06:44,469 --> 00:06:42,000 the lapd police museum the links for it 74 00:06:47,189 --> 00:06:44,479 are posted throughout social media 75 00:06:48,629 --> 00:06:47,199 and uh in a few minutes i will be joined 76 00:06:53,110 --> 00:06:48,639 with a special guest but 77 00:06:59,749 --> 00:06:56,230 something in my throat just like that 78 00:07:03,189 --> 00:06:59,759 yeah because i'm ghost hunting that's 79 00:07:05,670 --> 00:07:03,199 right and i cannot wait for this 80 00:07:06,550 --> 00:07:05,680 so all you have to do is go to the dark 81 00:07:09,430 --> 00:07:06,560 zone 82 00:07:11,029 --> 00:07:09,440 dot tv all right the links are up 83 00:07:14,309 --> 00:07:11,039 throughout social media 84 00:07:16,469 --> 00:07:14,319 it is going down friday saturday and 85 00:07:17,990 --> 00:07:16,479 sunday all live you know how the dark 86 00:07:20,870 --> 00:07:18,000 zone does it 87 00:07:24,390 --> 00:07:20,880 i'll be there saturday night with the 88 00:07:27,510 --> 00:07:27,029 i can't wait i cannot wait for this and 89 00:07:31,510 --> 00:07:27,520 there is 90 00:07:32,950 --> 00:07:31,520 so much going on uh with this particular 91 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:32,960 investigation 92 00:07:37,510 --> 00:07:35,440 and i'll be discussing all of it with 93 00:07:38,870 --> 00:07:37,520 our very special guest here that's going 94 00:07:41,510 --> 00:07:38,880 to be here in a few minutes 95 00:07:42,150 --> 00:07:41,520 all right so also i will be at the ufo 96 00:07:43,990 --> 00:07:42,160 megacon 97 00:07:45,189 --> 00:07:44,000 june 6th through the 12th in laughlin 98 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:45,199 nevada 99 00:07:52,150 --> 00:07:48,879 go to laughlin megaconf 100 00:07:54,950 --> 00:07:52,160 laughlin ufomegaconference.com 101 00:07:55,430 --> 00:07:54,960 only 250 tickets are being sold to this 102 00:08:02,150 --> 00:07:55,440 event 103 00:08:04,070 --> 00:08:02,160 due to the 250 person attendance limit 104 00:08:06,790 --> 00:08:04,080 uh that's it initially they're only 105 00:08:08,710 --> 00:08:06,800 going to offer full week registrations 106 00:08:10,070 --> 00:08:08,720 it's probably going to sell out so fader 107 00:08:12,950 --> 00:08:10,080 knots 108 00:08:13,670 --> 00:08:12,960 i want i want nothing but f2b t-shirts 109 00:08:17,230 --> 00:08:13,680 there 110 00:08:18,469 --> 00:08:17,240 and hats get over to laughlin 111 00:08:21,350 --> 00:08:18,479 ufomegaconference.com 112 00:08:22,710 --> 00:08:21,360 okay get over there get your tickets now 113 00:08:25,589 --> 00:08:22,720 follow me on twitter at j 114 00:08:27,589 --> 00:08:25,599 church radio and uh there you go now i 115 00:08:30,950 --> 00:08:27,599 want to announce this also 116 00:08:33,430 --> 00:08:30,960 uh now through this thursday 117 00:08:35,829 --> 00:08:33,440 river moon coffee and fade to black have 118 00:08:37,589 --> 00:08:35,839 a very special offer for you 119 00:08:40,310 --> 00:08:37,599 it's somebody's birthday but i will 120 00:08:42,469 --> 00:08:40,320 announce that on thursday nights just go 121 00:08:44,070 --> 00:08:42,479 to our amazon store the links are up 122 00:08:44,949 --> 00:08:44,080 throughout social media and for the next 123 00:08:47,430 --> 00:08:44,959 four days 124 00:08:49,910 --> 00:08:47,440 you get our world famous fade to black 125 00:08:52,710 --> 00:08:49,920 blank coffee for an additional 15 126 00:08:56,710 --> 00:08:52,720 off of the already discounted price with 127 00:08:57,990 --> 00:08:56,720 the promo code jimmyfade15 128 00:08:59,350 --> 00:08:58,000 all right the links are posted 129 00:09:01,110 --> 00:08:59,360 throughout social media take you 130 00:09:04,790 --> 00:09:01,120 straight to the amazon store 131 00:09:07,670 --> 00:09:04,800 that's all you gotta do it's a very cool 132 00:09:08,150 --> 00:09:07,680 special event all right all right happy 133 00:09:12,230 --> 00:09:08,160 birthday 134 00:09:13,269 --> 00:09:12,240 to today william shatner is 90 years old 135 00:09:17,590 --> 00:09:13,279 today 136 00:09:20,710 --> 00:09:17,600 rhys witherspoon is 45 matthew modine 137 00:09:23,910 --> 00:09:20,720 matt modine today is 62 and 138 00:09:26,790 --> 00:09:23,920 jazz great george benson is 139 00:09:27,269 --> 00:09:26,800 78. our dead guy's birthday today is 140 00:09:31,670 --> 00:09:27,279 keith 141 00:09:34,230 --> 00:09:31,680 ralph 1943 to 1976 died at the age of 33 142 00:09:36,870 --> 00:09:34,240 keith of course was the lead vocalist 143 00:09:39,269 --> 00:09:36,880 and harmonica player for the yardbirds 144 00:09:41,670 --> 00:09:39,279 his blues harp and vocals were the key 145 00:09:43,590 --> 00:09:41,680 to yardbird sound and success 146 00:09:45,590 --> 00:09:43,600 and were the group's three superstar 147 00:09:46,870 --> 00:09:45,600 lead guitars eric clapton jeff beck and 148 00:09:49,190 --> 00:09:46,880 jimmy page 149 00:09:50,790 --> 00:09:49,200 that's right he co-wrote many of the 150 00:09:53,990 --> 00:09:50,800 original yar bird songs 151 00:09:57,350 --> 00:09:54,000 shapes of things i ain't done wrong 152 00:09:58,070 --> 00:09:57,360 over under sideways down happenings 10 153 00:10:01,590 --> 00:09:58,080 years 154 00:10:04,470 --> 00:10:01,600 time ago that's keith rowe he also sang 155 00:10:06,710 --> 00:10:04,480 an early version of dazed and confused 156 00:10:07,829 --> 00:10:06,720 that's right that's right they did that 157 00:10:09,670 --> 00:10:07,839 in live 158 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:09,680 yard birds concerts and it's pretty cool 159 00:10:13,670 --> 00:10:11,760 to see which of course was later 160 00:10:17,190 --> 00:10:13,680 recorded by led zeppelin 161 00:10:20,790 --> 00:10:17,200 in a rock and roll lifestyle keith 162 00:10:22,790 --> 00:10:20,800 died in the basement of his home in 1976 163 00:10:25,750 --> 00:10:22,800 at the age of 33 164 00:10:27,350 --> 00:10:25,760 from electrocution while playing a 165 00:10:29,590 --> 00:10:27,360 guitar 166 00:10:31,030 --> 00:10:29,600 that's right happy birthday keith rope 167 00:10:33,990 --> 00:10:31,040 on this day in history 168 00:10:36,150 --> 00:10:34,000 1984 seven teachers at the mcmartin 169 00:10:39,190 --> 00:10:36,160 preschool in manhattan beach california 170 00:10:41,910 --> 00:10:39,200 are indicted seven years 171 00:10:43,509 --> 00:10:41,920 later and millions of dollars spent the 172 00:10:45,670 --> 00:10:43,519 case against the teachers came to a 173 00:10:46,790 --> 00:10:45,680 close with no reputable evidence of 174 00:10:50,949 --> 00:10:46,800 wrongdoing 175 00:10:55,190 --> 00:10:50,959 and no convictions fader fact 176 00:10:58,710 --> 00:10:55,200 in italy in 1954 177 00:11:02,389 --> 00:10:58,720 now listen to this in italy 178 00:11:06,870 --> 00:11:02,399 in 1954 a soccer match 179 00:11:11,430 --> 00:11:06,880 fiorentina versus pisto season 180 00:11:15,030 --> 00:11:11,440 was suspended because multiple ufos 181 00:11:19,750 --> 00:11:15,040 were spotted above the stadium 182 00:11:27,670 --> 00:11:23,030 listen then a white sticky substance 183 00:11:35,590 --> 00:11:32,310 what happened is still a mystery 184 00:11:37,990 --> 00:11:35,600 absolutely incredible tonight we welcome 185 00:11:38,630 --> 00:11:38,000 very special guest matthew roberts is 186 00:11:41,350 --> 00:11:38,640 here 187 00:11:41,829 --> 00:11:41,360 now this is going to be tonight his 188 00:11:44,790 --> 00:11:41,839 first 189 00:11:45,829 --> 00:11:44,800 major media appearance okay he was a 190 00:11:48,949 --> 00:11:45,839 crew member 191 00:11:49,590 --> 00:11:48,959 of the united states uh uss united 192 00:11:52,710 --> 00:11:49,600 states ship 193 00:11:55,750 --> 00:11:52,720 roosevelt part of the carrier group 194 00:11:57,670 --> 00:11:55,760 he was there for the gimbal and go fast 195 00:11:59,829 --> 00:11:57,680 we will be talking about all of that 196 00:12:02,790 --> 00:11:59,839 tonight and his new book 197 00:12:03,350 --> 00:12:02,800 initiation tomorrow night right here 198 00:12:07,750 --> 00:12:03,360 eric 199 00:12:10,629 --> 00:12:07,760 us for the first time 200 00:12:11,990 --> 00:12:10,639 eric has quickly become one of the most 201 00:12:15,190 --> 00:12:12,000 respected voices 202 00:12:17,670 --> 00:12:15,200 in all of ufology what he is doing now 203 00:12:18,590 --> 00:12:17,680 how he's moving forward how he is 204 00:12:21,910 --> 00:12:18,600 helping 205 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:21,920 experiencers and contactees and 206 00:12:25,509 --> 00:12:23,440 and what he is doing and his new 207 00:12:27,269 --> 00:12:25,519 documentary all of this 208 00:12:28,710 --> 00:12:27,279 will be discussed tomorrow night with 209 00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:28,720 eric mitchell for the first time and 210 00:12:33,990 --> 00:12:30,240 then wednesday night 211 00:12:37,430 --> 00:12:34,000 it is the return of terry lovelace 212 00:12:41,750 --> 00:12:37,440 now um going all the way back 213 00:12:44,949 --> 00:12:41,760 now i am just gonna say this uh terry 214 00:12:48,470 --> 00:12:44,959 was introduced to us through 215 00:12:52,550 --> 00:12:48,480 another researcher about six years ago 216 00:12:54,710 --> 00:12:52,560 and and who he was and everything that 217 00:12:58,629 --> 00:12:54,720 was going on with not only 218 00:13:00,550 --> 00:12:58,639 uh his law career and how he represented 219 00:13:03,110 --> 00:13:00,560 the united states and samoa 220 00:13:05,430 --> 00:13:03,120 and everything else right uh in the 221 00:13:07,269 --> 00:13:05,440 state of vermont and the medical board 222 00:13:09,990 --> 00:13:07,279 was like this is one of the most 223 00:13:13,190 --> 00:13:10,000 incredible contact stories 224 00:13:16,389 --> 00:13:13,200 ever well we were able to get 225 00:13:17,670 --> 00:13:16,399 terry lovelace on this show for the very 226 00:13:20,870 --> 00:13:17,680 first time 227 00:13:21,509 --> 00:13:20,880 and what has happened to terry since 228 00:13:24,069 --> 00:13:21,519 then 229 00:13:25,030 --> 00:13:24,079 has been extraordinary and it was great 230 00:13:28,069 --> 00:13:25,040 for terry and i 231 00:13:30,470 --> 00:13:28,079 a couple of weeks ago to finally uh 232 00:13:32,230 --> 00:13:30,480 reunite after so many years and talk 233 00:13:34,870 --> 00:13:32,240 about that very special night 234 00:13:36,870 --> 00:13:34,880 right here in this program and what has 235 00:13:38,069 --> 00:13:36,880 happened to him since his new book has 236 00:13:40,389 --> 00:13:38,079 just been released 237 00:13:42,150 --> 00:13:40,399 and we'll be talking about all of that 238 00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:42,160 on wednesday night 239 00:13:45,269 --> 00:13:43,920 and then thursday night of course is 240 00:13:48,470 --> 00:13:45,279 another fader night 241 00:13:49,750 --> 00:13:48,480 with open lines all night long now i 242 00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:49,760 just mentioned 243 00:13:55,590 --> 00:13:52,800 this weekend with the dark zone 244 00:13:57,350 --> 00:13:55,600 i'm gonna head out and do another ghost 245 00:13:58,629 --> 00:13:57,360 investigation we know what happened last 246 00:14:00,949 --> 00:13:58,639 time at the queen mary 247 00:14:02,389 --> 00:14:00,959 it was amazing the dark zone is an 248 00:14:05,829 --> 00:14:02,399 incredible network 249 00:14:06,949 --> 00:14:05,839 while we're heading out to the la police 250 00:14:10,150 --> 00:14:06,959 museum 251 00:14:10,790 --> 00:14:10,160 and the entire investigation is going to 252 00:14:14,790 --> 00:14:10,800 go on 253 00:14:17,110 --> 00:14:14,800 from this friday saturday and sunday all 254 00:14:18,550 --> 00:14:17,120 live on the internet you'll be able to 255 00:14:20,310 --> 00:14:18,560 check it out select your cameras you 256 00:14:22,870 --> 00:14:20,320 know how the dark zone does it 257 00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:22,880 i will be there i'll be there with the 258 00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:23,600 team 259 00:14:29,350 --> 00:14:26,959 in person on saturday night and now 260 00:14:30,550 --> 00:14:29,360 joining me on the phone this is an honor 261 00:14:33,990 --> 00:14:30,560 and a privilege 262 00:14:37,030 --> 00:14:34,000 right now babalana's and bob 263 00:14:40,710 --> 00:14:37,040 and his partner arrested richard 264 00:14:44,230 --> 00:14:40,720 ramirez he fingerprinted him and he 265 00:14:46,150 --> 00:14:44,240 took his booking photo now at the time 266 00:14:46,710 --> 00:14:46,160 of his arrest he was driving a stolen 267 00:14:48,949 --> 00:14:46,720 vehicle 268 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:48,959 casing homes in brentwood that's only 269 00:14:53,030 --> 00:14:50,399 part of the story 270 00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:53,040 today bob is also chairman of the board 271 00:14:56,310 --> 00:14:53,760 for the los 272 00:14:56,790 --> 00:14:56,320 angeles police museum where we will be 273 00:14:59,189 --> 00:14:56,800 doing 274 00:15:01,110 --> 00:14:59,199 everything this weekend he's also an 275 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:01,120 active police officer in the lapd i 276 00:15:05,350 --> 00:15:02,880 would like to welcome to fade to black 277 00:15:06,949 --> 00:15:05,360 bob alana's bob good evening man how are 278 00:15:08,949 --> 00:15:06,959 you 279 00:15:10,710 --> 00:15:08,959 i'm doing good i'm glad to be on the 280 00:15:13,350 --> 00:15:10,720 show with you yeah it's uh 281 00:15:14,470 --> 00:15:13,360 this is a very special event this 282 00:15:17,670 --> 00:15:14,480 weekend bob 283 00:15:20,389 --> 00:15:17,680 and i want to talk to you about that but 284 00:15:22,389 --> 00:15:20,399 it's very hard not to talk to you about 285 00:15:26,389 --> 00:15:22,399 richard ramirez right 286 00:15:27,269 --> 00:15:26,399 i mean i was in los angeles uh with so 287 00:15:32,230 --> 00:15:27,279 many other 288 00:15:34,069 --> 00:15:32,240 uh angelinos uh that summer of 1984 1985 289 00:15:36,710 --> 00:15:34,079 and and i know what i went through 290 00:15:38,389 --> 00:15:36,720 personally and and everybody else uh in 291 00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:38,399 the city in the county 292 00:15:45,670 --> 00:15:43,120 it was a truly terrifying time wasn't it 293 00:15:46,389 --> 00:15:45,680 oh 100 i mean everybody including myself 294 00:15:47,990 --> 00:15:46,399 were just 295 00:15:49,430 --> 00:15:48,000 looking over the shoulder especially at 296 00:15:52,629 --> 00:15:49,440 night uh 297 00:15:55,910 --> 00:15:52,639 very active um both in 298 00:15:56,550 --> 00:15:55,920 and this sadistic way he uh murdered 299 00:15:59,430 --> 00:15:56,560 people 300 00:16:00,629 --> 00:15:59,440 whole families uh and he did a lot of 301 00:16:03,749 --> 00:16:00,639 other atrocious 302 00:16:07,030 --> 00:16:03,759 things but on that particular night 303 00:16:08,790 --> 00:16:07,040 he was in brentwood and we didn't know 304 00:16:10,790 --> 00:16:08,800 what he looked like and we actually 305 00:16:15,110 --> 00:16:10,800 didn't know who he was 306 00:16:18,470 --> 00:16:15,120 we did get a sketch of him and 307 00:16:21,509 --> 00:16:18,480 so he was up in um if you may i i'll 308 00:16:22,470 --> 00:16:21,519 go ahead and tell you the story but he 309 00:16:24,790 --> 00:16:22,480 was in brentwood 310 00:16:26,949 --> 00:16:24,800 uh about two three in the morning and he 311 00:16:29,189 --> 00:16:26,959 was cased in the place trying to find 312 00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:29,199 a residence that he could uh sneak in 313 00:16:33,749 --> 00:16:30,399 and 314 00:16:36,870 --> 00:16:33,759 commit his crimes so uh one of the 315 00:16:39,350 --> 00:16:36,880 uh police cars that was in the area 316 00:16:41,189 --> 00:16:39,360 got my partner and i on on the radio and 317 00:16:44,069 --> 00:16:41,199 asked us where in the area and 318 00:16:44,629 --> 00:16:44,079 to back him up on on this uh on this 319 00:16:47,670 --> 00:16:44,639 person 320 00:16:49,990 --> 00:16:47,680 so uh we had their direction 321 00:16:51,430 --> 00:16:50,000 we saw the uh the richard maris we 322 00:16:54,949 --> 00:16:51,440 pulled him over 323 00:16:57,990 --> 00:16:54,959 and uh we order modded the car 324 00:17:00,550 --> 00:16:58,000 he was pretty quiet very cooperative 325 00:17:01,430 --> 00:17:00,560 and definitely listen to exactly what we 326 00:17:04,069 --> 00:17:01,440 said 327 00:17:05,110 --> 00:17:04,079 so uh my partner handcuffed him and i 328 00:17:06,949 --> 00:17:05,120 ran up to the car 329 00:17:08,630 --> 00:17:06,959 i checked it made sure there's nobody 330 00:17:09,909 --> 00:17:08,640 else in there and i noticed that he had 331 00:17:13,270 --> 00:17:09,919 punched the ignition 332 00:17:16,710 --> 00:17:13,280 with a screwdriver this is a 74 333 00:17:18,949 --> 00:17:16,720 ford pino and so it's unreported stolen 334 00:17:20,789 --> 00:17:18,959 and that's what we booked him on was the 335 00:17:23,110 --> 00:17:20,799 unreported stolen vehicle which was 336 00:17:25,909 --> 00:17:23,120 later reported stolen by the owners 337 00:17:26,870 --> 00:17:25,919 when they woke up in the morning so i 338 00:17:28,870 --> 00:17:26,880 took his photo 339 00:17:30,870 --> 00:17:28,880 uh fingerprinted him and processed him 340 00:17:32,789 --> 00:17:30,880 while my partner and the others were 341 00:17:34,549 --> 00:17:32,799 doing the police report it was pretty 342 00:17:34,950 --> 00:17:34,559 interesting to me after all these years 343 00:17:45,669 --> 00:17:34,960 i 344 00:17:49,270 --> 00:17:45,679 photo 345 00:17:52,310 --> 00:17:49,280 still creeps me out uh to this day 346 00:17:54,070 --> 00:17:52,320 and i have to ask you uh and i'm you 347 00:17:57,909 --> 00:17:54,080 know i'm sure that we'll be hanging out 348 00:18:01,270 --> 00:17:57,919 this weekend over at the museum but 349 00:18:03,110 --> 00:18:01,280 what you know now did he 350 00:18:05,270 --> 00:18:03,120 and i know you've asked been asked this 351 00:18:08,549 --> 00:18:05,280 so many times bob but i hope you 352 00:18:11,830 --> 00:18:08,559 uh can appreciate the question did he 353 00:18:15,909 --> 00:18:11,840 have that presence of evil did you feel 354 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:17,830 yeah i mean you definitely knew he was 355 00:18:23,190 --> 00:18:19,440 up to something and 356 00:18:25,909 --> 00:18:23,200 just the way he acted and um 357 00:18:26,310 --> 00:18:25,919 yeah he definitely had had uh something 358 00:18:28,470 --> 00:18:26,320 there 359 00:18:30,310 --> 00:18:28,480 he he was more than just a person 360 00:18:32,470 --> 00:18:30,320 driving driving down the street to get 361 00:18:36,310 --> 00:18:32,480 something at 7-eleven that's for sure 362 00:18:39,430 --> 00:18:36,320 we um we lived in pasadena at that time 363 00:18:40,870 --> 00:18:39,440 and what was very interesting for us in 364 00:18:44,070 --> 00:18:40,880 pasadena 365 00:18:45,990 --> 00:18:44,080 was the locations of things and you 366 00:18:49,510 --> 00:18:46,000 would you know like put pins in a map 367 00:18:51,350 --> 00:18:49,520 and you would see the reports on tv and 368 00:18:53,510 --> 00:18:51,360 it was getting closer and closer to 369 00:18:56,630 --> 00:18:53,520 pasadena pasadena 370 00:18:57,190 --> 00:18:56,640 was terrified i know what we were going 371 00:19:01,029 --> 00:18:57,200 through 372 00:19:01,510 --> 00:19:01,039 and the entire city was freaking out i 373 00:19:06,710 --> 00:19:01,520 don't think 374 00:19:10,549 --> 00:19:09,510 no he he went around all over the city i 375 00:19:13,270 --> 00:19:10,559 think on purpose 376 00:19:14,870 --> 00:19:13,280 to just keep everybody uh frightened 377 00:19:17,510 --> 00:19:14,880 like as you said 378 00:19:18,150 --> 00:19:17,520 uh pasadena with the larger homes and 379 00:19:21,270 --> 00:19:18,160 and the 380 00:19:24,150 --> 00:19:21,280 uh uh property lines i mean that that's 381 00:19:25,909 --> 00:19:24,160 perfect for him because uh you're not 382 00:19:28,950 --> 00:19:25,919 gonna be able to hear somebody 383 00:19:29,430 --> 00:19:28,960 screaming maybe next door as easy as uh 384 00:19:31,190 --> 00:19:29,440 he 385 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:31,200 would walk into an apartment for 386 00:19:35,750 --> 00:19:32,640 instance well 387 00:19:39,190 --> 00:19:35,760 and what a relief when he was finally 388 00:19:41,110 --> 00:19:39,200 captured and i it was 389 00:19:44,150 --> 00:19:41,120 it was something that was that 390 00:19:46,870 --> 00:19:44,160 intangible that terror that feeling 391 00:19:47,510 --> 00:19:46,880 was tangible at that time you could feel 392 00:19:49,909 --> 00:19:47,520 it you could 393 00:19:52,230 --> 00:19:49,919 walk around and know that everybody was 394 00:19:54,070 --> 00:19:52,240 thinking the exact same things 395 00:19:55,750 --> 00:19:54,080 it was just incredible it was also 396 00:19:57,830 --> 00:19:55,760 strange to relive 397 00:19:59,510 --> 00:19:57,840 in that special because all of those 398 00:20:01,110 --> 00:19:59,520 feelings came back 399 00:20:03,830 --> 00:20:01,120 you know and and i hope that this 400 00:20:07,029 --> 00:20:03,840 community never goes through that again 401 00:20:07,750 --> 00:20:07,039 and speaking of that here we are we're 402 00:20:11,909 --> 00:20:07,760 going to be 403 00:20:18,149 --> 00:20:11,919 uh over at the uh lapd police museum 404 00:20:22,789 --> 00:20:21,630 uh yes i mean the building was built in 405 00:20:25,990 --> 00:20:22,799 1925 406 00:20:28,149 --> 00:20:26,000 and uh a lot's gone through there uh 407 00:20:29,990 --> 00:20:28,159 just being a police station for all 408 00:20:31,669 --> 00:20:30,000 those years that was deactivated in 409 00:20:33,909 --> 00:20:31,679 1983. 410 00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:33,919 uh you know in a few years it'll be 100 411 00:20:38,630 --> 00:20:36,080 years old this building so 412 00:20:39,430 --> 00:20:38,640 uh they've had a lot of unfortunate 413 00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:39,440 incidents 414 00:20:42,549 --> 00:20:41,360 in there we had somebody that committed 415 00:20:46,710 --> 00:20:42,559 suicide in 416 00:20:48,950 --> 00:20:46,720 one of the old jails and um 417 00:20:50,390 --> 00:20:48,960 and in addition to that just a host of 418 00:20:52,870 --> 00:20:50,400 uh things you know the charles 419 00:20:54,950 --> 00:20:52,880 manson one of the murders the the tates 420 00:20:56,549 --> 00:20:54,960 uh i mean a lot bianca's lived down the 421 00:20:58,630 --> 00:20:56,559 street they were murdered 422 00:21:00,470 --> 00:20:58,640 uh you had the hillstat strangler that 423 00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:00,480 was uh active 424 00:21:03,830 --> 00:21:02,880 uh you know a lot of the gangsters back 425 00:21:06,310 --> 00:21:03,840 in the day 426 00:21:07,110 --> 00:21:06,320 so there's a lot of things that that uh 427 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:07,120 lend itself 428 00:21:12,789 --> 00:21:10,480 to um the paranorm 429 00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:12,799 normal that that goes on in there now is 430 00:21:16,549 --> 00:21:13,760 there one 431 00:21:18,549 --> 00:21:16,559 place it's a it's it's got a basement so 432 00:21:21,270 --> 00:21:18,559 technically it's like four stories right 433 00:21:25,110 --> 00:21:21,280 and a basement in la is kind of rare 434 00:21:28,149 --> 00:21:25,120 um but is there one floor to you 435 00:21:32,230 --> 00:21:28,159 that that that scares you is there 436 00:21:36,789 --> 00:21:35,270 i think everybody on the staff gets a 437 00:21:40,710 --> 00:21:36,799 little airy when they go down 438 00:21:43,590 --> 00:21:40,720 into the archives in the basement 439 00:21:44,630 --> 00:21:43,600 there's a lot of things down there but 440 00:21:47,750 --> 00:21:44,640 the building itself 441 00:21:49,830 --> 00:21:47,760 holds a lot of secrets and um 442 00:21:51,669 --> 00:21:49,840 and then you know upstairs uh in the 443 00:21:54,870 --> 00:21:51,679 north hollywood shootout that would be 444 00:21:58,470 --> 00:21:54,880 probably um our biggest uh 445 00:22:00,470 --> 00:21:58,480 hit as far as people feeling something 446 00:22:02,149 --> 00:22:00,480 uh and you know the things that we 447 00:22:04,870 --> 00:22:02,159 capture on camera 448 00:22:05,190 --> 00:22:04,880 it's it's uh astounding and why why do 449 00:22:08,230 --> 00:22:05,200 you 450 00:22:10,230 --> 00:22:08,240 why and when i read about the north 451 00:22:12,230 --> 00:22:10,240 hollywood part of things i'm from the 452 00:22:13,830 --> 00:22:12,240 valley right i'm in burbank now but i 453 00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:13,840 lived in sherman oaks 454 00:22:17,029 --> 00:22:15,840 uh when the north hollywood shootout 455 00:22:20,390 --> 00:22:17,039 went down 456 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:20,400 and it was you know it's a big piece of 457 00:22:27,110 --> 00:22:23,520 the san fernando valley history but 458 00:22:28,710 --> 00:22:27,120 why would that section of the museum 459 00:22:31,669 --> 00:22:28,720 have the most activity what are your 460 00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:34,470 so i'm not one that really follows the 461 00:22:39,029 --> 00:22:35,280 paranormal 462 00:22:41,350 --> 00:22:39,039 um i say industry 463 00:22:43,270 --> 00:22:41,360 i don't know a lot about it i've just 464 00:22:45,430 --> 00:22:43,280 learned uh 465 00:22:47,190 --> 00:22:45,440 a little bit in the last you know few 466 00:22:49,190 --> 00:22:47,200 months um 467 00:22:50,230 --> 00:22:49,200 so you know bear with me and your 468 00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:50,240 viewers i 469 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:52,799 when i describe things um i don't know 470 00:22:55,190 --> 00:22:54,480 what what they are but i can describe 471 00:22:57,990 --> 00:22:55,200 what they are 472 00:22:59,110 --> 00:22:58,000 sure so um for the for the north 473 00:23:02,390 --> 00:22:59,120 hollywood shootout 474 00:23:04,310 --> 00:23:02,400 these individuals uh were uh 475 00:23:05,430 --> 00:23:04,320 in a large big shootout with with the 476 00:23:08,070 --> 00:23:05,440 police department 477 00:23:09,510 --> 00:23:08,080 uh while robbing a bank of america in 478 00:23:12,870 --> 00:23:09,520 north hollywood 479 00:23:16,070 --> 00:23:12,880 everything that uh pertains to them uh 480 00:23:18,950 --> 00:23:16,080 at the time of death uh is at 481 00:23:20,870 --> 00:23:18,960 at the museum you know we we have um 482 00:23:22,310 --> 00:23:20,880 their vehicles they're a lot of the 483 00:23:25,029 --> 00:23:22,320 personal belongings 484 00:23:26,549 --> 00:23:25,039 uh the clothing the weapons uh 485 00:23:30,390 --> 00:23:26,559 everything is there 486 00:23:32,870 --> 00:23:30,400 so my theory is that you know spirit 487 00:23:34,789 --> 00:23:32,880 uh probably is the same as we are now 488 00:23:36,230 --> 00:23:34,799 we're very sentimental and we have 489 00:23:38,549 --> 00:23:36,240 attachment to 490 00:23:39,430 --> 00:23:38,559 um some things that belong to us our 491 00:23:42,789 --> 00:23:39,440 history 492 00:23:44,630 --> 00:23:42,799 you know we always talk about our past 493 00:23:46,950 --> 00:23:44,640 so for them if you're a spirit you come 494 00:23:49,029 --> 00:23:46,960 back here or you're in this area 495 00:23:50,710 --> 00:23:49,039 the only place on the planet that has 496 00:23:52,149 --> 00:23:50,720 almost all your belongings 497 00:23:54,870 --> 00:23:52,159 certainly everything at your time of 498 00:23:57,110 --> 00:23:54,880 death is at the museum 499 00:23:59,750 --> 00:23:57,120 and you know it could be an eagle thing 500 00:24:01,510 --> 00:23:59,760 for them to come back and see them uh 501 00:24:03,990 --> 00:24:01,520 see themselves displayed the way they 502 00:24:06,549 --> 00:24:04,000 they are um i have to 503 00:24:07,269 --> 00:24:06,559 also tell your viewers that uh we have a 504 00:24:09,909 --> 00:24:07,279 lot of 505 00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:09,919 activity at at the end around the 506 00:24:13,110 --> 00:24:11,200 anniversary 507 00:24:14,470 --> 00:24:13,120 of certain events and so for this 508 00:24:17,909 --> 00:24:14,480 particular case 509 00:24:20,149 --> 00:24:17,919 uh february uh 27th uh the last 510 00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:20,159 day of the month of february that's when 511 00:24:23,430 --> 00:24:21,760 uh this occurred so 512 00:24:25,269 --> 00:24:23,440 in the month of february we'll start 513 00:24:26,149 --> 00:24:25,279 getting more activity for some odd 514 00:24:29,110 --> 00:24:26,159 reason 515 00:24:30,710 --> 00:24:29,120 and there's one other uh well there's 516 00:24:32,950 --> 00:24:30,720 many at the museum 517 00:24:34,470 --> 00:24:32,960 but there's one other case for me that 518 00:24:36,870 --> 00:24:34,480 has fascinated 519 00:24:38,789 --> 00:24:36,880 uh not only myself but all of los 520 00:24:42,549 --> 00:24:38,799 angeles for so long 521 00:24:45,990 --> 00:24:42,559 which is the black dahlia which is still 522 00:24:48,710 --> 00:24:46,000 unsolved isn't it 523 00:24:50,549 --> 00:24:48,720 yes so the black dahlia um although we 524 00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:50,559 do have some of the items most of those 525 00:24:55,110 --> 00:24:52,400 things are still with our uh with the 526 00:24:58,230 --> 00:24:55,120 lept homicide cold case unit 527 00:24:59,510 --> 00:24:58,240 and homicides aren't closed out until 528 00:25:02,310 --> 00:24:59,520 they are 529 00:25:04,390 --> 00:25:02,320 somehow resolved and in this particular 530 00:25:07,430 --> 00:25:04,400 case it's still not resolved so 531 00:25:07,909 --> 00:25:07,440 the cold case unit every uh so often 532 00:25:11,830 --> 00:25:07,919 will 533 00:25:15,029 --> 00:25:11,840 through it and see if they can 534 00:25:15,830 --> 00:25:15,039 find something that uh might lead them 535 00:25:19,510 --> 00:25:15,840 to uh 536 00:25:20,789 --> 00:25:19,520 you know who did it um and how does that 537 00:25:24,230 --> 00:25:20,799 happen so 538 00:25:26,310 --> 00:25:24,240 back when i came on in 1982 539 00:25:27,750 --> 00:25:26,320 we would go to a crime scene and collect 540 00:25:28,870 --> 00:25:27,760 a lot of evidence some things we didn't 541 00:25:31,750 --> 00:25:28,880 know what it's about but 542 00:25:34,470 --> 00:25:31,760 you know we collected it later on as 543 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:34,480 technology advances we have dna 544 00:25:40,470 --> 00:25:37,760 dna allow us to go back in time 545 00:25:41,510 --> 00:25:40,480 and pick up items and then try to make a 546 00:25:43,269 --> 00:25:41,520 match 547 00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:43,279 so that's why cold cases are very 548 00:25:47,830 --> 00:25:45,520 important and you revisit these things 549 00:25:49,990 --> 00:25:47,840 because technology changes and we might 550 00:25:52,789 --> 00:25:50,000 have something that can help us 551 00:25:53,669 --> 00:25:52,799 you know break the case with uh with the 552 00:25:56,470 --> 00:25:53,679 lapd 553 00:25:57,190 --> 00:25:56,480 police museum i want everybody to 554 00:26:00,470 --> 00:25:57,200 understand 555 00:26:01,029 --> 00:26:00,480 how how this building came to be a 556 00:26:03,789 --> 00:26:01,039 museum 557 00:26:07,029 --> 00:26:03,799 it was a precinct it was active so 558 00:26:10,310 --> 00:26:07,039 investigations arrest 559 00:26:12,230 --> 00:26:10,320 criminals everything filtered through 560 00:26:14,870 --> 00:26:12,240 this particular precinct it's not a 561 00:26:17,830 --> 00:26:14,880 standalone museum that was built 562 00:26:20,549 --> 00:26:17,840 this was active so a lot of these 563 00:26:23,269 --> 00:26:20,559 homicides and things from the past 564 00:26:25,909 --> 00:26:23,279 did filter through uh this particular 565 00:26:29,990 --> 00:26:28,789 yes a whole host of things have come 566 00:26:32,789 --> 00:26:30,000 through and 567 00:26:34,230 --> 00:26:32,799 and you know in our archives we have a 568 00:26:37,110 --> 00:26:34,240 lot of uh 569 00:26:38,870 --> 00:26:37,120 um when we have a lot of blood a lot of 570 00:26:41,669 --> 00:26:38,880 dried blood you know we have 571 00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:41,679 a lot of things that so if a case is 572 00:26:45,669 --> 00:26:42,320 solved 573 00:26:47,269 --> 00:26:45,679 um then it gets to a point where 574 00:26:49,430 --> 00:26:47,279 you know what do you do with with the 575 00:26:49,990 --> 00:26:49,440 material so if it's something of 576 00:26:53,029 --> 00:26:50,000 interest 577 00:26:56,230 --> 00:26:53,039 then uh we will receive that 578 00:26:58,470 --> 00:26:56,240 that property um if it's 579 00:27:00,549 --> 00:26:58,480 you know no value then it's destroyed so 580 00:27:01,990 --> 00:27:00,559 we do have some interesting items that's 581 00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:02,000 tugged away 582 00:27:05,110 --> 00:27:04,720 that's why uh walking down some of these 583 00:27:10,070 --> 00:27:05,120 uh 584 00:27:12,630 --> 00:27:10,080 boxes and stuff that's where 585 00:27:13,269 --> 00:27:12,640 things get kind of uh creepy for people 586 00:27:15,269 --> 00:27:13,279 i guess 587 00:27:17,060 --> 00:27:15,279 but you know what got creepy for me was 588 00:27:18,870 --> 00:27:17,070 when i saw the picture of the building 589 00:27:21,669 --> 00:27:18,880 [Laughter] 590 00:27:24,630 --> 00:27:21,679 it was so funny that um and i think of 591 00:27:26,789 --> 00:27:24,640 hall of justice you know ho jj downtown 592 00:27:28,070 --> 00:27:26,799 uh you know and it's history and of 593 00:27:30,870 --> 00:27:28,080 course you know the 594 00:27:31,350 --> 00:27:30,880 city hall and things and then when i 595 00:27:33,350 --> 00:27:31,360 first 596 00:27:35,190 --> 00:27:33,360 looked at this and i didn't realize it's 597 00:27:37,110 --> 00:27:35,200 really just down the street from our 598 00:27:38,310 --> 00:27:37,120 studio here in burbank it's right here 599 00:27:40,070 --> 00:27:38,320 in the neighborhood 600 00:27:41,350 --> 00:27:40,080 and i looked at it on with that place 601 00:27:45,110 --> 00:27:41,360 that's haunted 602 00:27:48,149 --> 00:27:45,120 right why hasn't there been other 603 00:27:50,070 --> 00:27:48,159 ghost investigation teams uh 604 00:27:51,990 --> 00:27:50,080 jump on this location but we're the 605 00:27:54,389 --> 00:27:52,000 first team to go in and do this aren't 606 00:27:59,830 --> 00:27:57,990 yes so um our staff has reported a lot 607 00:28:02,789 --> 00:27:59,840 of um 608 00:28:03,669 --> 00:28:02,799 you know uh incidents in the past but i 609 00:28:07,190 --> 00:28:03,679 think 610 00:28:08,470 --> 00:28:07,200 uh up until recently me specifically um 611 00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:08,480 the leadership has been very 612 00:28:14,789 --> 00:28:10,960 conservative and very uh 613 00:28:17,590 --> 00:28:14,799 close-knit um so with me i i 614 00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:17,600 i think that uh this is something that 615 00:28:20,870 --> 00:28:19,120 uh is of interest 616 00:28:23,990 --> 00:28:20,880 not only to your readers i mean to your 617 00:28:27,190 --> 00:28:24,000 viewers but you know to us 618 00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:27,200 what's actually happening and um we 619 00:28:31,430 --> 00:28:28,320 hired for instance 620 00:28:32,310 --> 00:28:31,440 a young lady as a receptionist that 621 00:28:33,669 --> 00:28:32,320 greet you at you come 622 00:28:36,230 --> 00:28:33,679 as a command to sign you in and 623 00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:36,240 everything and after a few months i 624 00:28:39,029 --> 00:28:37,600 asked her this is last year 625 00:28:41,110 --> 00:28:39,039 how things are going and she said you 626 00:28:44,310 --> 00:28:41,120 know everything is going fine except 627 00:28:46,549 --> 00:28:44,320 over in this one jail section people 628 00:28:47,669 --> 00:28:46,559 uh when they sign out and we ask how 629 00:28:49,830 --> 00:28:47,679 things went they 630 00:28:51,510 --> 00:28:49,840 they usually say that um you know 631 00:28:51,909 --> 00:28:51,520 something mechanical goes wrong with 632 00:28:55,430 --> 00:28:51,919 their 633 00:28:59,029 --> 00:28:55,440 uh equipment or it gets extra uh 634 00:28:59,990 --> 00:28:59,039 uh cold in there uh they feel a presence 635 00:29:03,750 --> 00:29:00,000 there's something there 636 00:29:04,630 --> 00:29:03,760 and uh that's the the area where the 637 00:29:07,669 --> 00:29:04,640 individual that 638 00:29:08,789 --> 00:29:07,679 i mentioned earlier uh uh had committed 639 00:29:11,830 --> 00:29:08,799 suicide 640 00:29:13,750 --> 00:29:11,840 and we've always had issues uh there but 641 00:29:14,549 --> 00:29:13,760 it was interesting to me to hear from 642 00:29:16,870 --> 00:29:14,559 somebody that 643 00:29:18,630 --> 00:29:16,880 had no clue that this was going on in 644 00:29:21,190 --> 00:29:18,640 the past you know so that 645 00:29:22,149 --> 00:29:21,200 is what got me uh to raise my eyebrow 646 00:29:23,750 --> 00:29:22,159 thinking you know maybe there's 647 00:29:25,669 --> 00:29:23,760 something here 648 00:29:27,269 --> 00:29:25,679 well we're gonna find out i'm really 649 00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:27,279 looking forward to it and 650 00:29:30,950 --> 00:29:29,200 and bob thank you for taking the time 651 00:29:32,789 --> 00:29:30,960 tonight to come on 652 00:29:34,070 --> 00:29:32,799 and and talk to us about this great 653 00:29:35,990 --> 00:29:34,080 event that's gonna 654 00:29:38,470 --> 00:29:36,000 uh happen this weekend but more than 655 00:29:40,470 --> 00:29:38,480 that thank you for your service 656 00:29:42,070 --> 00:29:40,480 okay thank you so much and be safe out 657 00:29:44,310 --> 00:29:42,080 there 658 00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:44,320 thank you so much thank you bob good 659 00:29:48,870 --> 00:29:45,840 night you too bob 660 00:29:52,230 --> 00:29:48,880 and that is bob alana's and 661 00:29:54,789 --> 00:29:52,240 bob arrested richard ramirez and 662 00:29:57,029 --> 00:29:54,799 he is a chairman of the board for the 663 00:30:00,230 --> 00:29:57,039 los angeles police museum 664 00:30:03,350 --> 00:30:00,240 i will be there on saturday night 665 00:30:06,310 --> 00:30:03,360 uh this march uh 27th 666 00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:06,320 the investigation with the dark zone is 667 00:30:10,310 --> 00:30:07,440 going on 668 00:30:13,149 --> 00:30:10,320 friday saturday and sunday and you can 669 00:30:15,909 --> 00:30:13,159 head straight over to 670 00:30:17,510 --> 00:30:15,919 thedarkzone.tv and get your tickets and 671 00:30:18,549 --> 00:30:17,520 all the information that you need it's 672 00:30:20,389 --> 00:30:18,559 gonna be great 673 00:30:22,230 --> 00:30:20,399 i'm really looking forward to it thank 674 00:30:25,269 --> 00:30:22,240 you so much bob bob is an 675 00:30:28,789 --> 00:30:25,279 active right now lapd 676 00:30:29,430 --> 00:30:28,799 officer and he might be on the job right 677 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:29,440 now 678 00:30:32,950 --> 00:30:31,440 i was wondering if something was was 679 00:30:34,870 --> 00:30:32,960 going to go down 680 00:30:36,630 --> 00:30:34,880 during his time with us on the show all 681 00:30:38,310 --> 00:30:36,640 right i'm going to take a quick break 682 00:30:40,870 --> 00:30:38,320 this is fade to black i 683 00:30:42,549 --> 00:30:40,880 am your host jimmy church tonight right 684 00:30:45,750 --> 00:30:42,559 here for the first time 685 00:30:48,470 --> 00:30:45,760 matthew roberts crew member of the uss 686 00:30:49,190 --> 00:30:48,480 roosevelt and the carrier group when the 687 00:30:52,630 --> 00:30:49,200 gimbal 688 00:30:54,389 --> 00:30:52,640 and the go fast went down 689 00:30:55,909 --> 00:30:54,399 matthew's gonna join us right after this 690 00:30:57,029 --> 00:30:55,919 short break tomorrow night right here 691 00:30:59,830 --> 00:30:57,039 eric mitchell 692 00:31:00,470 --> 00:30:59,840 for the first time wednesday night the 693 00:31:02,710 --> 00:31:00,480 return 694 00:31:03,509 --> 00:31:02,720 of terry lovelace i'm 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all right welcome back fade to black i'm 804 00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:11,280 your host jimmy church i want to thank 805 00:36:17,750 --> 00:36:14,400 bob alana's for coming in 806 00:36:20,790 --> 00:36:17,760 his uh his commitment to this community 807 00:36:22,470 --> 00:36:20,800 of los angeles uh cannot be measured 808 00:36:24,470 --> 00:36:22,480 and he is the chairman of the board over 809 00:36:26,550 --> 00:36:24,480 at the at the museum 810 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:26,560 and it's going to be a great event this 811 00:36:30,550 --> 00:36:28,480 weekend and for him to take the time 812 00:36:32,470 --> 00:36:30,560 to come in and hang out with all of us 813 00:36:35,990 --> 00:36:32,480 thank you bob for that 814 00:36:39,430 --> 00:36:36,000 uh the website is simple it is the dark 815 00:36:40,870 --> 00:36:39,440 zone dot tv i will be there saturday 816 00:36:43,109 --> 00:36:40,880 night with the team 817 00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:43,119 and uh it's gonna be another amazing 818 00:36:47,349 --> 00:36:43,920 dark zone 819 00:36:47,990 --> 00:36:47,359 event and uh tonight right now matthew 820 00:36:50,550 --> 00:36:48,000 roberts 821 00:36:51,589 --> 00:36:50,560 joins us for the first time his first 822 00:36:54,790 --> 00:36:51,599 major media 823 00:36:58,150 --> 00:36:54,800 appearance now matthew spent 16 years 824 00:36:59,030 --> 00:36:58,160 in naval intelligence in 2015 he was 825 00:37:01,510 --> 00:36:59,040 present 826 00:37:03,109 --> 00:37:01,520 on the theodore roosevelt strike group 827 00:37:06,069 --> 00:37:03,119 for the events that brought us 828 00:37:06,870 --> 00:37:06,079 the now declassified gimbal and go fast 829 00:37:08,870 --> 00:37:06,880 uap 830 00:37:10,550 --> 00:37:08,880 footage after those events with the 831 00:37:11,349 --> 00:37:10,560 theater roosevelt strike group he 832 00:37:13,910 --> 00:37:11,359 transferred 833 00:37:16,790 --> 00:37:13,920 to his new duty station at the office of 834 00:37:18,630 --> 00:37:16,800 naval intelligence in washington dc 835 00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:18,640 it was during his time at the office of 836 00:37:22,109 --> 00:37:20,000 naval intelligence 837 00:37:23,589 --> 00:37:22,119 that he began to have personal 838 00:37:25,750 --> 00:37:23,599 experiences 839 00:37:27,190 --> 00:37:25,760 with the phenomenon we'll be talking 840 00:37:30,150 --> 00:37:27,200 about all of that tonight 841 00:37:32,230 --> 00:37:30,160 and his new book initiated he left his 842 00:37:33,990 --> 00:37:32,240 job at the office of naval intelligence 843 00:37:37,109 --> 00:37:34,000 in march of 2020 844 00:37:39,910 --> 00:37:37,119 when he ended his 16-year career 845 00:37:41,030 --> 00:37:39,920 uh with the navy his book is available 846 00:37:42,270 --> 00:37:41,040 on amazon 847 00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:42,280 the links are over at 848 00:37:46,950 --> 00:37:44,720 jimmychurchradio.com click and get 849 00:37:48,310 --> 00:37:46,960 initiated and now i would like to 850 00:37:48,710 --> 00:37:48,320 welcome for the first time to fade to 851 00:37:51,030 --> 00:37:48,720 black 852 00:37:52,150 --> 00:37:51,040 matthew roberts matt good evening man 853 00:37:53,829 --> 00:37:52,160 how are you 854 00:37:55,589 --> 00:37:53,839 good evening thanks for having me it's 855 00:37:58,470 --> 00:37:55,599 great to be here i'm honored 856 00:37:59,109 --> 00:37:58,480 yeah man now the honor is is is all ours 857 00:38:01,910 --> 00:37:59,119 my man 858 00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:01,920 and before we get started uh you get the 859 00:38:07,829 --> 00:38:04,000 first time guest disclaimer 860 00:38:09,829 --> 00:38:07,839 yeah so and it is this matt 861 00:38:11,670 --> 00:38:09,839 it's just you and i sitting on my couch 862 00:38:13,910 --> 00:38:11,680 having a conversation as friends and 863 00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:13,920 where the conversation starts it starts 864 00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:15,680 where it ends it ends but we're gonna 865 00:38:20,870 --> 00:38:17,280 end his friends there you go 866 00:38:23,190 --> 00:38:20,880 you ready yeah absolutely now um 867 00:38:25,030 --> 00:38:23,200 so much to talk about tonight we are 868 00:38:27,190 --> 00:38:25,040 going to run out of time 869 00:38:29,270 --> 00:38:27,200 and i'm going to give you a warning now 870 00:38:31,829 --> 00:38:29,280 that at the end of the show 871 00:38:32,790 --> 00:38:31,839 if we're still knee-deep in it uh i'm 872 00:38:35,349 --> 00:38:32,800 gonna keep you 873 00:38:36,870 --> 00:38:35,359 up and you're gonna go late okay all 874 00:38:37,510 --> 00:38:36,880 right yeah sounds great are you down for 875 00:38:40,710 --> 00:38:37,520 that 876 00:38:42,710 --> 00:38:40,720 yeah absolutely now uh i 877 00:38:44,150 --> 00:38:42,720 i don't know if i need to start in the 878 00:38:46,390 --> 00:38:44,160 present day 879 00:38:47,670 --> 00:38:46,400 and i thought about our conversation uh 880 00:38:49,030 --> 00:38:47,680 tonight a lot 881 00:38:51,510 --> 00:38:49,040 i don't know if i wanted to start with 882 00:38:54,390 --> 00:38:51,520 the present day or if i wanted to back 883 00:38:55,349 --> 00:38:54,400 up and and and and start at the 884 00:38:56,950 --> 00:38:55,359 beginning 885 00:38:59,270 --> 00:38:56,960 because we have two interesting 886 00:39:01,430 --> 00:38:59,280 scenarios that are going down right now 887 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:01,440 we have everything that is happening 888 00:39:05,270 --> 00:39:03,520 uh with the department of defense uh 889 00:39:07,430 --> 00:39:05,280 which you're in front of 890 00:39:08,310 --> 00:39:07,440 you just left the office of naval 891 00:39:12,230 --> 00:39:08,320 intelligence 892 00:39:15,270 --> 00:39:12,240 a year ago right this is march of 2021. 893 00:39:17,589 --> 00:39:15,280 so all of this is is fresh 894 00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:17,599 but i want to actually go back i want to 895 00:39:23,270 --> 00:39:20,160 go back before you join the navy 896 00:39:26,829 --> 00:39:23,280 okay let's let's start there right 897 00:39:28,069 --> 00:39:26,839 have you ever been interested in the ufo 898 00:39:31,109 --> 00:39:28,079 subject 899 00:39:34,550 --> 00:39:31,119 no i i never had any interest in it 900 00:39:37,750 --> 00:39:34,560 um in fact uh i can remember 901 00:39:39,510 --> 00:39:37,760 several times even as a child you know 902 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:39,520 some show would come on and they would 903 00:39:45,190 --> 00:39:42,160 start talking about uh you know 904 00:39:46,790 --> 00:39:45,200 experiences and abductions and ufos and 905 00:39:47,910 --> 00:39:46,800 i would just kind of roll my eyes and 906 00:39:49,750 --> 00:39:47,920 change the channel 907 00:39:51,510 --> 00:39:49,760 you know i think i i think a lot of 908 00:39:53,109 --> 00:39:51,520 people have that reaction to it and i 909 00:39:54,950 --> 00:39:53,119 think a lot of people still have that 910 00:39:56,630 --> 00:39:54,960 reaction to it 911 00:39:58,310 --> 00:39:56,640 but of course you know it became much 912 00:40:01,510 --> 00:39:58,320 more personal 913 00:40:04,069 --> 00:40:01,520 um when it started happening to me now 914 00:40:04,790 --> 00:40:04,079 i i want the audience to know that uh 915 00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:04,800 matt and i 916 00:40:08,630 --> 00:40:07,200 had a chance a couple of weeks ago it's 917 00:40:09,589 --> 00:40:08,640 it's already been two weeks it doesn't 918 00:40:12,069 --> 00:40:09,599 seem like it does it 919 00:40:13,270 --> 00:40:12,079 i know i know but we had a chance to 920 00:40:15,430 --> 00:40:13,280 hang out and talk 921 00:40:17,510 --> 00:40:15,440 for a couple hours maybe even a few 922 00:40:20,950 --> 00:40:17,520 hours we went pretty late 923 00:40:23,990 --> 00:40:20,960 and even our discussion um 924 00:40:26,710 --> 00:40:24,000 you can tell that you and i didn't agree 925 00:40:28,470 --> 00:40:26,720 on everything and right and and i i 926 00:40:30,150 --> 00:40:28,480 really enjoyed that conversation 927 00:40:32,309 --> 00:40:30,160 i am we should have you know what we 928 00:40:34,950 --> 00:40:32,319 should have just recorded that 929 00:40:37,109 --> 00:40:34,960 and played that tonight on the show and 930 00:40:39,910 --> 00:40:37,119 taking the night off right 931 00:40:40,710 --> 00:40:39,920 but i want the audience uh to know that 932 00:40:44,309 --> 00:40:40,720 um 933 00:40:46,630 --> 00:40:44,319 you are very uh steadfast 934 00:40:47,430 --> 00:40:46,640 and and i really appreciate that and and 935 00:40:50,069 --> 00:40:47,440 so thank you 936 00:40:52,230 --> 00:40:50,079 for uh stepping out and coming forward 937 00:40:54,950 --> 00:40:52,240 and this is a big event tonight 938 00:40:57,030 --> 00:40:54,960 not only for our audience uh but for you 939 00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:57,040 to step forward and discuss these things 940 00:41:00,870 --> 00:40:57,520 so 941 00:41:04,230 --> 00:41:00,880 in advance i want to thank you for that 942 00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:04,240 so no no interest in ufos your family 943 00:41:07,430 --> 00:41:06,560 did you have a crazy uncle nothing like 944 00:41:09,990 --> 00:41:07,440 that 945 00:41:10,550 --> 00:41:10,000 no uh there was there was never any 946 00:41:13,670 --> 00:41:10,560 interest 947 00:41:15,589 --> 00:41:13,680 in this at all growing up um 948 00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:15,599 and and of course there were things that 949 00:41:20,550 --> 00:41:17,359 happened to me when i was young but i 950 00:41:23,910 --> 00:41:20,560 didn't necessarily associate that with 951 00:41:26,790 --> 00:41:23,920 uh the phenomenon so so when i heard 952 00:41:29,750 --> 00:41:26,800 people talking about ufos or 953 00:41:30,630 --> 00:41:29,760 alien abductions uh it just seemed so 954 00:41:32,870 --> 00:41:30,640 out there 955 00:41:34,790 --> 00:41:32,880 and i thought these people were just you 956 00:41:37,109 --> 00:41:34,800 know i i kind of had the attitude you 957 00:41:38,150 --> 00:41:37,119 know go get your tinfoil hat you know i 958 00:41:41,270 --> 00:41:38,160 think 959 00:41:43,750 --> 00:41:41,280 towards it 960 00:41:45,349 --> 00:41:43,760 growing up now with what you know now do 961 00:41:48,390 --> 00:41:45,359 you carry some guilt 962 00:41:51,910 --> 00:41:48,400 right do you have garden on you now 963 00:41:53,670 --> 00:41:51,920 i do i do you know because i i just i 964 00:41:56,630 --> 00:41:53,680 can't believe that i ignored this 965 00:41:57,270 --> 00:41:56,640 in the way that i did um my whole life 966 00:41:59,670 --> 00:41:57,280 it did 967 00:42:00,870 --> 00:41:59,680 and you know i i just needed it to smack 968 00:42:04,390 --> 00:42:00,880 me in the face 969 00:42:08,230 --> 00:42:04,400 uh before it kind of woke me up 970 00:42:08,630 --> 00:42:08,240 you know the um uh the other part of 971 00:42:10,790 --> 00:42:08,640 this 972 00:42:12,550 --> 00:42:10,800 and the reason why i say guilt is 973 00:42:14,309 --> 00:42:12,560 because 974 00:42:16,069 --> 00:42:14,319 especially with the department of 975 00:42:19,349 --> 00:42:16,079 defense in washington 976 00:42:22,710 --> 00:42:19,359 they have taken it upon themselves to 977 00:42:25,589 --> 00:42:22,720 tease and ridicule the ufo community 978 00:42:26,790 --> 00:42:25,599 right it has been their job to discredit 979 00:42:29,190 --> 00:42:26,800 anybody 980 00:42:31,030 --> 00:42:29,200 and the rest of the country kind of goes 981 00:42:32,230 --> 00:42:31,040 along with it because they see what's 982 00:42:35,910 --> 00:42:32,240 going on 983 00:42:38,950 --> 00:42:35,920 now you know right it's a pretty trippy 984 00:42:40,870 --> 00:42:38,960 feeling that all of these people that 985 00:42:44,390 --> 00:42:40,880 have been teased for so long 986 00:42:48,150 --> 00:42:44,400 and kind of put out there as being crazy 987 00:42:51,670 --> 00:42:48,160 are not so crazy are they no not at all 988 00:42:52,630 --> 00:42:51,680 and uh you know i i went through such 989 00:42:56,829 --> 00:42:52,640 crazy things 990 00:42:59,270 --> 00:42:56,839 that uh i i really did feel bad 991 00:43:00,150 --> 00:42:59,280 that some of these experiencers with 992 00:43:02,870 --> 00:43:00,160 their stories 993 00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:02,880 and and just when i was going through 994 00:43:05,589 --> 00:43:03,520 all of this 995 00:43:07,030 --> 00:43:05,599 i kind of remembered how i would roll my 996 00:43:10,390 --> 00:43:07,040 eyes at it and 997 00:43:14,790 --> 00:43:10,400 and just dismiss it so easily you know 998 00:43:17,910 --> 00:43:14,800 and uh that was that was a really hard 999 00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:17,920 realization now you spent okay so now 1000 00:43:20,950 --> 00:43:19,920 let's get a little timeline here 16 1001 00:43:24,230 --> 00:43:20,960 years 1002 00:43:27,670 --> 00:43:24,240 um with uh with the navy and you 1003 00:43:30,230 --> 00:43:27,680 carried a top secret clearance of course 1004 00:43:31,030 --> 00:43:30,240 we'll get into your mos and what you 1005 00:43:34,390 --> 00:43:31,040 actually did 1006 00:43:37,349 --> 00:43:34,400 in the navy in just a minute but 1007 00:43:38,390 --> 00:43:37,359 the roosevelt was 2015. so that's six 1008 00:43:40,470 --> 00:43:38,400 years ago 1009 00:43:41,750 --> 00:43:40,480 so let's back this up for a second 1010 00:43:44,230 --> 00:43:41,760 there's a 10-year 1011 00:43:45,910 --> 00:43:44,240 chunk of you being in the navy where 1012 00:43:47,589 --> 00:43:45,920 you're going through training you 1013 00:43:50,470 --> 00:43:47,599 probably went through great lakes 1014 00:43:51,670 --> 00:43:50,480 right yes and which everybody does uh 1015 00:43:53,109 --> 00:43:51,680 when you get into the navy you go 1016 00:43:54,230 --> 00:43:53,119 through great lakes you go through your 1017 00:43:57,270 --> 00:43:54,240 training 1018 00:44:00,069 --> 00:43:57,280 which is extensive that 10-year 1019 00:44:01,430 --> 00:44:00,079 period leading up to 2015 that 10-year 1020 00:44:04,470 --> 00:44:01,440 period 1021 00:44:06,069 --> 00:44:04,480 what does the navy say about ufos was 1022 00:44:09,270 --> 00:44:06,079 there anything in your training 1023 00:44:12,309 --> 00:44:09,280 was there anything there at all no 1024 00:44:14,150 --> 00:44:12,319 you know there was nothing uh i i 1025 00:44:16,309 --> 00:44:14,160 never was witness to any kind of 1026 00:44:19,750 --> 00:44:16,319 encounter in that 10-year period 1027 00:44:21,589 --> 00:44:19,760 i i kind of held the same attitude 1028 00:44:21,990 --> 00:44:21,599 towards ufos there was nothing in our 1029 00:44:25,430 --> 00:44:22,000 training 1030 00:44:28,870 --> 00:44:25,440 telling us if this happens uh do this 1031 00:44:31,270 --> 00:44:28,880 you know there were that that was never 1032 00:44:32,470 --> 00:44:31,280 discussed and and to be honest with you 1033 00:44:35,190 --> 00:44:32,480 that was the last thing 1034 00:44:36,630 --> 00:44:35,200 ever on my mind um that it was not 1035 00:44:37,589 --> 00:44:36,640 something that i would have expected 1036 00:44:42,470 --> 00:44:37,599 would happen 1037 00:44:45,589 --> 00:44:42,480 now uh when you first got into the navy 1038 00:44:46,790 --> 00:44:45,599 uh uh what what what was your mos what 1039 00:44:50,630 --> 00:44:46,800 was your initial chan 1040 00:44:52,390 --> 00:44:50,640 uh uh training for uh cryptology so i 1041 00:44:55,670 --> 00:44:52,400 was i was a cryptologist 1042 00:44:57,109 --> 00:44:55,680 from the go from really from jump street 1043 00:45:01,349 --> 00:44:57,119 a cryptologist 1044 00:45:04,390 --> 00:45:01,359 yes okay so security clearances from 1045 00:45:06,870 --> 00:45:04,400 from day one yeah 1046 00:45:08,630 --> 00:45:06,880 absolutely and and take us through that 1047 00:45:10,069 --> 00:45:08,640 process when you go through a security 1048 00:45:13,349 --> 00:45:10,079 clearance 1049 00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:13,359 oh it's you know it's it's extensive uh 1050 00:45:17,990 --> 00:45:14,880 you have to fill out this 1051 00:45:20,230 --> 00:45:18,000 um long long form 1052 00:45:21,430 --> 00:45:20,240 about your entire background they talk 1053 00:45:23,030 --> 00:45:21,440 to everybody 1054 00:45:24,470 --> 00:45:23,040 they'll go back to your elementary 1055 00:45:26,069 --> 00:45:24,480 school right 1056 00:45:27,589 --> 00:45:26,079 you know and they'll talk to elementary 1057 00:45:32,150 --> 00:45:27,599 school teachers it is 1058 00:45:35,030 --> 00:45:32,160 it is intense and it is very in-depth um 1059 00:45:36,390 --> 00:45:35,040 so if there was any kind of craziness in 1060 00:45:39,349 --> 00:45:36,400 my past 1061 00:45:40,150 --> 00:45:39,359 they definitely would have found that 1062 00:45:43,349 --> 00:45:40,160 and 1063 00:45:45,030 --> 00:45:43,359 were you nervous no i wasn't nervous at 1064 00:45:48,550 --> 00:45:45,040 all i mean i knew i wasn't 1065 00:45:50,309 --> 00:45:48,560 crazy i knew i wasn't uh you know i i 1066 00:45:52,390 --> 00:45:50,319 was kind of a you know i was a pillar of 1067 00:45:55,270 --> 00:45:52,400 the community you know i didn't 1068 00:45:56,470 --> 00:45:55,280 i didn't do anything to excess i wasn't 1069 00:45:58,150 --> 00:45:56,480 a bad person 1070 00:46:00,150 --> 00:45:58,160 you know so i there was nothing i was 1071 00:46:01,829 --> 00:46:00,160 worried that they were gonna find 1072 00:46:03,349 --> 00:46:01,839 because there's really nothing to hide 1073 00:46:06,790 --> 00:46:03,359 you know oh man 1074 00:46:09,990 --> 00:46:08,870 i got tons of so you weren't worried 1075 00:46:13,109 --> 00:46:10,000 about that 1076 00:46:15,349 --> 00:46:13,119 no okay so you get your 1077 00:46:16,470 --> 00:46:15,359 security clearance are there different 1078 00:46:19,109 --> 00:46:16,480 levels look 1079 00:46:20,230 --> 00:46:19,119 i'm asking you directly because we hear 1080 00:46:22,390 --> 00:46:20,240 the stories 1081 00:46:23,670 --> 00:46:22,400 oh there's this clear there's a q 1082 00:46:27,430 --> 00:46:23,680 clearance there's a this 1083 00:46:31,030 --> 00:46:27,440 a k a p and f um are there different 1084 00:46:33,910 --> 00:46:31,040 stages of security clearances 1085 00:46:35,510 --> 00:46:33,920 uh yes absolutely you know and there are 1086 00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:35,520 different things that you have to do for 1087 00:46:39,190 --> 00:46:36,800 those different clearances 1088 00:46:40,550 --> 00:46:39,200 so like for for a secret clearance for 1089 00:46:42,309 --> 00:46:40,560 instance it's just uh 1090 00:46:43,990 --> 00:46:42,319 there's a background check and a little 1091 00:46:46,069 --> 00:46:44,000 bit of investigation to make sure that 1092 00:46:48,309 --> 00:46:46,079 you've never been in trouble 1093 00:46:50,230 --> 00:46:48,319 but then you go for your ts and that 1094 00:46:52,069 --> 00:46:50,240 gets a little bit more intensive 1095 00:46:53,349 --> 00:46:52,079 uh and they start interviewing people in 1096 00:46:56,470 --> 00:46:53,359 your past uh 1097 00:46:57,349 --> 00:46:56,480 ts being top secret yes i'm guessing 1098 00:47:00,390 --> 00:46:57,359 here 1099 00:47:03,990 --> 00:47:00,400 okay okay so ts top secret 1100 00:47:06,390 --> 00:47:04,000 and is what's above top secret 1101 00:47:07,349 --> 00:47:06,400 uh well there's i you know it's kind of 1102 00:47:08,870 --> 00:47:07,359 difficult to 1103 00:47:10,870 --> 00:47:08,880 explain but there's really there's not 1104 00:47:11,750 --> 00:47:10,880 anything above top secret that's what 1105 00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:11,760 i've heard 1106 00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:13,760 it's more just you know within top 1107 00:47:16,950 --> 00:47:14,800 secret there are 1108 00:47:19,670 --> 00:47:16,960 compartments and you can be read into 1109 00:47:22,950 --> 00:47:19,680 certain programs and there may be 1110 00:47:25,270 --> 00:47:22,960 um you know things that uh it more 1111 00:47:26,950 --> 00:47:25,280 extensive background investigations that 1112 00:47:28,950 --> 00:47:26,960 have to happen before you can be read 1113 00:47:29,910 --> 00:47:28,960 into a certain program so there there is 1114 00:47:32,470 --> 00:47:29,920 that 1115 00:47:33,829 --> 00:47:32,480 and uh and you can stop me at any point 1116 00:47:37,430 --> 00:47:33,839 if i'm going too far 1117 00:47:40,069 --> 00:47:37,440 but i'm gonna press as far as i can go 1118 00:47:42,710 --> 00:47:40,079 okay so you get your top secret did you 1119 00:47:46,069 --> 00:47:42,720 have other security clearances 1120 00:47:47,829 --> 00:47:46,079 besides top secret uh 1121 00:47:49,190 --> 00:47:47,839 you know i i don't really want to get 1122 00:47:52,790 --> 00:47:49,200 into 1123 00:47:55,109 --> 00:47:52,800 what exactly i did 1124 00:47:57,510 --> 00:47:55,119 that that's fine so the answer is yes 1125 00:47:59,510 --> 00:47:57,520 but you can't talk about it 1126 00:48:01,109 --> 00:47:59,520 well i just i just don't want to even go 1127 00:48:02,870 --> 00:48:01,119 there that's 1128 00:48:04,549 --> 00:48:02,880 that's that's going to be the answer i'm 1129 00:48:05,030 --> 00:48:04,559 sorry about it that that's fine that's 1130 00:48:08,069 --> 00:48:05,040 fine 1131 00:48:10,309 --> 00:48:08,079 okay so now um 1132 00:48:12,230 --> 00:48:10,319 a couple of fun questions as you're 1133 00:48:15,430 --> 00:48:12,240 going through this 1134 00:48:17,109 --> 00:48:15,440 um was there ever i don't i'm not going 1135 00:48:18,470 --> 00:48:17,119 to ask you any national security 1136 00:48:21,589 --> 00:48:18,480 questions or anything like that 1137 00:48:24,390 --> 00:48:21,599 but did anything ever come uh across 1138 00:48:28,309 --> 00:48:24,400 your desk or did you ever hear chatter 1139 00:48:31,190 --> 00:48:28,319 about ufos or uaps anywhere 1140 00:48:32,710 --> 00:48:31,200 leading up to yes uh and you're talking 1141 00:48:36,150 --> 00:48:32,720 about this 10-year period yes 1142 00:48:38,950 --> 00:48:36,160 yes no nothing nothing ever uh 1143 00:48:40,790 --> 00:48:38,960 and and not that wasn't surprising you 1144 00:48:43,990 --> 00:48:40,800 know nothing ever 1145 00:48:48,230 --> 00:48:44,000 i never heard anything and 1146 00:48:49,109 --> 00:48:48,240 what um uh especially with a carrier 1147 00:48:52,150 --> 00:48:49,119 strike group 1148 00:48:56,230 --> 00:48:52,160 i would assume 1149 00:48:59,990 --> 00:48:56,240 that the captain of the strike group 1150 00:49:01,990 --> 00:49:00,000 is a pretty powerful guy how many 1151 00:49:03,109 --> 00:49:02,000 how many crew members on the various 1152 00:49:05,510 --> 00:49:03,119 vessels of which 1153 00:49:07,349 --> 00:49:05,520 there must be dozens how many crew 1154 00:49:10,549 --> 00:49:07,359 members are we talking about that fall 1155 00:49:13,589 --> 00:49:10,559 under under under that 1156 00:49:15,270 --> 00:49:13,599 that command oh man i mean 1157 00:49:16,950 --> 00:49:15,280 uh so you're talking about like maybe 1158 00:49:18,390 --> 00:49:16,960 the admiral of the strike group right 1159 00:49:19,990 --> 00:49:18,400 you have the admiral of the strike group 1160 00:49:21,829 --> 00:49:20,000 then you have you have the carrier you 1161 00:49:24,710 --> 00:49:21,839 have multiple destroyers you've got 1162 00:49:26,309 --> 00:49:24,720 submarines you've got missile you know 1163 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:26,319 you've got frigates 1164 00:49:29,430 --> 00:49:28,559 so what are we talking about 20 000 1165 00:49:32,150 --> 00:49:29,440 probably 1166 00:49:32,950 --> 00:49:32,160 crew uh well i would say i would say 1167 00:49:35,990 --> 00:49:32,960 it's probably 1168 00:49:37,270 --> 00:49:36,000 above well i mean on on the carrier 1169 00:49:40,150 --> 00:49:37,280 itself you've got 1170 00:49:42,069 --> 00:49:40,160 you know five thousand yeah and then on 1171 00:49:43,670 --> 00:49:42,079 these smaller ships you may have like 1172 00:49:46,390 --> 00:49:43,680 300 or so 1173 00:49:47,030 --> 00:49:46,400 right yeah and it it adds up pretty 1174 00:49:50,950 --> 00:49:47,040 quick 1175 00:49:54,309 --> 00:49:50,960 yeah yeah it's quite a few people and so 1176 00:49:57,510 --> 00:49:54,319 when the command 1177 00:50:00,549 --> 00:49:57,520 of a strike group likes like this 1178 00:50:02,150 --> 00:50:00,559 and an incident happens with the uap 1179 00:50:03,829 --> 00:50:02,160 ufo whatever you want to call it 1180 00:50:06,870 --> 00:50:03,839 something that's not ours 1181 00:50:10,069 --> 00:50:06,880 that can't be unidentified is this 1182 00:50:15,190 --> 00:50:13,510 uh you know i don't know i i don't know 1183 00:50:18,630 --> 00:50:15,200 where it would be logged 1184 00:50:20,870 --> 00:50:18,640 um i have seen 1185 00:50:21,910 --> 00:50:20,880 um you know some new things online 1186 00:50:25,030 --> 00:50:21,920 coming about 1187 00:50:26,230 --> 00:50:25,040 uh about you know uh various foia 1188 00:50:29,270 --> 00:50:26,240 requests for 1189 00:50:30,069 --> 00:50:29,280 deck logs i never stood any deck watch 1190 00:50:31,829 --> 00:50:30,079 so 1191 00:50:33,109 --> 00:50:31,839 i i don't know if they were logging 1192 00:50:36,150 --> 00:50:33,119 these things or not 1193 00:50:38,150 --> 00:50:36,160 um to be honest with you uh but uh 1194 00:50:39,190 --> 00:50:38,160 you know now there are these foia 1195 00:50:41,510 --> 00:50:39,200 requests 1196 00:50:43,670 --> 00:50:41,520 uh and and these deck logs are being 1197 00:50:45,430 --> 00:50:43,680 made public and some of them do 1198 00:50:47,990 --> 00:50:45,440 you know indicate that there was some 1199 00:50:52,150 --> 00:50:48,000 kind of uap event 1200 00:50:55,829 --> 00:50:52,160 now um and the other part of this 1201 00:50:58,309 --> 00:50:55,839 is that if things 1202 00:50:59,349 --> 00:50:58,319 do continue to get elevated like they 1203 00:51:01,670 --> 00:50:59,359 are with the media 1204 00:51:03,750 --> 00:51:01,680 and the uap task force and everything 1205 00:51:06,870 --> 00:51:03,760 that's happening right now 1206 00:51:09,190 --> 00:51:06,880 is it possible that this 1207 00:51:10,309 --> 00:51:09,200 paperwork could be subpoenaed at some 1208 00:51:13,430 --> 00:51:10,319 point and 1209 00:51:16,470 --> 00:51:13,440 and we can actually see what was 1210 00:51:18,790 --> 00:51:16,480 going on on these dates oh i 1211 00:51:19,670 --> 00:51:18,800 you know i am the wrong person to ask 1212 00:51:22,069 --> 00:51:19,680 that i 1213 00:51:22,870 --> 00:51:22,079 don't know what what would be subpoenaed 1214 00:51:25,349 --> 00:51:22,880 or what what 1215 00:51:27,270 --> 00:51:25,359 could be subpoenaed i i would imagine 1216 00:51:28,630 --> 00:51:27,280 that congressional oversight they can do 1217 00:51:31,349 --> 00:51:28,640 whatever they want 1218 00:51:32,150 --> 00:51:31,359 uh whether or not that's open to the 1219 00:51:35,430 --> 00:51:32,160 public 1220 00:51:37,990 --> 00:51:35,440 um is another question i think uh 1221 00:51:38,870 --> 00:51:38,000 because there are all kinds of you know 1222 00:51:40,390 --> 00:51:38,880 um 1223 00:51:42,230 --> 00:51:40,400 things that can happen where they'll 1224 00:51:44,870 --> 00:51:42,240 subpoena documents 1225 00:51:46,710 --> 00:51:44,880 uh to congress and and if those aren't 1226 00:51:47,030 --> 00:51:46,720 if those are classified obviously i 1227 00:51:48,790 --> 00:51:47,040 think 1228 00:51:50,549 --> 00:51:48,800 congress is gonna continue to keep that 1229 00:51:53,349 --> 00:51:50,559 a secret i don't 1230 00:51:53,750 --> 00:51:53,359 i don't know why that would change now 1231 00:51:58,470 --> 00:51:53,760 uh 1232 00:52:01,910 --> 00:51:58,480 incident 1233 00:52:05,349 --> 00:52:01,920 um now it's 2015 um 1234 00:52:06,630 --> 00:52:05,359 leading up to things uh before well i'm 1235 00:52:10,230 --> 00:52:06,640 gonna let you tell 1236 00:52:11,430 --> 00:52:10,240 uh the story here but was there anything 1237 00:52:14,790 --> 00:52:11,440 else strange 1238 00:52:19,750 --> 00:52:14,800 that was that that happened leading 1239 00:52:23,109 --> 00:52:19,760 up to uh the gimbal and the go fast 1240 00:52:26,150 --> 00:52:23,119 um well 1241 00:52:28,390 --> 00:52:26,160 i you know i i 1242 00:52:29,750 --> 00:52:28,400 i don't know that i can really get into 1243 00:52:32,870 --> 00:52:29,760 too much of that 1244 00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:32,880 um well hold on before you answer 1245 00:52:40,390 --> 00:52:37,040 let me ask you this as a cryptographer 1246 00:52:44,309 --> 00:52:40,400 what was your what was your daily duty 1247 00:52:48,790 --> 00:52:44,319 what did you what did that entail 1248 00:52:51,510 --> 00:52:48,800 um well you know honestly i can't even 1249 00:52:54,549 --> 00:52:51,520 go there either i mean everything i did 1250 00:52:58,230 --> 00:52:54,559 24 hours a day was behind a closed door 1251 00:53:01,030 --> 00:52:58,240 um and it was classified right 1252 00:53:02,470 --> 00:53:01,040 but but and that's great that's the 1253 00:53:05,430 --> 00:53:02,480 perfect answer 1254 00:53:07,910 --> 00:53:05,440 my question is uh you know just 1255 00:53:11,190 --> 00:53:07,920 cryptographers got all kinds of secret 1256 00:53:12,230 --> 00:53:11,200 spy versus spy connotations that are 1257 00:53:15,510 --> 00:53:12,240 tied to it 1258 00:53:18,549 --> 00:53:15,520 it's really cool um but in 1259 00:53:21,589 --> 00:53:18,559 what i'm wondering is with that job did 1260 00:53:24,069 --> 00:53:21,599 did the chatter filter through you 1261 00:53:25,910 --> 00:53:24,079 or was your job not associated with that 1262 00:53:29,270 --> 00:53:25,920 is is the question 1263 00:53:30,470 --> 00:53:29,280 uh yeah my job so you know that's kind 1264 00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:30,480 of a difficult question 1265 00:53:35,910 --> 00:53:34,240 because i i think that i don't know that 1266 00:53:38,790 --> 00:53:35,920 may have happened had we been 1267 00:53:39,589 --> 00:53:38,800 in real operations but we were you know 1268 00:53:42,710 --> 00:53:39,599 we were 1269 00:53:44,069 --> 00:53:42,720 conducting training operations so so 1270 00:53:48,150 --> 00:53:44,079 this was all about training 1271 00:53:50,630 --> 00:53:48,160 it wasn't uh it wasn't real life so 1272 00:53:51,670 --> 00:53:50,640 i i don't know if that would have hit my 1273 00:53:55,430 --> 00:53:51,680 desk or not 1274 00:53:57,829 --> 00:53:55,440 interesting and now 1275 00:53:58,870 --> 00:53:57,839 uh the understanding is in a general 1276 00:54:02,069 --> 00:53:58,880 sense 1277 00:54:03,910 --> 00:54:02,079 that you guys were off of the east coast 1278 00:54:07,109 --> 00:54:03,920 of florida correct 1279 00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:07,119 yes uh what part of florida 1280 00:54:10,630 --> 00:54:08,880 uh we were off the coast of jacksonville 1281 00:54:12,710 --> 00:54:10,640 after so you were 1282 00:54:14,069 --> 00:54:12,720 where you should have been right that's 1283 00:54:16,069 --> 00:54:14,079 one of the biggest naval 1284 00:54:18,309 --> 00:54:16,079 installations in in the world right 1285 00:54:22,950 --> 00:54:18,319 there off in jacksonville 1286 00:54:25,670 --> 00:54:22,960 how far offshore was the strike group 1287 00:54:26,309 --> 00:54:25,680 uh you know i think that getting into 1288 00:54:28,870 --> 00:54:26,319 that 1289 00:54:30,549 --> 00:54:28,880 might be getting into some classifieds 1290 00:54:34,069 --> 00:54:30,559 so 1291 00:54:37,990 --> 00:54:34,079 it's a training mission yeah it is but 1292 00:54:39,990 --> 00:54:38,000 you know so i it's 1293 00:54:42,630 --> 00:54:40,000 whenever you're talking about a ship's 1294 00:54:45,430 --> 00:54:42,640 position or where a ship normally goes 1295 00:54:48,390 --> 00:54:45,440 for these types of operations at getting 1296 00:54:51,589 --> 00:54:48,400 into specific locations i think 1297 00:54:53,430 --> 00:54:51,599 might get into uh 1298 00:54:55,109 --> 00:54:53,440 something that might be classified so 1299 00:54:58,470 --> 00:54:55,119 okay uh because 1300 00:55:01,910 --> 00:54:58,480 the reason why i'm asking is that 1301 00:55:05,109 --> 00:55:01,920 was it in international waters or was 1302 00:55:08,309 --> 00:55:05,119 it in national waters 1303 00:55:10,230 --> 00:55:08,319 uh you know i i just i i don't wanna 1304 00:55:12,470 --> 00:55:10,240 i don't wanna say could you see the 1305 00:55:15,030 --> 00:55:12,480 coast of the united states 1306 00:55:16,069 --> 00:55:15,040 no you couldn't okay all right good 1307 00:55:20,950 --> 00:55:16,079 enough i'm gonna 1308 00:55:24,309 --> 00:55:20,960 i'll get it all out of you man 1309 00:55:27,349 --> 00:55:24,319 okay so you guys are off the coast 1310 00:55:29,349 --> 00:55:27,359 of florida uh jacksonville 1311 00:55:30,789 --> 00:55:29,359 you can't see the united states from 1312 00:55:33,750 --> 00:55:30,799 where you are 1313 00:55:33,990 --> 00:55:33,760 and there wasn't much chatter like in 1314 00:55:35,829 --> 00:55:34,000 the 1315 00:55:37,270 --> 00:55:35,839 week or two leading up to this like 1316 00:55:41,349 --> 00:55:37,280 there wasn't any other 1317 00:55:43,670 --> 00:55:41,359 strange sightings that anybody had no 1318 00:55:45,670 --> 00:55:43,680 you know and i'm referring to like what 1319 00:55:48,950 --> 00:55:45,680 happened with the nimitz there were 1320 00:55:51,190 --> 00:55:48,960 weeks of things that led up to 1321 00:55:53,670 --> 00:55:51,200 uh the big event but in the case of the 1322 00:55:57,109 --> 00:55:53,680 uss roosevelt the strike group there 1323 00:56:00,230 --> 00:55:57,119 there wasn't a anything in advance 1324 00:56:03,030 --> 00:56:00,240 no and one okay so 1325 00:56:03,910 --> 00:56:03,040 when was the first what was the one when 1326 00:56:07,109 --> 00:56:03,920 did you first 1327 00:56:10,390 --> 00:56:07,119 hear about the the events um so 1328 00:56:13,510 --> 00:56:10,400 you know i in my shop we had wrapped up 1329 00:56:17,430 --> 00:56:13,520 our portion of our testing um for this 1330 00:56:19,109 --> 00:56:17,440 exercise uh and so i i was just kind of 1331 00:56:21,910 --> 00:56:19,119 we were kind of taking it easy a little 1332 00:56:25,750 --> 00:56:21,920 bit in the shop we were waiting to 1333 00:56:29,030 --> 00:56:25,760 be debriefed about our performance um 1334 00:56:32,870 --> 00:56:29,040 and uh you know someone else 1335 00:56:34,390 --> 00:56:32,880 from another part of intel on the ship 1336 00:56:36,150 --> 00:56:34,400 came up to me and said hey 1337 00:56:37,430 --> 00:56:36,160 you know check this out you're not gonna 1338 00:56:40,630 --> 00:56:37,440 believe this 1339 00:56:42,630 --> 00:56:40,640 um so he you know he told me where to 1340 00:56:44,710 --> 00:56:42,640 find it i pulled it up on my computer 1341 00:56:47,990 --> 00:56:44,720 and started watching it and it was 1342 00:56:51,510 --> 00:56:48,000 uh it was the same footage that is 1343 00:56:53,349 --> 00:56:51,520 now public um it was the gimbal footage 1344 00:56:54,710 --> 00:56:53,359 that was the first video i saw i next 1345 00:56:58,390 --> 00:56:54,720 watched 1346 00:57:01,670 --> 00:56:58,400 the um go fast footage 1347 00:57:05,430 --> 00:57:01,680 and this this other 1348 00:57:08,390 --> 00:57:05,440 officer or crew member what did he 1349 00:57:10,150 --> 00:57:08,400 say i know he said check this out did he 1350 00:57:13,030 --> 00:57:10,160 say anything else 1351 00:57:15,030 --> 00:57:13,040 did he say ufo dude little green man 1352 00:57:17,109 --> 00:57:15,040 mars attacks 1353 00:57:19,030 --> 00:57:17,119 you know i don't really to be honest 1354 00:57:21,190 --> 00:57:19,040 with you i don't really remember what he 1355 00:57:26,390 --> 00:57:21,200 said because 1356 00:57:29,750 --> 00:57:26,400 in in watching this i was it was just so 1357 00:57:33,829 --> 00:57:29,760 it was so just immediately shocking 1358 00:57:36,390 --> 00:57:33,839 um that i i just it was like it was 1359 00:57:37,750 --> 00:57:36,400 it was like zoning out all of a sudden 1360 00:57:40,309 --> 00:57:37,760 you know something had just 1361 00:57:42,390 --> 00:57:40,319 a shovel had hit me in the face you know 1362 00:57:43,670 --> 00:57:42,400 and and you can't even hear what's going 1363 00:57:46,710 --> 00:57:43,680 on around you 1364 00:57:47,270 --> 00:57:46,720 all you can see is the screen in front 1365 00:57:48,950 --> 00:57:47,280 of you 1366 00:57:52,069 --> 00:57:48,960 and you are seeing something that you 1367 00:57:53,990 --> 00:57:52,079 cannot believe 1368 00:57:56,470 --> 00:57:54,000 we're going to take a quick break right 1369 00:57:58,789 --> 00:57:56,480 here but i'll set this up for our return 1370 00:57:59,910 --> 00:57:58,799 um this is the first time you saw the 1371 00:58:05,109 --> 00:57:59,920 footage 1372 00:58:07,589 --> 00:58:05,119 how old was it by the time you got to 1373 00:58:11,829 --> 00:58:10,710 you know i i don't i don't exactly 1374 00:58:13,829 --> 00:58:11,839 remember 1375 00:58:15,750 --> 00:58:13,839 i don't know i mean was it the day 1376 00:58:18,630 --> 00:58:15,760 before 1377 00:58:19,589 --> 00:58:18,640 uh it was it was it was around the same 1378 00:58:23,670 --> 00:58:19,599 time it was within 1379 00:58:26,789 --> 00:58:23,680 a day or two i think um 1380 00:58:27,589 --> 00:58:26,799 from what i remember now um at that 1381 00:58:30,470 --> 00:58:27,599 point 1382 00:58:31,109 --> 00:58:30,480 uh when you're looking at the footage 1383 00:58:34,630 --> 00:58:31,119 did you 1384 00:58:38,549 --> 00:58:34,640 think that you knew who the pilot was 1385 00:58:40,710 --> 00:58:38,559 no no i i i they're they're you know the 1386 00:58:42,309 --> 00:58:40,720 air wing is on board and there are so 1387 00:58:45,430 --> 00:58:42,319 many pilots that 1388 00:58:47,109 --> 00:58:45,440 and and you never i in debriefs and 1389 00:58:48,309 --> 00:58:47,119 things like that you never hear all of 1390 00:58:51,829 --> 00:58:48,319 them speak you don't 1391 00:58:53,750 --> 00:58:51,839 get to know everybody but uh 1392 00:58:55,589 --> 00:58:53,760 but i can tell you when i when i watch 1393 00:58:56,630 --> 00:58:55,599 the show unidentified that i did 1394 00:58:58,549 --> 00:58:56,640 recognize them 1395 00:59:00,230 --> 00:58:58,559 from the ship because i would see the 1396 00:59:01,349 --> 00:59:00,240 pilots coming and going from the flight 1397 00:59:04,710 --> 00:59:01,359 deck all the time 1398 00:59:04,950 --> 00:59:04,720 sure um they had just in passing in the 1399 00:59:07,349 --> 00:59:04,960 p 1400 00:59:08,309 --> 00:59:07,359 waves and stuff and so i they were i did 1401 00:59:11,829 --> 00:59:08,319 recognize them 1402 00:59:12,630 --> 00:59:11,839 from the ship what's a p way uh it's 1403 00:59:15,109 --> 00:59:12,640 just it's 1404 00:59:15,990 --> 00:59:15,119 what we call a hallway on a ship 1405 00:59:21,030 --> 00:59:16,000 passageway 1406 00:59:22,630 --> 00:59:21,040 about p ways a lot tonight everybody so 1407 00:59:24,470 --> 00:59:22,640 we need to need to let them know what 1408 00:59:26,390 --> 00:59:24,480 we're talking about all right well matt 1409 00:59:29,030 --> 00:59:26,400 stay right there we've got a lot more to 1410 00:59:30,230 --> 00:59:29,040 discuss this is fade to black i am your 1411 00:59:32,549 --> 00:59:30,240 host jimmy church 1412 00:59:34,470 --> 00:59:32,559 tonight with us for the first time 1413 00:59:35,190 --> 00:59:34,480 matthew roberts matthew was a crew 1414 00:59:37,750 --> 00:59:35,200 member 1415 00:59:38,470 --> 00:59:37,760 on the uss roosevelt in that strike 1416 00:59:41,270 --> 00:59:38,480 group 1417 00:59:42,950 --> 00:59:41,280 when the events went down back in 2015 1418 00:59:44,630 --> 00:59:42,960 with the go fast in the gimbal 1419 00:59:46,150 --> 00:59:44,640 i'm your host jimmy church this is fade 1420 01:00:00,020 --> 00:59:46,160 to black stay with us 1421 01:00:03,070 --> 01:00:00,030 we'll be back after this short break 1422 01:00:08,710 --> 01:00:03,080 [Applause] 1423 01:00:13,190 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your 1545 01:05:08,470 --> 01:05:07,839 host jimmy church tonight matthew 1546 01:05:10,789 --> 01:05:08,480 roberts 1547 01:05:12,390 --> 01:05:10,799 is here he's a crew member aboard the 1548 01:05:15,270 --> 01:05:12,400 uss roosevelt 1549 01:05:18,150 --> 01:05:15,280 and the strike group when the events 1550 01:05:21,270 --> 01:05:18,160 went down in 2015 with the now famous 1551 01:05:23,270 --> 01:05:21,280 infamous gimbal and go fast uap 1552 01:05:25,510 --> 01:05:23,280 footage i want to remind everybody 1553 01:05:27,510 --> 01:05:25,520 tomorrow night eric mitchell is here 1554 01:05:29,670 --> 01:05:27,520 you're not going to want to miss that 1555 01:05:31,750 --> 01:05:29,680 and again for the first time 1556 01:05:33,430 --> 01:05:31,760 and then wednesday night terry lovelace 1557 01:05:35,190 --> 01:05:33,440 is back and i'm really looking forward 1558 01:05:38,470 --> 01:05:35,200 to that thursday night of course 1559 01:05:40,470 --> 01:05:38,480 is another uh fade to black fader night 1560 01:05:42,390 --> 01:05:40,480 with open lines all night long tonight 1561 01:05:45,510 --> 01:05:42,400 it's matthew roberts and matt 1562 01:05:48,309 --> 01:05:45,520 um staying on this uh 1563 01:05:48,870 --> 01:05:48,319 specific day now you're uh you're 1564 01:05:52,069 --> 01:05:48,880 looking 1565 01:05:55,109 --> 01:05:52,079 at these uh two videos 1566 01:05:56,950 --> 01:05:55,119 um and i know that i asked you know was 1567 01:05:59,589 --> 01:05:56,960 uh did the incident happen the day 1568 01:06:02,230 --> 01:05:59,599 before and you're guessing that you know 1569 01:06:04,710 --> 01:06:02,240 this footage is fresh right this is this 1570 01:06:06,230 --> 01:06:04,720 is all very recent how many times did 1571 01:06:09,349 --> 01:06:06,240 you watch that footage 1572 01:06:11,589 --> 01:06:09,359 that first time through oh i 1573 01:06:13,910 --> 01:06:11,599 you know i don't even remember it was it 1574 01:06:15,349 --> 01:06:13,920 was a lot i kept playing it over and 1575 01:06:17,510 --> 01:06:15,359 over again 1576 01:06:18,710 --> 01:06:17,520 and in fact you know on the subsequent 1577 01:06:20,870 --> 01:06:18,720 deployment 1578 01:06:24,789 --> 01:06:20,880 um i would pull it up and just look at 1579 01:06:28,309 --> 01:06:24,799 it you know because i thought it was so 1580 01:06:30,390 --> 01:06:28,319 just surreal and fascinating 1581 01:06:32,549 --> 01:06:30,400 i was just absolutely memorized but 1582 01:06:34,630 --> 01:06:32,559 mesmerized by it i mean it was it was 1583 01:06:35,990 --> 01:06:34,640 it was incredible to watch and i and i 1584 01:06:39,430 --> 01:06:36,000 couldn't make sense 1585 01:06:43,430 --> 01:06:39,440 of how this thing was moving in the sky 1586 01:06:44,470 --> 01:06:43,440 because i couldn't see you know signs of 1587 01:06:47,510 --> 01:06:44,480 propulsion there 1588 01:06:51,190 --> 01:06:47,520 if you see if you see a jet in this same 1589 01:06:54,470 --> 01:06:51,200 you know in the same type of footage 1590 01:06:55,589 --> 01:06:54,480 uh you could you will clearly see a huge 1591 01:06:58,870 --> 01:06:55,599 exhaust 1592 01:07:00,630 --> 01:06:58,880 plume of heat you know and and in 1593 01:07:01,910 --> 01:07:00,640 looking at this there was none of that 1594 01:07:05,750 --> 01:07:01,920 and it didn't seem to have 1595 01:07:09,829 --> 01:07:05,760 wings so it was 1596 01:07:11,910 --> 01:07:09,839 puzzling um to say the least and 1597 01:07:14,390 --> 01:07:11,920 uh something that i noticed though is 1598 01:07:15,910 --> 01:07:14,400 that uh my immediate co-workers i can't 1599 01:07:17,910 --> 01:07:15,920 speak for what was happening up the 1600 01:07:21,190 --> 01:07:17,920 chain of the command i don't i don't 1601 01:07:23,190 --> 01:07:21,200 i wasn't privy to that i don't know but 1602 01:07:24,870 --> 01:07:23,200 i can speak for the people that i 1603 01:07:28,069 --> 01:07:24,880 immediately worked with they were just 1604 01:07:31,109 --> 01:07:28,079 very uninterested in it now 1605 01:07:34,630 --> 01:07:31,119 that that's a very crazy point 1606 01:07:36,470 --> 01:07:34,640 right where they didn't they didn't get 1607 01:07:37,910 --> 01:07:36,480 the vibe that you did 1608 01:07:40,789 --> 01:07:37,920 and i'm sure that that was pretty 1609 01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:40,799 confusing to you what was the chatter 1610 01:07:43,349 --> 01:07:41,760 like 1611 01:07:45,109 --> 01:07:43,359 on board the ship you know in the 1612 01:07:47,750 --> 01:07:45,119 cafeteria around the food 1613 01:07:49,670 --> 01:07:47,760 the water cooler kind of thing what what 1614 01:07:51,829 --> 01:07:49,680 was that chatter like 1615 01:07:53,349 --> 01:07:51,839 so for the most part there was no 1616 01:07:56,710 --> 01:07:53,359 chatter about it 1617 01:07:59,750 --> 01:07:56,720 uh i found myself uh 1618 01:08:02,870 --> 01:07:59,760 just wanting to be immersed in this 1619 01:08:04,870 --> 01:08:02,880 uh and wanting to figure this out 1620 01:08:06,870 --> 01:08:04,880 and people around me were just kind of 1621 01:08:07,349 --> 01:08:06,880 like oh you know are you watching that 1622 01:08:10,630 --> 01:08:07,359 again 1623 01:08:13,750 --> 01:08:10,640 what are you doing you know uh 1624 01:08:17,910 --> 01:08:13,760 but yeah i mean did you i i did hear 1625 01:08:21,269 --> 01:08:17,920 it mentioned um you know in one of our 1626 01:08:23,590 --> 01:08:21,279 closed door spaces there were two pilots 1627 01:08:25,430 --> 01:08:23,600 um who were standing in a doorway and 1628 01:08:26,630 --> 01:08:25,440 they were talking to each other and they 1629 01:08:30,309 --> 01:08:26,640 said 1630 01:08:31,430 --> 01:08:30,319 you know um hey did you see the ufo 1631 01:08:33,430 --> 01:08:31,440 footage 1632 01:08:36,070 --> 01:08:33,440 and the other one says yeah yeah i saw 1633 01:08:39,030 --> 01:08:36,080 it you know but at this time i was like 1634 01:08:39,349 --> 01:08:39,040 i was taken off i just because i you 1635 01:08:41,749 --> 01:08:39,359 know 1636 01:08:43,430 --> 01:08:41,759 for me i had this i and i don't i i 1637 01:08:44,149 --> 01:08:43,440 didn't understand it at the time but it 1638 01:08:47,430 --> 01:08:44,159 was this 1639 01:08:52,149 --> 01:08:47,440 incredibly powerful 1640 01:08:55,590 --> 01:08:52,159 emotional experience for me to sit 1641 01:08:58,630 --> 01:08:55,600 and um and watch this footage 1642 01:09:01,030 --> 01:08:58,640 and so uh you know and any mention of it 1643 01:09:01,990 --> 01:09:01,040 and i was just like you know i'm i'm 1644 01:09:03,510 --> 01:09:02,000 getting out of here 1645 01:09:05,110 --> 01:09:03,520 you know and so that's that was kind of 1646 01:09:06,950 --> 01:09:05,120 my attitude when i heard them talking 1647 01:09:10,390 --> 01:09:06,960 about i just threw my eyes at the floor 1648 01:09:12,950 --> 01:09:10,400 and what was that 1649 01:09:15,269 --> 01:09:12,960 that's very interesting the the pilot 1650 01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:15,279 that asked the question that's one thing 1651 01:09:22,789 --> 01:09:20,000 what was the reaction of the other pilot 1652 01:09:23,510 --> 01:09:22,799 you know he uh he said you know i yeah i 1653 01:09:25,269 --> 01:09:23,520 watched it 1654 01:09:26,950 --> 01:09:25,279 and you know then it kind of turned into 1655 01:09:31,189 --> 01:09:26,960 mumbling as i was quickly 1656 01:09:33,349 --> 01:09:31,199 uh making my way out of there um 1657 01:09:35,030 --> 01:09:33,359 but yeah but yeah people were talking 1658 01:09:37,110 --> 01:09:35,040 about it um 1659 01:09:39,349 --> 01:09:37,120 but but that was the only mention of it 1660 01:09:42,390 --> 01:09:39,359 i had ever heard outside 1661 01:09:45,110 --> 01:09:42,400 of just me talking to other people 1662 01:09:49,189 --> 01:09:45,120 um that i worked with about it and now 1663 01:09:52,550 --> 01:09:49,199 why do you think they were dismissive 1664 01:09:55,189 --> 01:09:52,560 you know i i think that that's 1665 01:09:55,750 --> 01:09:55,199 i i think that that speaks to a greater 1666 01:09:59,750 --> 01:09:55,760 truth 1667 01:10:01,990 --> 01:09:59,760 about all of this uh i think that 1668 01:10:04,310 --> 01:10:02,000 i think that deep down we all kind of 1669 01:10:07,189 --> 01:10:04,320 know what this is 1670 01:10:09,030 --> 01:10:07,199 and that um if we're not ready for it 1671 01:10:11,669 --> 01:10:09,040 then it won't speak to us 1672 01:10:12,229 --> 01:10:11,679 we'll just we're gonna ignore it and 1673 01:10:14,310 --> 01:10:12,239 just 1674 01:10:16,790 --> 01:10:14,320 toss it to the side and i think that 1675 01:10:18,390 --> 01:10:16,800 that that is why 1676 01:10:20,790 --> 01:10:18,400 there has been this reaction in the 1677 01:10:23,510 --> 01:10:20,800 public that is just 1678 01:10:25,910 --> 01:10:23,520 very kind of disconnected and 1679 01:10:29,430 --> 01:10:25,920 uninterested in this topic 1680 01:10:30,870 --> 01:10:29,440 um and i think that that's what's what's 1681 01:10:33,510 --> 01:10:30,880 happening with that 1682 01:10:34,310 --> 01:10:33,520 uh yeah not so much now but maybe back 1683 01:10:36,630 --> 01:10:34,320 then 1684 01:10:37,430 --> 01:10:36,640 certainly there's a great interest uh 1685 01:10:40,070 --> 01:10:37,440 today and i'm 1686 01:10:41,430 --> 01:10:40,080 i'm sure you're surprised after all of 1687 01:10:43,750 --> 01:10:41,440 the dismissiveness 1688 01:10:44,950 --> 01:10:43,760 with your own experience and who you 1689 01:10:48,470 --> 01:10:44,960 spoke to 1690 01:10:49,910 --> 01:10:48,480 versus today where this is this is front 1691 01:10:51,910 --> 01:10:49,920 and center all the way up 1692 01:10:53,669 --> 01:10:51,920 to the senate intelligence committee and 1693 01:10:55,830 --> 01:10:53,679 beyond 1694 01:10:57,669 --> 01:10:55,840 yeah i mean i i and i think it does 1695 01:11:00,709 --> 01:10:57,679 deserve that kind of attention 1696 01:11:04,149 --> 01:11:00,719 for sure uh um 1697 01:11:07,030 --> 01:11:04,159 but you know i think i think even still 1698 01:11:08,229 --> 01:11:07,040 with the general public at large i think 1699 01:11:11,430 --> 01:11:08,239 that 1700 01:11:13,189 --> 01:11:11,440 there's kind of a disinterest in this 1701 01:11:15,350 --> 01:11:13,199 topic 1702 01:11:17,030 --> 01:11:15,360 would you not agree with that i had not 1703 01:11:18,870 --> 01:11:17,040 not from where i'm sitting 1704 01:11:20,790 --> 01:11:18,880 and yeah and i've been involved with it 1705 01:11:24,630 --> 01:11:20,800 uh for a long time 1706 01:11:26,310 --> 01:11:24,640 in that i feel free to talk about it 1707 01:11:28,390 --> 01:11:26,320 without ridicule 1708 01:11:30,149 --> 01:11:28,400 yeah right it wasn't that way in the 1709 01:11:33,990 --> 01:11:30,159 past for sure 1710 01:11:35,990 --> 01:11:34,000 um now uh okay a couple of specific 1711 01:11:40,229 --> 01:11:36,000 questions 1712 01:11:42,950 --> 01:11:40,239 with there are some coincidences here 1713 01:11:44,149 --> 01:11:42,960 uh of course we've got uh 10 years of 1714 01:11:47,110 --> 01:11:44,159 time 1715 01:11:48,070 --> 01:11:47,120 but the nimitz is on this coast and it's 1716 01:11:51,510 --> 01:11:48,080 strike group 1717 01:11:54,630 --> 01:11:51,520 it has an incident right okay 1718 01:11:55,189 --> 01:11:54,640 and then the roosevelt is on the other 1719 01:11:57,030 --> 01:11:55,199 coast 1720 01:11:59,590 --> 01:11:57,040 but it's another strike group that also 1721 01:12:02,709 --> 01:11:59,600 has an incident 1722 01:12:07,510 --> 01:12:02,719 is there anything that connects 1723 01:12:14,390 --> 01:12:10,790 connects them well i mean obviously 1724 01:12:17,590 --> 01:12:14,400 they're both naval um 1725 01:12:20,550 --> 01:12:17,600 strike groups um but i 1726 01:12:22,149 --> 01:12:20,560 other than that i'm not sure that there 1727 01:12:28,070 --> 01:12:22,159 really is much uh 1728 01:12:34,229 --> 01:12:31,189 it's kind of hard to 1729 01:12:35,590 --> 01:12:34,239 say that these two i mean i guess i 1730 01:12:37,590 --> 01:12:35,600 guess they are the same 1731 01:12:39,910 --> 01:12:37,600 you know i mean we were both doing our 1732 01:12:41,350 --> 01:12:39,920 workups uh we were both in our work up 1733 01:12:43,510 --> 01:12:41,360 cycles 1734 01:12:45,189 --> 01:12:43,520 uh just on opposite ends of the country 1735 01:12:48,229 --> 01:12:45,199 so so there is a lot 1736 01:12:51,430 --> 01:12:48,239 of similarity there um but what that 1737 01:12:54,470 --> 01:12:51,440 means i i i don't know that i 1738 01:12:58,229 --> 01:12:54,480 really could could say i mean i and 1739 01:13:00,149 --> 01:12:58,239 and why um why the navy 1740 01:13:01,590 --> 01:13:00,159 why the navy marines are having their 1741 01:13:03,990 --> 01:13:01,600 exercises 1742 01:13:05,189 --> 01:13:04,000 right the army has their exercise the 1743 01:13:09,110 --> 01:13:05,199 coast guard 1744 01:13:11,590 --> 01:13:09,120 does something once in a while there we 1745 01:13:12,790 --> 01:13:11,600 we have the coast guard well uh and you 1746 01:13:15,830 --> 01:13:12,800 know in the army 1747 01:13:18,470 --> 01:13:15,840 um but why the navy 1748 01:13:19,590 --> 01:13:18,480 and why out in the water off of two 1749 01:13:22,790 --> 01:13:19,600 coasts 1750 01:13:24,790 --> 01:13:22,800 with with the events that you have to 1751 01:13:25,669 --> 01:13:24,800 step back and go something is going on 1752 01:13:27,830 --> 01:13:25,679 here 1753 01:13:29,350 --> 01:13:27,840 but it's it seems like it's the navy why 1754 01:13:31,669 --> 01:13:29,360 isn't it the air force you know why is 1755 01:13:33,750 --> 01:13:31,679 it just the navy 1756 01:13:35,510 --> 01:13:33,760 well i mean i think it is also the air 1757 01:13:39,030 --> 01:13:35,520 force you know there are these 1758 01:13:40,630 --> 01:13:39,040 uh eyewitnesses that terry lovelace is a 1759 01:13:41,110 --> 01:13:40,640 perfect example you're going to have him 1760 01:13:45,110 --> 01:13:41,120 on 1761 01:13:48,470 --> 01:13:45,120 air force 1762 01:13:51,510 --> 01:13:48,480 uh and there are all kinds of 1763 01:13:53,990 --> 01:13:51,520 uh accounts of these things flying over 1764 01:13:54,950 --> 01:13:54,000 nuclear missile silos and things of that 1765 01:13:57,510 --> 01:13:54,960 nature 1766 01:13:58,229 --> 01:13:57,520 yeah and and oh i totally get that part 1767 01:14:00,229 --> 01:13:58,239 of it yeah 1768 01:14:01,830 --> 01:14:00,239 but um i'm talking about the senate 1769 01:14:04,470 --> 01:14:01,840 intelligence committee 1770 01:14:05,189 --> 01:14:04,480 and everything everything is it's it's 1771 01:14:08,310 --> 01:14:05,199 it's all 1772 01:14:10,149 --> 01:14:08,320 navy uh right now it 1773 01:14:12,229 --> 01:14:10,159 there isn't any conversation about what 1774 01:14:15,030 --> 01:14:12,239 the air force has seen or what their 1775 01:14:16,070 --> 01:14:15,040 you know or the or the marines or or the 1776 01:14:19,030 --> 01:14:16,080 army 1777 01:14:19,270 --> 01:14:19,040 is where in the past it has been nearly 1778 01:14:23,830 --> 01:14:19,280 an 1779 01:14:26,790 --> 01:14:23,840 about with ufos 1780 01:14:29,270 --> 01:14:26,800 now today it's it's the navy why do you 1781 01:14:31,990 --> 01:14:29,280 think that is 1782 01:14:33,270 --> 01:14:32,000 you know i don't know i i don't know i 1783 01:14:34,950 --> 01:14:33,280 don't know the answer to that 1784 01:14:36,870 --> 01:14:34,960 that that you know that kind of a 1785 01:14:37,510 --> 01:14:36,880 decision would be well above my pay 1786 01:14:40,709 --> 01:14:37,520 grade 1787 01:14:44,070 --> 01:14:40,719 uh i don't know now uh 1788 01:14:46,310 --> 01:14:44,080 and and and going back to the nimitz 1789 01:14:49,110 --> 01:14:46,320 um and with the crew members of the 1790 01:14:51,750 --> 01:14:49,120 princeton and on the nimitz where there 1791 01:14:52,630 --> 01:14:51,760 was a lot of conversation and testimony 1792 01:14:55,270 --> 01:14:52,640 about 1793 01:14:56,950 --> 01:14:55,280 uh helicopters arriving men in suits 1794 01:15:00,709 --> 01:14:56,960 hard drives being pulled 1795 01:15:01,350 --> 01:15:00,719 evidence being uh taken off of the ship 1796 01:15:03,990 --> 01:15:01,360 and gone 1797 01:15:07,270 --> 01:15:04,000 somewhere nobody knows where anything 1798 01:15:09,990 --> 01:15:07,280 like that happened with the roosevelt 1799 01:15:11,110 --> 01:15:10,000 no i mean they're not that i know of 1800 01:15:14,790 --> 01:15:11,120 anyway 1801 01:15:18,470 --> 01:15:14,800 i i certainly didn't see any of that um 1802 01:15:19,430 --> 01:15:18,480 but i i think that i i but that could be 1803 01:15:23,110 --> 01:15:19,440 just because 1804 01:15:24,149 --> 01:15:23,120 you know i obviously um this footage was 1805 01:15:26,310 --> 01:15:24,159 obtained 1806 01:15:27,830 --> 01:15:26,320 uh by the pentagon otherwise it couldn't 1807 01:15:30,950 --> 01:15:27,840 have been released 1808 01:15:31,990 --> 01:15:30,960 um from there but but i think i i i 1809 01:15:33,270 --> 01:15:32,000 think 1810 01:15:35,189 --> 01:15:33,280 you know the fact that it was so much 1811 01:15:37,910 --> 01:15:35,199 later also speaks the fact that 1812 01:15:39,669 --> 01:15:37,920 a lot of this stuff is digital now so 1813 01:15:41,590 --> 01:15:39,679 you know you don't have to 1814 01:15:42,790 --> 01:15:41,600 you don't have to necessarily go in and 1815 01:15:46,550 --> 01:15:42,800 pull 1816 01:15:49,669 --> 01:15:46,560 um boards and things like that um 1817 01:15:53,189 --> 01:15:49,679 you can just kind of send these things 1818 01:15:54,650 --> 01:15:53,199 in other ways digitally you know the 1819 01:15:57,270 --> 01:15:54,660 uh 1820 01:16:00,550 --> 01:15:57,280 [Music] 1821 01:16:01,830 --> 01:16:00,560 there must have been everything that 1822 01:16:04,950 --> 01:16:01,840 happened with the nimitz 1823 01:16:07,270 --> 01:16:04,960 would happen with your strike group as 1824 01:16:11,030 --> 01:16:07,280 well and i'm talking about 1825 01:16:14,470 --> 01:16:11,040 radar operators uh radar evidence 1826 01:16:14,870 --> 01:16:14,480 other uh signal intelligence that goes 1827 01:16:16,950 --> 01:16:14,880 on 1828 01:16:18,229 --> 01:16:16,960 with your strike group happens with any 1829 01:16:20,550 --> 01:16:18,239 strike group 1830 01:16:22,310 --> 01:16:20,560 right so it's not just the footage it's 1831 01:16:25,350 --> 01:16:22,320 everything else too as well 1832 01:16:27,669 --> 01:16:25,360 right you would have you can assume that 1833 01:16:29,669 --> 01:16:27,679 that same stuff happened with the 1834 01:16:32,790 --> 01:16:29,679 roosevelt 1835 01:16:36,310 --> 01:16:32,800 i i would assume so um 1836 01:16:38,870 --> 01:16:36,320 you know and i talked to people about 1837 01:16:40,950 --> 01:16:38,880 that but nobody seemed to have 1838 01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:40,960 i mean i mean i reached out to those 1839 01:16:44,709 --> 01:16:42,400 people and and 1840 01:16:45,590 --> 01:16:44,719 none of them really remember this 1841 01:16:47,750 --> 01:16:45,600 happening 1842 01:16:50,070 --> 01:16:47,760 uh and and honestly i'm going to tell 1843 01:16:51,510 --> 01:16:50,080 you uh this is 1844 01:16:54,070 --> 01:16:51,520 this is what i'm talking about when 1845 01:16:55,669 --> 01:16:54,080 people are just very uninterested in it 1846 01:16:57,189 --> 01:16:55,679 uh a lot of the people that i talked to 1847 01:16:58,310 --> 01:16:57,199 who would have known and would have 1848 01:17:01,110 --> 01:16:58,320 worked on that 1849 01:17:02,070 --> 01:17:01,120 uh at the time just had no recollection 1850 01:17:03,430 --> 01:17:02,080 of it whatsoever 1851 01:17:04,630 --> 01:17:03,440 and they didn't even know what i was 1852 01:17:05,510 --> 01:17:04,640 talking about they were like what 1853 01:17:07,990 --> 01:17:05,520 footage 1854 01:17:09,510 --> 01:17:08,000 what do you mean you know and then i 1855 01:17:11,270 --> 01:17:09,520 have to you know send them the new york 1856 01:17:12,470 --> 01:17:11,280 times article and then they're like oh 1857 01:17:14,390 --> 01:17:12,480 yeah 1858 01:17:15,590 --> 01:17:14,400 whatever you know i don't i don't really 1859 01:17:18,790 --> 01:17:15,600 even remember that 1860 01:17:20,709 --> 01:17:18,800 now is it because that some uh uh 1861 01:17:23,669 --> 01:17:20,719 some that you have spoken to are still 1862 01:17:28,550 --> 01:17:26,470 i you know i don't think so i i i really 1863 01:17:32,310 --> 01:17:28,560 just think that they don't remember it 1864 01:17:36,550 --> 01:17:32,320 and um and at the time they didn't care 1865 01:17:39,830 --> 01:17:36,560 you know why is 1866 01:17:41,110 --> 01:17:39,840 what would explain uh with the nimitz 1867 01:17:44,229 --> 01:17:41,120 which was 1868 01:17:47,510 --> 01:17:44,239 uh quite a long time ago 16 years ago 1869 01:17:51,910 --> 01:17:47,520 now 17 years ago 2004 1870 01:17:55,030 --> 01:17:51,920 this is 2021. those crew members 1871 01:17:58,390 --> 01:17:55,040 have no problems coming forward 1872 01:18:00,470 --> 01:17:58,400 why hasn't that happened again with 1873 01:18:02,229 --> 01:18:00,480 the roosevelt why don't we see the same 1874 01:18:03,590 --> 01:18:02,239 thing 1875 01:18:05,990 --> 01:18:03,600 um you know i think i think the 1876 01:18:09,350 --> 01:18:06,000 roosevelt was a little bit too recent 1877 01:18:12,790 --> 01:18:09,360 um people haven't retired yet um 1878 01:18:15,030 --> 01:18:12,800 from that experience uh so i i i fully 1879 01:18:19,189 --> 01:18:15,040 expect that there probably will be more 1880 01:18:20,790 --> 01:18:19,199 at some point um but i haven't been able 1881 01:18:21,590 --> 01:18:20,800 to personally find any of those 1882 01:18:23,669 --> 01:18:21,600 individuals 1883 01:18:24,950 --> 01:18:23,679 who who who were the pilots that were 1884 01:18:28,390 --> 01:18:24,960 involved with the the go 1885 01:18:32,390 --> 01:18:28,400 fast and the gimbal i i don't know 1886 01:18:32,870 --> 01:18:32,400 i i i i wouldn't recognize them by their 1887 01:18:36,470 --> 01:18:32,880 voice 1888 01:18:38,390 --> 01:18:36,480 i i have no idea who they were yeah i to 1889 01:18:39,590 --> 01:18:38,400 my knowledge i don't know if anybody has 1890 01:18:42,870 --> 01:18:39,600 come forward yet 1891 01:18:45,590 --> 01:18:42,880 have they uh i don't think so i 1892 01:18:46,709 --> 01:18:45,600 i think uh i think in watching 1893 01:18:48,950 --> 01:18:46,719 unidentified 1894 01:18:50,870 --> 01:18:48,960 i think lou elizondo was trying to get 1895 01:18:53,590 --> 01:18:50,880 one of them to come forward and they 1896 01:18:54,950 --> 01:18:53,600 they opted not to right probably because 1897 01:18:57,590 --> 01:18:54,960 they're still active duty 1898 01:18:58,470 --> 01:18:57,600 i would think yeah and you know if 1899 01:19:00,470 --> 01:18:58,480 you're a pilot 1900 01:19:01,669 --> 01:19:00,480 you don't want to be labeled crazy i 1901 01:19:03,510 --> 01:19:01,679 mean that's your 1902 01:19:05,110 --> 01:19:03,520 that's your bread and butter you know 1903 01:19:06,229 --> 01:19:05,120 and if you're labeled crazy you can't 1904 01:19:09,430 --> 01:19:06,239 fly anymore 1905 01:19:11,669 --> 01:19:09,440 woodys that's yeah yeah and now 1906 01:19:12,550 --> 01:19:11,679 when you look at uh putting the gimbal 1907 01:19:14,950 --> 01:19:12,560 footage as 1908 01:19:16,550 --> 01:19:14,960 aside now i'll keep my opinions out of 1909 01:19:18,310 --> 01:19:16,560 this conversation 1910 01:19:20,830 --> 01:19:18,320 uh but putting that aside when you look 1911 01:19:23,350 --> 01:19:20,840 at the go fast 1912 01:19:24,310 --> 01:19:23,360 video what what do you what do you think 1913 01:19:28,470 --> 01:19:24,320 you're looking at 1914 01:19:28,950 --> 01:19:28,480 there uh you know i don't know what it 1915 01:19:32,470 --> 01:19:28,960 is 1916 01:19:32,950 --> 01:19:32,480 uh i i it was it would be something that 1917 01:19:35,140 --> 01:19:32,960 i would 1918 01:19:37,030 --> 01:19:35,150 classify as a uap 1919 01:19:41,270 --> 01:19:37,040 [Music] 1920 01:19:42,709 --> 01:19:41,280 it's uh it's really unlike anything i've 1921 01:19:45,990 --> 01:19:42,719 ever seen before 1922 01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:46,000 is the footage that you saw on board the 1923 01:19:50,149 --> 01:19:47,600 roosevelt 1924 01:19:53,270 --> 01:19:50,159 is it the same length or did you see 1925 01:19:55,830 --> 01:19:53,280 longer versions of these videos 1926 01:19:57,590 --> 01:19:55,840 no it was it's the exact same footage uh 1927 01:20:00,950 --> 01:19:57,600 i i never saw a longer 1928 01:20:03,189 --> 01:20:00,960 version i never saw anything that was 1929 01:20:05,510 --> 01:20:03,199 more clear than what has been released 1930 01:20:06,790 --> 01:20:05,520 um it is exactly how i remember it 1931 01:20:10,470 --> 01:20:06,800 that's how you remember it 1932 01:20:14,390 --> 01:20:10,480 and so when they have a conversation 1933 01:20:16,470 --> 01:20:14,400 um in in the radio uh uh conversation 1934 01:20:19,669 --> 01:20:16,480 between the pilots when they said 1935 01:20:21,830 --> 01:20:19,679 there's a whole fleet of them yeah 1936 01:20:23,910 --> 01:20:21,840 right but we we never see that in the 1937 01:20:25,189 --> 01:20:23,920 video so you never saw a fleet of 1938 01:20:28,709 --> 01:20:25,199 anything 1939 01:20:30,629 --> 01:20:28,719 no no but you know on again on the show 1940 01:20:33,270 --> 01:20:30,639 i unidentified one of the pilots 1941 01:20:33,669 --> 01:20:33,280 uh you know he explains what that means 1942 01:20:40,709 --> 01:20:33,679 what 1943 01:20:44,790 --> 01:20:40,719 um right and 1944 01:20:47,910 --> 01:20:46,390 well i think that indicated that there 1945 01:20:50,950 --> 01:20:47,920 were others 1946 01:20:52,229 --> 01:20:50,960 there were other craft um probably 1947 01:20:55,189 --> 01:20:52,239 similar 1948 01:20:57,030 --> 01:20:55,199 if not the same as this one um do you 1949 01:20:59,030 --> 01:20:57,040 think that there's additional footage 1950 01:21:00,950 --> 01:20:59,040 of all of these incidents i know that 1951 01:21:03,990 --> 01:21:00,960 you saw the two 1952 01:21:06,470 --> 01:21:04,000 but the there there must be 1953 01:21:08,550 --> 01:21:06,480 lots more footage of not only both of 1954 01:21:11,669 --> 01:21:08,560 these but others as well 1955 01:21:13,270 --> 01:21:11,679 that the pentagon hasn't released uh you 1956 01:21:15,430 --> 01:21:13,280 mean from like other ins 1957 01:21:17,510 --> 01:21:15,440 no i mean specifically with the go fast 1958 01:21:19,270 --> 01:21:17,520 in in the gimbal 1959 01:21:20,950 --> 01:21:19,280 uh you know it honestly it wouldn't 1960 01:21:24,870 --> 01:21:20,960 surprise me if there's more 1961 01:21:26,870 --> 01:21:24,880 but um i don't know i didn't see more 1962 01:21:28,390 --> 01:21:26,880 you know if that if that makes any sense 1963 01:21:30,070 --> 01:21:28,400 so i can't i can't really answer that 1964 01:21:33,110 --> 01:21:30,080 and it's not that i'm being 1965 01:21:33,990 --> 01:21:33,120 um no i understand anything i just i i 1966 01:21:36,709 --> 01:21:34,000 don't know 1967 01:21:37,030 --> 01:21:36,719 no i i like that it would not surprise 1968 01:21:40,310 --> 01:21:37,040 me 1969 01:21:43,510 --> 01:21:40,320 if there is more now how long uh 1970 01:21:47,669 --> 01:21:43,520 were you um on uh 1971 01:21:50,950 --> 01:21:47,679 uh alma said stationed how long were you 1972 01:21:53,830 --> 01:21:50,960 on the roosevelt uh total 1973 01:21:55,189 --> 01:21:53,840 yes uh so i was on the roosevelt for 1974 01:21:58,310 --> 01:21:55,199 probably 1975 01:22:01,350 --> 01:21:58,320 two years and then we did a hull swap 1976 01:22:02,550 --> 01:22:01,360 and a home port shift uh with the george 1977 01:22:04,709 --> 01:22:02,560 washington 1978 01:22:05,990 --> 01:22:04,719 so the whole crew just jumped on another 1979 01:22:08,390 --> 01:22:06,000 carrier 1980 01:22:09,990 --> 01:22:08,400 yeah yeah i gotcha so we did our 1981 01:22:12,310 --> 01:22:10,000 deployment around the world 1982 01:22:13,830 --> 01:22:12,320 uh left norfolk you know and then pulled 1983 01:22:17,669 --> 01:22:13,840 back into san diego 1984 01:22:21,110 --> 01:22:17,679 and then we all left san diego and um 1985 01:22:23,910 --> 01:22:21,120 landed on the george washington so the 1986 01:22:24,229 --> 01:22:23,920 incident itself the gimbal and and the 1987 01:22:27,030 --> 01:22:24,239 go 1988 01:22:27,910 --> 01:22:27,040 fast uh with your two years on the 1989 01:22:29,910 --> 01:22:27,920 roosevelt 1990 01:22:32,629 --> 01:22:29,920 what part of the two years did the 1991 01:22:36,629 --> 01:22:32,639 incident happen 1992 01:22:38,950 --> 01:22:36,639 uh it was it was probably around 1993 01:22:41,510 --> 01:22:38,960 well it was a little more than midway 1994 01:22:42,229 --> 01:22:41,520 midway so you spent another year on the 1995 01:22:45,430 --> 01:22:42,239 roosevelt 1996 01:22:47,590 --> 01:22:45,440 is what i'm getting at yeah yeah yeah uh 1997 01:22:49,669 --> 01:22:47,600 because immediately after that you know 1998 01:22:52,470 --> 01:22:49,679 we went into our 1999 01:22:53,830 --> 01:22:52,480 uh our deployment and and that would 2000 01:22:55,189 --> 01:22:53,840 like i said that was an around the world 2001 01:22:58,229 --> 01:22:55,199 deployment so it took a little bit 2002 01:23:00,070 --> 01:22:58,239 longer we were on that for nine months 2003 01:23:02,550 --> 01:23:00,080 uh and then when we pulled into san 2004 01:23:02,870 --> 01:23:02,560 diego there was some time that we kind 2005 01:23:07,189 --> 01:23:02,880 of 2006 01:23:10,550 --> 01:23:07,199 mean i i didn't get home 2007 01:23:13,830 --> 01:23:10,560 until maybe 10 or 11 months later 2008 01:23:15,990 --> 01:23:13,840 so for the for the next year 2009 01:23:18,229 --> 01:23:16,000 what was the environment like not only 2010 01:23:21,510 --> 01:23:18,239 for you personally but for everybody 2011 01:23:24,470 --> 01:23:21,520 else did the ufo chatter continue uh 2012 01:23:25,830 --> 01:23:24,480 over the next year uh how did that how 2013 01:23:29,030 --> 01:23:25,840 did that go 2014 01:23:31,750 --> 01:23:29,040 no it i i had not heard 2015 01:23:32,390 --> 01:23:31,760 anything you know until i will say 2016 01:23:36,550 --> 01:23:32,400 though that 2017 01:23:39,110 --> 01:23:36,560 you know uh the pilots on 2018 01:23:39,669 --> 01:23:39,120 unidentified talked about how they came 2019 01:23:43,189 --> 01:23:39,679 back 2020 01:23:46,830 --> 01:23:43,199 when we were in the middle east and 2021 01:23:50,229 --> 01:23:46,840 uh i can kind of confirm that because 2022 01:23:52,390 --> 01:23:50,239 i i was busy with my own work 2023 01:23:54,070 --> 01:23:52,400 you know sometimes i would work 20 hours 2024 01:24:09,750 --> 01:23:54,080 a day no joke 2025 01:24:16,070 --> 01:24:12,870 kind of passing he kind of gives me this 2026 01:24:17,669 --> 01:24:16,080 crazy look and he says they're back and 2027 01:24:20,790 --> 01:24:17,679 i was like what 2028 01:24:22,629 --> 01:24:20,800 are you serious you know uh and 2029 01:24:23,990 --> 01:24:22,639 but like i said i was busy so i didn't 2030 01:24:26,310 --> 01:24:24,000 stop and 2031 01:24:27,910 --> 01:24:26,320 talk to him about anything i just you 2032 01:24:31,189 --> 01:24:27,920 know went on about my business 2033 01:24:33,669 --> 01:24:31,199 i had 10 million other things to do um 2034 01:24:35,350 --> 01:24:33,679 that were occupying my time where where 2035 01:24:39,430 --> 01:24:35,360 uh what part of the world were you guys 2036 01:24:44,550 --> 01:24:42,629 i i don't know why i mean 2037 01:24:45,669 --> 01:24:44,560 we were we were in the middle we 2038 01:24:47,510 --> 01:24:45,679 probably 2039 01:24:49,510 --> 01:24:47,520 i don't know if we were in the gulf or 2040 01:24:53,350 --> 01:24:49,520 just outside the gulf we were around 2041 01:24:54,229 --> 01:24:53,360 that area you know i'm sorry say that 2042 01:24:56,390 --> 01:24:54,239 again 2043 01:24:58,149 --> 01:24:56,400 i i can't remember if we were in the 2044 01:25:01,430 --> 01:24:58,159 gulf or outside the gulf 2045 01:25:03,590 --> 01:25:01,440 or you know where exactly in the world 2046 01:25:06,790 --> 01:25:03,600 we were but we were we were in that 2047 01:25:10,070 --> 01:25:06,800 uh kind of general vicinity okay 2048 01:25:11,110 --> 01:25:10,080 so and and what is interesting here is 2049 01:25:13,990 --> 01:25:11,120 that 2050 01:25:15,669 --> 01:25:14,000 uh we're not talking about the east 2051 01:25:17,350 --> 01:25:15,679 coast of the united states now 2052 01:25:19,189 --> 01:25:17,360 we're talking about halfway around the 2053 01:25:22,870 --> 01:25:19,199 world and he says 2054 01:25:26,470 --> 01:25:22,880 they're back he can only mean one thing 2055 01:25:28,950 --> 01:25:26,480 yeah yeah yeah i i knew 2056 01:25:31,030 --> 01:25:28,960 uh kind of what he was talking about but 2057 01:25:33,669 --> 01:25:31,040 um 2058 01:25:34,709 --> 01:25:33,679 but yeah i and i i wish i could have you 2059 01:25:37,350 --> 01:25:34,719 know delve deeper 2060 01:25:37,990 --> 01:25:37,360 into that but i had a job to do so there 2061 01:25:40,310 --> 01:25:38,000 was no 2062 01:25:41,110 --> 01:25:40,320 no other conversation after that any 2063 01:25:43,030 --> 01:25:41,120 footage 2064 01:25:45,030 --> 01:25:43,040 and anybody else talking about the 2065 01:25:48,950 --> 01:25:45,040 second incident 2066 01:25:52,709 --> 01:25:48,960 no not that i not that i recall 2067 01:25:55,830 --> 01:25:52,719 very interesting um now 2068 01:25:56,870 --> 01:25:55,840 you come back to the united states you 2069 01:25:59,990 --> 01:25:56,880 guys do the 2070 01:26:03,270 --> 01:26:00,000 swap 2071 01:26:04,149 --> 01:26:03,280 you go back out on another tour um i'm 2072 01:26:07,350 --> 01:26:04,159 assuming 2073 01:26:10,390 --> 01:26:07,360 uh a year or or more right you guys 2074 01:26:13,669 --> 01:26:10,400 and then how long were you out to see 2075 01:26:17,110 --> 01:26:13,679 before you transferred uh to 2076 01:26:20,390 --> 01:26:17,120 o and i in washington dc 2077 01:26:21,350 --> 01:26:20,400 uh well you know it was on the george 2078 01:26:24,790 --> 01:26:21,360 washington 2079 01:26:28,950 --> 01:26:24,800 we we didn't deploy after that uh 2080 01:26:30,950 --> 01:26:28,960 we just um we were just kind of 2081 01:26:32,790 --> 01:26:30,960 i you know going in and out doing 2082 01:26:36,310 --> 01:26:32,800 exercises stuff like that 2083 01:26:39,350 --> 01:26:36,320 um so we were at home 2084 01:26:41,270 --> 01:26:39,360 uh for most of that time uh 2085 01:26:42,709 --> 01:26:41,280 but we would go in and out occasionally 2086 01:26:44,550 --> 01:26:42,719 catch some planes 2087 01:26:45,990 --> 01:26:44,560 you know because there's this pilot 2088 01:26:48,550 --> 01:26:46,000 proficiency 2089 01:26:50,950 --> 01:26:48,560 uh that has to happen uh you know they 2090 01:26:52,550 --> 01:26:50,960 have so many landings on a carrier and 2091 01:26:55,030 --> 01:26:52,560 keep up their practice and things like 2092 01:26:55,350 --> 01:26:55,040 that so you know a carrier will go out 2093 01:26:59,030 --> 01:26:55,360 there 2094 01:27:05,189 --> 01:26:59,040 catch planes but 2095 01:27:06,790 --> 01:27:05,199 um yeah uh we weren't deployed at all um 2096 01:27:09,030 --> 01:27:06,800 but how long were you on the george 2097 01:27:12,070 --> 01:27:09,040 washington that was your last 2098 01:27:13,350 --> 01:27:12,080 was that your last ship uh yeah that was 2099 01:27:17,350 --> 01:27:13,360 that was 2100 01:27:21,189 --> 01:27:17,360 yeah i i left the george washington 2101 01:27:24,870 --> 01:27:21,199 uh probably in the summer 2102 01:27:29,030 --> 01:27:24,880 of 2017 2103 01:27:30,390 --> 01:27:29,040 maybe and uh and i i went and did a 2104 01:27:32,470 --> 01:27:30,400 short 2105 01:27:34,229 --> 01:27:32,480 school and some extra training before i 2106 01:27:38,310 --> 01:27:34,239 went on to 2107 01:27:39,270 --> 01:27:38,320 oni which is the office of naval 2108 01:27:42,310 --> 01:27:39,280 intelligence 2109 01:27:46,149 --> 01:27:42,320 which is in washington d.c yes 2110 01:27:49,750 --> 01:27:46,159 and what was your gig there 2111 01:27:51,750 --> 01:27:49,760 uh you know i i i can't even 2112 01:27:53,669 --> 01:27:51,760 i can't i can't even talk about what i 2113 01:27:57,270 --> 01:27:53,679 did on a daily basis there 2114 01:27:59,830 --> 01:27:57,280 um it was all 2115 01:28:00,709 --> 01:27:59,840 all behind closed doors all top secret 2116 01:28:05,189 --> 01:28:00,719 stuff 2117 01:28:08,390 --> 01:28:05,199 yeah anything to do with ufos 2118 01:28:11,590 --> 01:28:08,400 no everything 2119 01:28:14,229 --> 01:28:11,600 nothing and i'm only asking 2120 01:28:16,310 --> 01:28:14,239 because we know what went down not only 2121 01:28:19,430 --> 01:28:16,320 with the roosevelt but the nimitz 2122 01:28:21,510 --> 01:28:19,440 but in 2017 you have the 2123 01:28:22,470 --> 01:28:21,520 uh the article that comes out in the new 2124 01:28:25,110 --> 01:28:22,480 york times 2125 01:28:27,110 --> 01:28:25,120 everything is now out in the open uh 2126 01:28:28,310 --> 01:28:27,120 it's the united states navy and they're 2127 01:28:31,910 --> 01:28:28,320 pilots 2128 01:28:34,229 --> 01:28:31,920 and what was discussed about this uh 2129 01:28:35,590 --> 01:28:34,239 with with you and everybody that was 2130 01:28:39,750 --> 01:28:35,600 around you 2131 01:28:41,590 --> 01:28:39,760 yeah so i mean when i got to o and i i 2132 01:28:43,430 --> 01:28:41,600 you know it this was something that i 2133 01:28:45,430 --> 01:28:43,440 talked to my co-workers about 2134 01:28:47,270 --> 01:28:45,440 uh at o i about how i've been on the 2135 01:28:49,750 --> 01:28:47,280 roosevelt and we encountered these 2136 01:28:51,430 --> 01:28:49,760 crazy craft you know that weren't from 2137 01:28:52,870 --> 01:28:51,440 here and this was just kind of something 2138 01:28:56,310 --> 01:28:52,880 that we would talk about 2139 01:28:58,310 --> 01:28:56,320 you know it wasn't uh it wasn't 2140 01:29:00,149 --> 01:28:58,320 in the line of work or anything it was 2141 01:29:02,950 --> 01:29:00,159 more like a oh yeah 2142 01:29:04,550 --> 01:29:02,960 a sea story you know people always tell 2143 01:29:06,149 --> 01:29:04,560 these stories about 2144 01:29:08,550 --> 01:29:06,159 previous ships they were on and the 2145 01:29:10,149 --> 01:29:08,560 things that happened um 2146 01:29:11,910 --> 01:29:10,159 and so you know that was one of the 2147 01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:11,920 things that i brought up and and people 2148 01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:13,760 were like oh come on you know get out of 2149 01:29:15,990 --> 01:29:15,360 here you know that didn't happen or 2150 01:29:17,910 --> 01:29:16,000 whatever 2151 01:29:19,189 --> 01:29:17,920 but then you know the article hit and i 2152 01:29:22,229 --> 01:29:19,199 was like aha 2153 01:29:23,990 --> 01:29:22,239 there's this footage so i i i you know 2154 01:29:26,070 --> 01:29:24,000 when i got to work 2155 01:29:27,430 --> 01:29:26,080 um after i watched it i pulled it up at 2156 01:29:29,030 --> 01:29:27,440 work and i was saying i was like hey 2157 01:29:30,709 --> 01:29:29,040 this is the this is the footage 2158 01:29:32,390 --> 01:29:30,719 from my ship that i was talking about 2159 01:29:33,910 --> 01:29:32,400 you know and everybody kind of gathered 2160 01:29:35,270 --> 01:29:33,920 around and was watching it and they're 2161 01:29:38,310 --> 01:29:35,280 like that's crazy 2162 01:29:40,390 --> 01:29:38,320 you know what what went through your 2163 01:29:43,510 --> 01:29:40,400 mind 2164 01:29:46,070 --> 01:29:43,520 uh you know i i kind of felt 2165 01:29:47,510 --> 01:29:46,080 uh vindicated because you know there 2166 01:29:48,390 --> 01:29:47,520 were people who were like kind of like 2167 01:29:51,590 --> 01:29:48,400 oh yeah okay 2168 01:29:53,270 --> 01:29:51,600 you know that didn't happen you know uh 2169 01:29:56,550 --> 01:29:53,280 but then you know when this hit and it's 2170 01:29:58,310 --> 01:29:56,560 in the new york times and it talks about 2171 01:30:00,870 --> 01:29:58,320 you know all these higher-ups the 2172 01:30:02,629 --> 01:30:00,880 pentagon and everything it was like yeah 2173 01:30:06,470 --> 01:30:02,639 that really did happen and that that is 2174 01:30:09,669 --> 01:30:06,480 the exact same footage i saw 2175 01:30:12,709 --> 01:30:09,679 uh we're gonna take a quick break and 2176 01:30:16,070 --> 01:30:12,719 when we come back we're gonna go to the 2177 01:30:18,950 --> 01:30:16,080 the next phase because you eventually uh 2178 01:30:20,870 --> 01:30:18,960 leave the navy last year and everything 2179 01:30:22,070 --> 01:30:20,880 that was going on in your personal life 2180 01:30:24,310 --> 01:30:22,080 so we're gonna do that 2181 01:30:25,590 --> 01:30:24,320 next this is fade to black i am your 2182 01:30:28,790 --> 01:30:25,600 host jimmy church 2183 01:30:31,270 --> 01:30:28,800 i guess tonight matthew roberts 2184 01:30:33,110 --> 01:30:31,280 matthew was a crew member on the uss 2185 01:30:36,870 --> 01:30:33,120 roosevelt in that strike group 2186 01:30:39,590 --> 01:30:36,880 when the gimbal and go fast ua footage 2187 01:30:41,110 --> 01:30:39,600 was shot we've got more with matthew and 2188 01:30:42,629 --> 01:30:41,120 his new book initiated 2189 01:30:48,970 --> 01:30:42,639 when we come back after this short break 2190 01:30:55,910 --> 01:30:48,980 stay with us 2191 01:31:02,149 --> 01:30:59,030 way out here we listen to jimmy church 2192 01:31:03,990 --> 01:31:02,159 you're listening to fade to black 2193 01:31:05,189 --> 01:31:04,000 always on the edge of the hottest 2194 01:31:12,580 --> 01:31:05,199 alternative talk 2195 01:31:23,990 --> 01:31:14,830 [Applause] 2196 01:31:28,070 --> 01:31:26,070 do you want to be an official fate or 2197 01:31:30,149 --> 01:31:28,080 not of course you do 2198 01:31:31,669 --> 01:31:30,159 this is jimmy church of fade to black 2199 01:31:35,189 --> 01:31:31,679 just go to our membership 2200 01:31:37,189 --> 01:31:35,199 section at jimmychurchradio.com 2201 01:31:39,030 --> 01:31:37,199 fader knots when you think about the 2202 01:31:40,870 --> 01:31:39,040 future of our country and where we're 2203 01:31:41,830 --> 01:31:40,880 headed do you wonder about the food 2204 01:31:45,990 --> 01:31:41,840 supply 2205 01:31:48,149 --> 01:31:46,000 chain could be disastrous 2206 01:31:50,390 --> 01:31:48,159 and they usually occur with little 2207 01:31:51,430 --> 01:31:50,400 warning that's why the smartest thing 2208 01:31:54,550 --> 01:31:51,440 you can do today 2209 01:31:56,950 --> 01:31:54,560 is to stockpile emergency food water 2210 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listen to us and we listen to you 2240 01:33:16,430 --> 01:33:12,040 and so does the cia 2241 01:33:20,149 --> 01:33:16,440 [Music] 2242 01:33:27,030 --> 01:33:22,229 you are listening to fate to black with 2243 01:33:30,629 --> 01:33:29,510 oh i'm lisa vance you're listening to 2244 01:33:33,750 --> 01:33:30,639 jimmy church 2245 01:33:35,030 --> 01:33:33,760 this is revolution the revolution will 2246 01:33:48,830 --> 01:33:35,040 not be televised 2247 01:34:14,230 --> 01:33:50,680 ciao 2248 01:34:14,240 --> 01:34:21,510 [Music] 2249 01:34:25,590 --> 01:34:23,430 welcome back fade to black i am your 2250 01:34:26,229 --> 01:34:25,600 host jimmy church tonight our guest is 2251 01:34:29,590 --> 01:34:26,239 matthew 2252 01:34:30,709 --> 01:34:29,600 roberts his crew member aboard the uss 2253 01:34:33,990 --> 01:34:30,719 roosevelt and 2254 01:34:35,350 --> 01:34:34,000 the carrier strike group when the gimbal 2255 01:34:37,830 --> 01:34:35,360 and go fast footage 2256 01:34:38,550 --> 01:34:37,840 was shot and before we get back to 2257 01:34:39,990 --> 01:34:38,560 matthew 2258 01:34:41,590 --> 01:34:40,000 i want to talk to you about virtual 2259 01:34:44,790 --> 01:34:41,600 shield vpn 2260 01:34:47,910 --> 01:34:44,800 it is the only vpn i will ever use 2261 01:34:49,750 --> 01:34:47,920 because they have a strict no log policy 2262 01:34:51,189 --> 01:34:49,760 and it's all built into their software 2263 01:34:52,149 --> 01:34:51,199 from the ground up for privacy 2264 01:34:54,790 --> 01:34:52,159 protection 2265 01:34:55,590 --> 01:34:54,800 you can see the studio here my studio 2266 01:34:58,629 --> 01:34:55,600 next door 2267 01:35:02,070 --> 01:34:58,639 all of the computers have virtual shield 2268 01:35:04,629 --> 01:35:02,080 vpn virtual shield routes your internet 2269 01:35:05,990 --> 01:35:04,639 through advanced encrypted servers 2270 01:35:07,750 --> 01:35:06,000 across the globe 2271 01:35:09,830 --> 01:35:07,760 to prevent your internet 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01:35:51,590 --> 01:35:46,960 quick would it 2289 01:35:55,510 --> 01:35:51,600 surprise you if the navy came forward 2290 01:35:58,629 --> 01:35:55,520 and said hey it was northrop grumman 2291 01:36:02,310 --> 01:35:58,639 these were drones they were being tested 2292 01:36:04,709 --> 01:36:02,320 on on the navy to to to test the radar 2293 01:36:05,750 --> 01:36:04,719 to get crew members responses to see how 2294 01:36:09,510 --> 01:36:05,760 the pilots 2295 01:36:12,550 --> 01:36:09,520 responded would that surprise you 2296 01:36:14,870 --> 01:36:12,560 yes why 2297 01:36:15,830 --> 01:36:14,880 uh because that that is not something 2298 01:36:19,510 --> 01:36:15,840 that would 2299 01:36:21,830 --> 01:36:19,520 happen um typically uh 2300 01:36:23,030 --> 01:36:21,840 and i i know luella zondo has spoken 2301 01:36:26,629 --> 01:36:23,040 about this but 2302 01:36:28,550 --> 01:36:26,639 we're just not in the habit of testing 2303 01:36:32,149 --> 01:36:28,560 our own equipment 2304 01:36:35,350 --> 01:36:32,159 on our own people i it 2305 01:36:36,629 --> 01:36:35,360 it just kind of screams unethical right 2306 01:36:38,310 --> 01:36:36,639 i mean it's 2307 01:36:39,990 --> 01:36:38,320 especially if they have no idea that 2308 01:36:43,270 --> 01:36:40,000 this is coming 2309 01:36:44,550 --> 01:36:43,280 uh i i'm sure within testing of stuff 2310 01:36:45,830 --> 01:36:44,560 that we have 2311 01:36:48,870 --> 01:36:45,840 uh all of the people who are 2312 01:36:51,910 --> 01:36:48,880 participating know what's happening 2313 01:36:52,950 --> 01:36:51,920 uh they're aware of what's going on but 2314 01:36:56,149 --> 01:36:52,960 in this case 2315 01:36:57,910 --> 01:36:56,159 uh there did not seem to be that uh and 2316 01:37:01,189 --> 01:36:57,920 they certainly wouldn't 2317 01:37:02,390 --> 01:37:01,199 come up to a strike group that is in the 2318 01:37:05,910 --> 01:37:02,400 middle of 2319 01:37:09,590 --> 01:37:05,920 a testing phase um 2320 01:37:11,510 --> 01:37:09,600 and and and doing training workups uh 2321 01:37:14,550 --> 01:37:11,520 to test equipment like that it just 2322 01:37:17,590 --> 01:37:14,560 doesn't we just don't do that 2323 01:37:19,750 --> 01:37:17,600 it's real strange for me as an outsider 2324 01:37:20,709 --> 01:37:19,760 looking in i'm a military brat too as 2325 01:37:24,870 --> 01:37:20,719 well 2326 01:37:27,910 --> 01:37:24,880 um and i've been on uh 2327 01:37:30,390 --> 01:37:27,920 many deployments uh with my dad but 2328 01:37:32,550 --> 01:37:30,400 uh that that would be the perfect 2329 01:37:34,709 --> 01:37:32,560 environment to test something 2330 01:37:36,470 --> 01:37:34,719 i mean that's that's what it says to me 2331 01:37:38,070 --> 01:37:36,480 especially something that would be top 2332 01:37:41,270 --> 01:37:38,080 secret 2333 01:37:43,750 --> 01:37:41,280 right i you know i just 2334 01:37:44,709 --> 01:37:43,760 i i think that there are rules in place 2335 01:37:46,550 --> 01:37:44,719 against that 2336 01:37:47,990 --> 01:37:46,560 and i i just don't think that would 2337 01:37:50,229 --> 01:37:48,000 happen you know i 2338 01:37:52,629 --> 01:37:50,239 i get that you say you were a military 2339 01:37:54,629 --> 01:37:52,639 right i think a long time ago 2340 01:37:55,830 --> 01:37:54,639 i don't think this was always the case 2341 01:37:58,229 --> 01:37:55,840 right you know there's 2342 01:37:59,189 --> 01:37:58,239 this whole history of the government 2343 01:38:02,149 --> 01:37:59,199 just doing 2344 01:38:03,270 --> 01:38:02,159 awful kinds of testing dropping nuclear 2345 01:38:06,870 --> 01:38:03,280 bombs 2346 01:38:09,189 --> 01:38:06,880 yeah i mean uh so i i 2347 01:38:11,109 --> 01:38:09,199 i i think that that hasn't always been 2348 01:38:14,629 --> 01:38:11,119 the case but i think today 2349 01:38:17,669 --> 01:38:14,639 um that no longer happens and in your 2350 01:38:19,510 --> 01:38:17,679 16 years in the navy uh to your 2351 01:38:21,430 --> 01:38:19,520 recollection there wasn't anything like 2352 01:38:26,149 --> 01:38:21,440 that that ever happened 2353 01:38:28,310 --> 01:38:26,159 no no in fact if we were 2354 01:38:29,350 --> 01:38:28,320 i you know i have been involved in stuff 2355 01:38:32,310 --> 01:38:29,360 like that where they 2356 01:38:34,310 --> 01:38:32,320 they are testing something and and like 2357 01:38:34,950 --> 01:38:34,320 i said all participants are aware of 2358 01:38:36,870 --> 01:38:34,960 this you 2359 01:38:39,590 --> 01:38:36,880 you know you're going out there for this 2360 01:38:42,229 --> 01:38:39,600 um and and this happens so 2361 01:38:43,109 --> 01:38:42,239 uh everyone is informed and nobody's 2362 01:38:45,430 --> 01:38:43,119 surprised 2363 01:38:47,350 --> 01:38:45,440 you know and and that's the way that 2364 01:38:50,790 --> 01:38:47,360 works 2365 01:38:54,870 --> 01:38:50,800 the uh the other part of this 2366 01:38:59,590 --> 01:38:54,880 is um you left the navy 2367 01:39:02,470 --> 01:38:59,600 uh last year in 2020 do they know 2368 01:39:03,750 --> 01:39:02,480 that uh you know with your clearances 2369 01:39:06,470 --> 01:39:03,760 and with your 2370 01:39:07,270 --> 01:39:06,480 position inside of the navy do they know 2371 01:39:10,550 --> 01:39:07,280 that you're out 2372 01:39:13,590 --> 01:39:10,560 talking about this today 2373 01:39:17,109 --> 01:39:13,600 uh they they knew i was writing a book 2374 01:39:19,590 --> 01:39:17,119 um so uh it had to be vetted 2375 01:39:20,950 --> 01:39:19,600 before i could release it um it was 2376 01:39:23,750 --> 01:39:20,960 cleared 2377 01:39:25,669 --> 01:39:23,760 uh by them and they and i had to put 2378 01:39:26,390 --> 01:39:25,679 this disclaimer on the front of it you 2379 01:39:28,229 --> 01:39:26,400 know that 2380 01:39:30,229 --> 01:39:28,239 these views are my own and not the views 2381 01:39:33,510 --> 01:39:30,239 of the department of defense 2382 01:39:36,390 --> 01:39:33,520 or the pentagon did they have any issues 2383 01:39:39,030 --> 01:39:36,400 with any parts of the book 2384 01:39:40,310 --> 01:39:39,040 no no nobody ever came back to me and 2385 01:39:42,149 --> 01:39:40,320 said 2386 01:39:43,750 --> 01:39:42,159 uh you know don't include this or don't 2387 01:39:45,910 --> 01:39:43,760 include that i mean i 2388 01:39:47,270 --> 01:39:45,920 i i pretty much know i i've been in the 2389 01:39:50,470 --> 01:39:47,280 navy for you know 2390 01:39:52,310 --> 01:39:50,480 15 years at this point i i knew 2391 01:39:54,550 --> 01:39:52,320 you know what's classified and what's 2392 01:39:56,070 --> 01:39:54,560 not i and i knew to leave those things 2393 01:39:57,270 --> 01:39:56,080 out so there was there was nothing in 2394 01:40:00,470 --> 01:39:57,280 there 2395 01:40:01,109 --> 01:40:00,480 uh for them even really to pick out and 2396 01:40:02,870 --> 01:40:01,119 say 2397 01:40:04,950 --> 01:40:02,880 you know you can't talk about this or 2398 01:40:06,550 --> 01:40:04,960 that no you know that they're listening 2399 01:40:09,669 --> 01:40:06,560 to this show right now 2400 01:40:12,950 --> 01:40:09,679 right you know this oh yeah yes okay 2401 01:40:15,350 --> 01:40:12,960 so and i appreciate you 2402 01:40:16,310 --> 01:40:15,360 staying inbounds when you needed to stay 2403 01:40:18,709 --> 01:40:16,320 in bounds 2404 01:40:20,390 --> 01:40:18,719 but it's my job to push you to the to 2405 01:40:23,669 --> 01:40:20,400 the edge of the cliff right 2406 01:40:24,229 --> 01:40:23,679 right okay all right and i i i don't 2407 01:40:26,220 --> 01:40:24,239 think you've 2408 01:40:27,350 --> 01:40:26,230 upset anybody so far 2409 01:40:29,590 --> 01:40:27,360 [Laughter] 2410 01:40:31,030 --> 01:40:29,600 thank you it's good to know well see 2411 01:40:34,310 --> 01:40:31,040 this is the other thing um 2412 01:40:36,870 --> 01:40:34,320 you and i uh in our uh uh conversation a 2413 01:40:40,629 --> 01:40:36,880 couple of weeks ago even then 2414 01:40:42,310 --> 01:40:40,639 in a private setting you there's a zone 2415 01:40:45,350 --> 01:40:42,320 that you just wouldn't go into 2416 01:40:47,510 --> 01:40:45,360 even privately and so i'll let them know 2417 01:40:48,149 --> 01:40:47,520 right now that you stayed in bounds even 2418 01:40:50,390 --> 01:40:48,159 then 2419 01:40:51,270 --> 01:40:50,400 and i did my best and you can tell 2420 01:40:54,470 --> 01:40:51,280 everybody 2421 01:40:55,189 --> 01:40:54,480 jimmy pushed me didn't i yes you did you 2422 01:40:58,629 --> 01:40:55,199 certainly did 2423 01:41:01,830 --> 01:40:58,639 okay you were very insistent and i just 2424 01:41:03,270 --> 01:41:01,840 well it's an opportunity to uh talk with 2425 01:41:05,270 --> 01:41:03,280 somebody 2426 01:41:06,310 --> 01:41:05,280 who was there with the top secret 2427 01:41:08,790 --> 01:41:06,320 clearance 2428 01:41:09,590 --> 01:41:08,800 and yeah i wanna i wanna know the 2429 01:41:11,750 --> 01:41:09,600 details 2430 01:41:14,149 --> 01:41:11,760 and and i'm gonna try to get i didn't 2431 01:41:17,189 --> 01:41:14,159 get much 2432 01:41:21,109 --> 01:41:17,199 but but uh back to do you 2433 01:41:22,709 --> 01:41:21,119 expect uh to hear 2434 01:41:24,310 --> 01:41:22,719 from somebody in the future would it 2435 01:41:28,390 --> 01:41:24,320 surprise uh 2436 01:41:31,910 --> 01:41:28,400 to surprise you to have them reach out 2437 01:41:33,669 --> 01:41:31,920 no it wouldn't it wouldn't would it no i 2438 01:41:38,070 --> 01:41:33,679 i would 2439 01:41:41,350 --> 01:41:38,080 would be surprised if they didn't 2440 01:41:42,470 --> 01:41:41,360 but uh i don't know you know who knows 2441 01:41:46,790 --> 01:41:42,480 what the future holds 2442 01:41:50,070 --> 01:41:46,800 yeah yeah absolutely now okay 2443 01:41:52,070 --> 01:41:50,080 now let's back up you left the military 2444 01:41:55,990 --> 01:41:52,080 you left the office of naval 2445 01:42:01,030 --> 01:41:56,000 intelligence in march of 2020 2446 01:42:04,790 --> 01:42:01,040 after the events in 2015 2447 01:42:07,830 --> 01:42:04,800 um did anything start to 2448 01:42:12,310 --> 01:42:07,840 happen in your personal life 2449 01:42:14,229 --> 01:42:12,320 uh not immediately um and i think 2450 01:42:15,830 --> 01:42:14,239 looking back on it i think it was just 2451 01:42:18,390 --> 01:42:15,840 because i was so busy 2452 01:42:18,870 --> 01:42:18,400 uh i had a lot of collateral duties on 2453 01:42:20,950 --> 01:42:18,880 the ship 2454 01:42:23,350 --> 01:42:20,960 so in other words i had my job but then 2455 01:42:26,310 --> 01:42:23,360 i had all these other responsibilities 2456 01:42:27,990 --> 01:42:26,320 as well within the navy that i had to 2457 01:42:29,590 --> 01:42:28,000 and on the ship that i had to take care 2458 01:42:32,790 --> 01:42:29,600 of so i was 2459 01:42:34,550 --> 01:42:32,800 very busy um i i was known 2460 01:42:35,830 --> 01:42:34,560 you know as kind of a high functioning 2461 01:42:38,470 --> 01:42:35,840 multitasker 2462 01:42:39,910 --> 01:42:38,480 uh give it give it to him he'll you know 2463 01:42:41,510 --> 01:42:39,920 he'll take it and run with it and we 2464 01:42:45,030 --> 01:42:41,520 won't have to worry about it that's 2465 01:42:47,910 --> 01:42:45,040 that's the person that i was you know 2466 01:42:49,830 --> 01:42:47,920 so uh you know it was always kind of in 2467 01:42:52,950 --> 01:42:49,840 the back of my mind 2468 01:42:55,030 --> 01:42:52,960 uh at this point um 2469 01:42:56,070 --> 01:42:55,040 and and it was always just there kind of 2470 01:42:57,990 --> 01:42:56,080 gnawing like you know 2471 01:42:59,510 --> 01:42:58,000 i just and i just had this kind of i 2472 01:43:02,790 --> 01:42:59,520 wonder what that was 2473 01:43:03,430 --> 01:43:02,800 you know but but at the same time i knew 2474 01:43:06,070 --> 01:43:03,440 that 2475 01:43:06,950 --> 01:43:06,080 i had never up until then heard anything 2476 01:43:09,669 --> 01:43:06,960 about this 2477 01:43:11,910 --> 01:43:09,679 so if there was a program for it i 2478 01:43:13,109 --> 01:43:11,920 wasn't read into it and chances are i 2479 01:43:16,470 --> 01:43:13,119 never would be 2480 01:43:18,390 --> 01:43:16,480 um so you know what's the point 2481 01:43:20,149 --> 01:43:18,400 in even wondering about it but it was it 2482 01:43:23,270 --> 01:43:20,159 was always there and i would i would 2483 01:43:25,430 --> 01:43:23,280 think about it quite often and then what 2484 01:43:28,550 --> 01:43:25,440 happened 2485 01:43:29,350 --> 01:43:28,560 uh so then you know i transfer to o and 2486 01:43:32,390 --> 01:43:29,360 i 2487 01:43:35,990 --> 01:43:32,400 um and uh 2488 01:43:38,390 --> 01:43:36,000 i had kind of a medical emergency 2489 01:43:39,350 --> 01:43:38,400 i guess you could say i was uh 2490 01:43:42,470 --> 01:43:39,360 hospitalized 2491 01:43:45,750 --> 01:43:42,480 for a saddle pulmonary embolism 2492 01:43:48,950 --> 01:43:45,760 which is very serious um 2493 01:43:50,229 --> 01:43:48,960 what is that uh so it's it's basically i 2494 01:43:53,270 --> 01:43:50,239 had a blood clot 2495 01:43:55,189 --> 01:43:53,280 that was in my leg uh behind my knee and 2496 01:43:56,629 --> 01:43:55,199 those clots kind of broke off 2497 01:43:58,550 --> 01:43:56,639 and then they go through your 2498 01:44:00,790 --> 01:43:58,560 circulatory system and they end up in 2499 01:44:03,990 --> 01:44:00,800 your lungs 2500 01:44:05,750 --> 01:44:04,000 and uh so i had that and so the clots 2501 01:44:08,790 --> 01:44:05,760 were in my lungs i 2502 01:44:11,350 --> 01:44:08,800 woke up one night unable to breathe i 2503 01:44:13,830 --> 01:44:11,360 was gasping for breath 2504 01:44:15,430 --> 01:44:13,840 and i actually lost consciousness and 2505 01:44:17,030 --> 01:44:15,440 passed out 2506 01:44:19,830 --> 01:44:17,040 and it was the next day that i decided i 2507 01:44:21,830 --> 01:44:19,840 would go to the hospital 2508 01:44:24,229 --> 01:44:21,840 get checked out and they found the blood 2509 01:44:26,870 --> 01:44:24,239 clots um 2510 01:44:29,590 --> 01:44:26,880 so i was in the icu uh with that for a 2511 01:44:34,070 --> 01:44:33,030 and then you know i there was a little 2512 01:44:37,830 --> 01:44:34,080 bit of time past 2513 01:44:39,830 --> 01:44:37,840 i i just had this like 2514 01:44:41,830 --> 01:44:39,840 i wasn't ever worried for my life when i 2515 01:44:43,590 --> 01:44:41,840 was in the hospital and that was kind of 2516 01:44:46,390 --> 01:44:43,600 a little bit weird but it was almost 2517 01:44:49,430 --> 01:44:46,400 like i have no control over this so 2518 01:44:50,629 --> 01:44:49,440 why am i to worry about it you know and 2519 01:44:53,830 --> 01:44:50,639 that was that was kind of my 2520 01:44:55,270 --> 01:44:53,840 outlook on it and then you know i just 2521 01:44:56,550 --> 01:44:55,280 had this flat affect 2522 01:45:00,390 --> 01:44:56,560 and that turned into kind of a 2523 01:45:04,070 --> 01:45:00,400 depression and then all of a sudden 2524 01:45:07,109 --> 01:45:04,080 you know you know my brother just out of 2525 01:45:08,310 --> 01:45:07,119 nowhere texts me and he says hey you 2526 01:45:10,229 --> 01:45:08,320 know and he sends 2527 01:45:11,350 --> 01:45:10,239 text me a link and he says check this 2528 01:45:13,669 --> 01:45:11,360 out it's about 2529 01:45:14,950 --> 01:45:13,679 the government's ufo program it was in 2530 01:45:17,830 --> 01:45:14,960 the new york times 2531 01:45:19,030 --> 01:45:17,840 you know so i said okay you know i'll 2532 01:45:22,070 --> 01:45:19,040 check it out 2533 01:45:23,270 --> 01:45:22,080 um so i i pull up the article i read it 2534 01:45:26,470 --> 01:45:23,280 i watched the footage 2535 01:45:30,310 --> 01:45:26,480 and it just it 2536 01:45:33,590 --> 01:45:30,320 brought everything back um 2537 01:45:36,390 --> 01:45:33,600 sorry it's okay because i 2538 01:45:37,270 --> 01:45:36,400 i had this just kind of emotional 2539 01:45:39,830 --> 01:45:37,280 reaction 2540 01:45:40,709 --> 01:45:39,840 in watching this footage i and i don't 2541 01:45:44,709 --> 01:45:40,719 know why 2542 01:45:48,390 --> 01:45:44,719 but um i well at the time i didn't 2543 01:45:49,189 --> 01:45:48,400 but i you know i i kind of understand it 2544 01:45:53,350 --> 01:45:49,199 now 2545 01:45:56,310 --> 01:45:53,360 um so i i was very uncomfortable 2546 01:45:57,750 --> 01:45:56,320 with talking to my brother about this he 2547 01:45:59,350 --> 01:45:57,760 i knew he was going to call me any 2548 01:46:01,590 --> 01:45:59,360 minute 2549 01:46:02,629 --> 01:46:01,600 and he was going to ask me about this 2550 01:46:04,229 --> 01:46:02,639 and it would be 2551 01:46:05,750 --> 01:46:04,239 very uncomfortable for me because i 2552 01:46:07,990 --> 01:46:05,760 never discuss 2553 01:46:09,669 --> 01:46:08,000 what i do at work you know i this is 2554 01:46:10,470 --> 01:46:09,679 something i never discussed with my 2555 01:46:13,590 --> 01:46:10,480 family 2556 01:46:15,669 --> 01:46:13,600 um and so now to see this footage 2557 01:46:17,189 --> 01:46:15,679 to know that i was there when this 2558 01:46:20,709 --> 01:46:17,199 happened 2559 01:46:22,950 --> 01:46:20,719 uh was very shocking to me and i 2560 01:46:24,870 --> 01:46:22,960 couldn't i couldn't figure out why 2561 01:46:26,870 --> 01:46:24,880 why had this been released why has this 2562 01:46:28,390 --> 01:46:26,880 been declined has it been declassified 2563 01:46:30,070 --> 01:46:28,400 or is it leaked you know and all of 2564 01:46:31,750 --> 01:46:30,080 these things are just 2565 01:46:33,270 --> 01:46:31,760 running through my head but then you 2566 01:46:35,990 --> 01:46:33,280 know in reading the article 2567 01:46:37,109 --> 01:46:36,000 you see harry reid the former senate 2568 01:46:40,550 --> 01:46:37,119 majority leader 2569 01:46:43,109 --> 01:46:40,560 is is one of the people who's quoted in 2570 01:46:45,510 --> 01:46:43,119 the article so it must be legit 2571 01:46:46,470 --> 01:46:45,520 you know so so my brother calls me and 2572 01:46:48,870 --> 01:46:46,480 he says you know 2573 01:46:51,430 --> 01:46:48,880 hey did you check out the ufo article i 2574 01:46:52,950 --> 01:46:51,440 said yeah you know i checked it out 2575 01:46:55,189 --> 01:46:52,960 and he said well have you ever 2576 01:46:58,550 --> 01:46:55,199 encountered anything like that and 2577 01:47:03,109 --> 01:46:58,560 immediately i just kind of 2578 01:47:09,510 --> 01:47:07,510 um take your time 2579 01:47:10,870 --> 01:47:09,520 i will say that when when i was watching 2580 01:47:16,229 --> 01:47:10,880 this footage 2581 01:47:19,350 --> 01:47:16,239 it it it rose to kind of a level of 2582 01:47:22,790 --> 01:47:19,360 of of of seriousness and emotion with me 2583 01:47:24,870 --> 01:47:22,800 that was was very similar 2584 01:47:27,910 --> 01:47:24,880 to what i felt when my brother passed 2585 01:47:31,350 --> 01:47:30,229 um so it was it was that emotional for 2586 01:47:34,550 --> 01:47:31,360 me at the time 2587 01:47:38,149 --> 01:47:34,560 um and that just kind of 2588 01:47:41,590 --> 01:47:38,159 came rushing back um and and 2589 01:47:45,830 --> 01:47:41,600 and and this is the thing um when you 2590 01:47:48,229 --> 01:47:45,840 are a professional in the military 2591 01:47:49,350 --> 01:47:48,239 you are expected to be in control of 2592 01:47:52,629 --> 01:47:49,360 your emotions 2593 01:47:55,910 --> 01:47:52,639 all the time right this stuff is 2594 01:47:57,189 --> 01:47:55,920 you are not allowed to right it's not 2595 01:47:59,109 --> 01:47:57,199 part of the game 2596 01:48:00,629 --> 01:47:59,119 right and and you know and i was with 2597 01:48:04,149 --> 01:48:00,639 that i i i 2598 01:48:04,550 --> 01:48:04,159 that is the attitude that i had um but 2599 01:48:07,109 --> 01:48:04,560 then 2600 01:48:09,590 --> 01:48:07,119 you know with this event uh it was 2601 01:48:09,830 --> 01:48:09,600 somehow different it rose to that kind 2602 01:48:16,070 --> 01:48:09,840 of 2603 01:48:18,629 --> 01:48:16,080 when my brother had passed away right 2604 01:48:19,189 --> 01:48:18,639 and that's how deeply personal i felt 2605 01:48:21,270 --> 01:48:19,199 about it 2606 01:48:22,229 --> 01:48:21,280 and i didn't understand that deeply 2607 01:48:26,070 --> 01:48:22,239 personal 2608 01:48:29,750 --> 01:48:26,080 reaction i had uh at the time 2609 01:48:32,390 --> 01:48:29,760 on the ship i felt like i i got this 2610 01:48:33,830 --> 01:48:32,400 you know wave washed over me that they 2611 01:48:36,790 --> 01:48:33,840 are here for me 2612 01:48:38,229 --> 01:48:36,800 you know and and they are coming for me 2613 01:48:43,109 --> 01:48:38,239 and 2614 01:48:45,510 --> 01:48:43,119 terrified that someone would find out 2615 01:48:46,790 --> 01:48:45,520 somehow and and at the time i'm thinking 2616 01:48:49,270 --> 01:48:46,800 to myself this is 2617 01:48:50,390 --> 01:48:49,280 ridiculous right this is crazy town 2618 01:48:52,709 --> 01:48:50,400 right right 2619 01:48:53,830 --> 01:48:52,719 right why is this occurring to me you 2620 01:48:56,070 --> 01:48:53,840 know 2621 01:48:58,709 --> 01:48:56,080 and so i just i kind of tried to put it 2622 01:49:01,510 --> 01:48:58,719 away but it was very difficult to do 2623 01:49:02,390 --> 01:49:01,520 um unlike other things that i had done 2624 01:49:04,149 --> 01:49:02,400 in the military 2625 01:49:05,669 --> 01:49:04,159 right you could box that and put it on 2626 01:49:07,910 --> 01:49:05,679 the shelf anytime 2627 01:49:09,750 --> 01:49:07,920 right and and and i i've been through 2628 01:49:13,510 --> 01:49:09,760 some kind of intense 2629 01:49:13,990 --> 01:49:13,520 moments and i i was always able to 2630 01:49:16,950 --> 01:49:14,000 remain 2631 01:49:19,189 --> 01:49:16,960 calm and collected because you know that 2632 01:49:21,669 --> 01:49:19,199 that that is how you get the job done 2633 01:49:22,470 --> 01:49:21,679 you you can't just sit in the corner and 2634 01:49:25,830 --> 01:49:22,480 start crying 2635 01:49:28,870 --> 01:49:25,840 why me yeah yeah yeah so 2636 01:49:30,070 --> 01:49:28,880 uh so it was surprising that i had that 2637 01:49:31,750 --> 01:49:30,080 reaction to it and so 2638 01:49:33,510 --> 01:49:31,760 you know when he asked me have you ever 2639 01:49:36,629 --> 01:49:33,520 seen anything like this i 2640 01:49:37,030 --> 01:49:36,639 choked and i didn't want to talk about 2641 01:49:40,470 --> 01:49:37,040 it 2642 01:49:43,910 --> 01:49:40,480 and why would he 2643 01:49:48,790 --> 01:49:43,920 let me ask you why would he why would he 2644 01:49:52,149 --> 01:49:48,800 ask you that well i mean he knew 2645 01:49:54,070 --> 01:49:52,159 he knew that everything i did i mean so 2646 01:49:56,310 --> 01:49:54,080 part of the whole clearance thing is 2647 01:49:59,510 --> 01:49:56,320 that they they talk to your family too 2648 01:50:02,229 --> 01:49:59,520 right so so this is no secret that 2649 01:50:03,189 --> 01:50:02,239 to them that i'm i'm doing things behind 2650 01:50:06,870 --> 01:50:03,199 closed doors 2651 01:50:09,510 --> 01:50:06,880 all day long uh they were aware 2652 01:50:10,390 --> 01:50:09,520 that this these things are things that i 2653 01:50:12,790 --> 01:50:10,400 can't talk about 2654 01:50:15,189 --> 01:50:12,800 so so he thought you know well this is a 2655 01:50:18,790 --> 01:50:15,199 perfect opportunity let me ask him 2656 01:50:20,950 --> 01:50:18,800 if he's ever encountered this 2657 01:50:22,790 --> 01:50:20,960 you know so i i didn't want to talk 2658 01:50:24,149 --> 01:50:22,800 about it but eventually i was just like 2659 01:50:27,270 --> 01:50:24,159 yeah you know i was 2660 01:50:30,950 --> 01:50:27,280 i was actually there um when this was 2661 01:50:35,270 --> 01:50:30,960 collected and um 2662 01:50:40,310 --> 01:50:35,280 and it's real and uh he 2663 01:50:45,270 --> 01:50:43,430 he he also had kind of an emotional 2664 01:50:48,950 --> 01:50:45,280 reaction to it as well 2665 01:50:50,470 --> 01:50:48,960 um and you know i i had read in the 2666 01:50:53,270 --> 01:50:50,480 article that there was this 2667 01:50:54,070 --> 01:50:53,280 uh to the stars academy i decided you 2668 01:50:57,030 --> 01:50:54,080 know i'm gonna 2669 01:50:58,310 --> 01:50:57,040 check out see check these people out see 2670 01:51:00,709 --> 01:50:58,320 if they wrote any books 2671 01:51:03,510 --> 01:51:00,719 you know and it it led me to hunt for 2672 01:51:07,430 --> 01:51:03,520 the skinwalker by colin kelleher 2673 01:51:09,350 --> 01:51:07,440 i read that i read tom delong's books i 2674 01:51:11,189 --> 01:51:09,360 and i just kind of immersed myself in 2675 01:51:11,669 --> 01:51:11,199 this for the first time you know because 2676 01:51:16,950 --> 01:51:11,679 i 2677 01:51:19,350 --> 01:51:16,960 you know because you hear all these 2678 01:51:21,189 --> 01:51:19,360 crazy people claiming all kinds of crazy 2679 01:51:24,390 --> 01:51:21,199 things you don't know what is real 2680 01:51:26,070 --> 01:51:24,400 so i figured you know being the analyst 2681 01:51:27,990 --> 01:51:26,080 that i am i was like well let's just 2682 01:51:28,470 --> 01:51:28,000 trace it back from the source and let's 2683 01:51:30,550 --> 01:51:28,480 see 2684 01:51:32,550 --> 01:51:30,560 what have these people done and so i 2685 01:51:36,310 --> 01:51:32,560 started looking into that 2686 01:51:39,109 --> 01:51:36,320 and uh i the stories i was reading were 2687 01:51:40,390 --> 01:51:39,119 incredible to me uh i thought wow you 2688 01:51:42,149 --> 01:51:40,400 know this 2689 01:51:44,229 --> 01:51:42,159 maybe everything that we consider 2690 01:51:46,870 --> 01:51:44,239 paranormal really is involved 2691 01:51:48,550 --> 01:51:46,880 with this you know because these people 2692 01:51:50,070 --> 01:51:48,560 certainly seem to think it is colm 2693 01:51:54,310 --> 01:51:50,080 kelleher did 2694 01:51:55,990 --> 01:51:54,320 um so you know i i started reading those 2695 01:51:58,709 --> 01:51:56,000 books 2696 01:51:59,990 --> 01:51:58,719 and uh that's when i had this kind of 2697 01:52:03,189 --> 01:52:00,000 other 2698 01:52:04,709 --> 01:52:03,199 paranormal experience happened to me 2699 01:52:06,550 --> 01:52:04,719 and we're going to get to that in a 2700 01:52:10,390 --> 01:52:06,560 second uh no we're going to get 2701 01:52:13,589 --> 01:52:10,400 to that right now but let me set this up 2702 01:52:17,430 --> 01:52:13,599 where were you living i was living 2703 01:52:20,310 --> 01:52:17,440 in uh maryland you were oh okay so 2704 01:52:21,109 --> 01:52:20,320 right there the center of the naval 2705 01:52:25,109 --> 01:52:21,119 universe 2706 01:52:27,510 --> 01:52:25,119 right and uh okay so you're in maryland 2707 01:52:29,189 --> 01:52:27,520 um are you out of the navy or are you 2708 01:52:31,189 --> 01:52:29,199 still 2709 01:52:33,109 --> 01:52:31,199 no so this is this is just after i 2710 01:52:36,229 --> 01:52:33,119 started working at oni 2711 01:52:38,390 --> 01:52:36,239 oh okay got you okay perfect okay so 2712 01:52:41,510 --> 01:52:38,400 you're in maryland 2713 01:52:42,229 --> 01:52:41,520 yeah so i'm in maryland and uh i had 2714 01:52:45,669 --> 01:52:42,239 read 2715 01:52:47,830 --> 01:52:45,679 i had pretty much exhausted my resources 2716 01:52:49,510 --> 01:52:47,840 i had read some of jacques valet 2717 01:52:52,229 --> 01:52:49,520 because he wrote the forwards to tom 2718 01:52:54,390 --> 01:52:52,239 delong's books um 2719 01:52:55,510 --> 01:52:54,400 uh so i i had exhausted all of that and 2720 01:52:57,109 --> 01:52:55,520 i thought well 2721 01:52:59,750 --> 01:52:57,119 you know i guess i'll just have to wait 2722 01:53:01,109 --> 01:52:59,760 for more information to be released from 2723 01:53:05,270 --> 01:53:01,119 to the stars 2724 01:53:08,070 --> 01:53:05,280 um and that's just gonna be it you know 2725 01:53:09,990 --> 01:53:08,080 uh so one night i'm in my truck and i 2726 01:53:12,870 --> 01:53:10,000 start thinking i don't wanna wait 2727 01:53:14,470 --> 01:53:12,880 you know i so at the end of one of tom 2728 01:53:15,750 --> 01:53:14,480 delong's books he talks about these 2729 01:53:18,950 --> 01:53:15,760 tablets 2730 01:53:21,030 --> 01:53:18,960 um and so i started thinking well 2731 01:53:22,629 --> 01:53:21,040 and he leaves it kind of a cliffhanger 2732 01:53:23,030 --> 01:53:22,639 you don't really know what these tablets 2733 01:53:24,229 --> 01:53:23,040 are 2734 01:53:25,990 --> 01:53:24,239 and i didn't want to wait for the next 2735 01:53:26,470 --> 01:53:26,000 book so i i'm like well let me look look 2736 01:53:28,070 --> 01:53:26,480 at this 2737 01:53:29,510 --> 01:53:28,080 stuff up online let me see if i can find 2738 01:53:32,229 --> 01:53:29,520 these tablets you know 2739 01:53:34,550 --> 01:53:32,239 that he's talking about and so this 2740 01:53:36,950 --> 01:53:34,560 started me on this general search 2741 01:53:39,589 --> 01:53:36,960 i ended up looking at the emerald 2742 01:53:43,910 --> 01:53:43,030 and uh i read them and i kind of 2743 01:53:47,510 --> 01:53:43,920 followed that 2744 01:53:51,189 --> 01:53:47,520 to her medic teaching and i i came up to 2745 01:53:54,709 --> 01:53:51,199 this book that was called the caballon 2746 01:53:58,709 --> 01:53:54,719 by the three initiates okay 2747 01:54:00,709 --> 01:53:58,719 and um so i i read the synopsis and i'm 2748 01:54:02,950 --> 01:54:00,719 like uh that's not something i wanna 2749 01:54:04,950 --> 01:54:02,960 i wanna go into that sounds too weird 2750 01:54:06,310 --> 01:54:04,960 you know it it seems to imply that we 2751 01:54:08,950 --> 01:54:06,320 have no free will and 2752 01:54:10,790 --> 01:54:08,960 it the synopsis talked about how that's 2753 01:54:11,750 --> 01:54:10,800 the biggest problem people have with the 2754 01:54:13,830 --> 01:54:11,760 book 2755 01:54:15,109 --> 01:54:13,840 so i was like yeah i'll put that to bed 2756 01:54:17,430 --> 01:54:15,119 and then i thought well maybe there's a 2757 01:54:19,430 --> 01:54:17,440 mufon chapter i could get involved with 2758 01:54:21,350 --> 01:54:19,440 in the area i looked that up i couldn't 2759 01:54:25,030 --> 01:54:21,360 find anything 2760 01:54:27,589 --> 01:54:25,040 um so i just decided okay that's it 2761 01:54:28,629 --> 01:54:27,599 you know i'll just wait and i went up to 2762 01:54:31,270 --> 01:54:28,639 bed 2763 01:54:33,270 --> 01:54:31,280 um and i woke up the next morning i had 2764 01:54:35,189 --> 01:54:33,280 a long drive ahead of me 2765 01:54:36,709 --> 01:54:35,199 i was going to sign the paperwork saying 2766 01:54:38,790 --> 01:54:36,719 that i could stay in the navy after 2767 01:54:41,030 --> 01:54:38,800 these blood clots 2768 01:54:42,070 --> 01:54:41,040 and so i had to drive down to pax river 2769 01:54:45,189 --> 01:54:42,080 which is like an 2770 01:54:49,109 --> 01:54:45,199 hour south and then 2771 01:54:49,589 --> 01:54:49,119 back this is the next day the very next 2772 01:54:51,990 --> 01:54:49,599 day 2773 01:54:52,950 --> 01:54:52,000 uh and so i'm driving back after signing 2774 01:54:55,510 --> 01:54:52,960 my paperwork 2775 01:54:56,709 --> 01:54:55,520 and i'm thinking about how okay so i'll 2776 01:54:59,030 --> 01:54:56,719 stay in the navy 2777 01:55:01,270 --> 01:54:59,040 until i retire and this is my plan for 2778 01:55:03,350 --> 01:55:01,280 the rest of my life i'll 2779 01:55:04,709 --> 01:55:03,360 i'll live off the income of my rental 2780 01:55:07,750 --> 01:55:04,719 properties and 2781 01:55:11,750 --> 01:55:07,760 the navy pension and that'll be it 2782 01:55:12,629 --> 01:55:11,760 you know and so i as i'm driving this 2783 01:55:14,950 --> 01:55:12,639 hatchback 2784 01:55:17,270 --> 01:55:14,960 zooms up in front of me and cuts me off 2785 01:55:19,270 --> 01:55:17,280 and on the back windows there's this big 2786 01:55:23,830 --> 01:55:19,280 sticker that says 2787 01:55:25,750 --> 01:55:23,840 uh mufon marilyn find us on facebook 2788 01:55:27,189 --> 01:55:25,760 and i thought wow you know that's kind 2789 01:55:27,830 --> 01:55:27,199 of a coincidence i was looking that up 2790 01:55:30,870 --> 01:55:27,840 last night 2791 01:55:33,270 --> 01:55:30,880 that's freaking weird yes 2792 01:55:34,790 --> 01:55:33,280 this story gets weirder yes it does okay 2793 01:55:38,550 --> 01:55:34,800 continue 2794 01:55:40,390 --> 01:55:38,560 so um i'm i'm i i look off to the side 2795 01:55:40,870 --> 01:55:40,400 of the road and i see this hobby lobby 2796 01:55:42,709 --> 01:55:40,880 there 2797 01:55:44,629 --> 01:55:42,719 and i was aware of the supreme court 2798 01:55:45,990 --> 01:55:44,639 decision involving the hobby lobby and i 2799 01:55:48,149 --> 01:55:46,000 thought that's interesting i've never 2800 01:55:51,030 --> 01:55:48,159 actually seen a hobby lobby before so i 2801 01:55:58,709 --> 01:55:55,189 and uh later that night i get home 2802 01:55:59,430 --> 01:55:58,719 and uh my roommate is there i was i was 2803 01:56:01,270 --> 01:55:59,440 at this time 2804 01:56:03,109 --> 01:56:01,280 i had just moved to maryland so i was 2805 01:56:04,790 --> 01:56:03,119 renting a room in somebody's house and 2806 01:56:06,790 --> 01:56:04,800 my roommate was 2807 01:56:08,149 --> 01:56:06,800 uh you know sitting on a couch and i was 2808 01:56:12,390 --> 01:56:08,159 heading up to bed 2809 01:56:13,830 --> 01:56:12,400 and um he stops me on the stairs 2810 01:56:16,229 --> 01:56:13,840 because he's watching these talking 2811 01:56:17,510 --> 01:56:16,239 heads on tv you know the news or 2812 01:56:20,149 --> 01:56:17,520 whatever 2813 01:56:20,790 --> 01:56:20,159 and he says uh he's a liberal by the way 2814 01:56:22,629 --> 01:56:20,800 i don't wanna 2815 01:56:25,669 --> 01:56:22,639 in case this offends anybody i don't 2816 01:56:27,510 --> 01:56:25,679 wanna uh 2817 01:56:29,510 --> 01:56:27,520 so anyway he says you know what the 2818 01:56:30,070 --> 01:56:29,520 problem with the republicans is and i 2819 01:56:33,270 --> 01:56:30,080 said no 2820 01:56:37,030 --> 01:56:33,280 what he said hobby lobby you know and he 2821 01:56:39,510 --> 01:56:37,040 starts to talk about how you know the 2822 01:56:41,430 --> 01:56:39,520 the supreme court decision allowed all 2823 01:56:42,390 --> 01:56:41,440 of this corporate money into campaigns 2824 01:56:44,709 --> 01:56:42,400 blah blah blah 2825 01:56:45,990 --> 01:56:44,719 so on and so forth i was like okay so i 2826 01:56:49,350 --> 01:56:46,000 i go up to bed 2827 01:56:52,149 --> 01:56:49,360 you know and i 2828 01:56:54,149 --> 01:56:52,159 i start to think about wow you know that 2829 01:56:55,589 --> 01:56:54,159 car cut me off and i was looking this up 2830 01:56:59,270 --> 01:56:55,599 last night about mufon 2831 01:57:01,750 --> 01:56:59,280 maryland and i saw this hobby lobby 2832 01:57:03,430 --> 01:57:01,760 and uh my roommate just mentioned that 2833 01:57:04,470 --> 01:57:03,440 it seems like a kind of a day of 2834 01:57:07,510 --> 01:57:04,480 coincidences 2835 01:57:09,350 --> 01:57:07,520 you know and before we get to the break 2836 01:57:11,270 --> 01:57:09,360 did you know anything about the owners 2837 01:57:13,990 --> 01:57:11,280 of hobby lobby 2838 01:57:14,709 --> 01:57:14,000 uh legally and illegally collecting 2839 01:57:18,470 --> 01:57:14,719 tablets 2840 01:57:21,430 --> 01:57:18,480 out of uh out of iraq 2841 01:57:23,109 --> 01:57:21,440 uh no sumerian tablets do you you didn't 2842 01:57:24,950 --> 01:57:23,119 know about that 2843 01:57:27,189 --> 01:57:24,960 okay well i'm informing you now and if 2844 01:57:29,669 --> 01:57:27,199 that doesn't even get trippier 2845 01:57:31,350 --> 01:57:29,679 think about the end of de long's book 2846 01:57:33,510 --> 01:57:31,360 right right now you had this 2847 01:57:34,709 --> 01:57:33,520 run in with hobby lobby and you're there 2848 01:57:38,229 --> 01:57:34,719 and then 2849 01:57:39,270 --> 01:57:38,239 yeah yeah it gets i i'm tripping okay so 2850 01:57:41,189 --> 01:57:39,280 continue 2851 01:57:42,310 --> 01:57:41,199 so uh yeah that's not the end of the 2852 01:57:44,390 --> 01:57:42,320 story this game oh no 2853 01:57:45,669 --> 01:57:44,400 no we we're we're gonna head to a break 2854 01:57:49,350 --> 01:57:45,679 and and pick up 2855 01:57:50,629 --> 01:57:49,360 and continue okay so uh you know i'm 2856 01:57:52,950 --> 01:57:50,639 i'm sitting in my room and all of a 2857 01:57:54,470 --> 01:57:52,960 sudden my heart starts pounding 2858 01:57:56,390 --> 01:57:54,480 right and it's kind of like that 2859 01:57:57,350 --> 01:57:56,400 pounding you get when you have this rush 2860 01:58:00,149 --> 01:57:57,360 of adrenaline 2861 01:58:01,189 --> 01:58:00,159 but i felt no adrenaline it was just 2862 01:58:03,510 --> 01:58:01,199 pounding i thought oh 2863 01:58:05,189 --> 01:58:03,520 this maybe this is a blood clots coming 2864 01:58:07,270 --> 01:58:05,199 back you know and i 2865 01:58:08,790 --> 01:58:07,280 i just decided to sit down and see if it 2866 01:58:11,430 --> 01:58:08,800 would just go away 2867 01:58:12,149 --> 01:58:11,440 and then i start to feel this powerful 2868 01:58:15,510 --> 01:58:12,159 urge 2869 01:58:19,350 --> 01:58:15,520 to get in my car and drive 2870 01:58:21,830 --> 01:58:19,360 and i had never felt the urge or the 2871 01:58:22,629 --> 01:58:21,840 i was never felt compelled to drive 2872 01:58:25,109 --> 01:58:22,639 before 2873 01:58:26,550 --> 01:58:25,119 like this you know i thought this is 2874 01:58:29,830 --> 01:58:26,560 it's kind of strange 2875 01:58:31,189 --> 01:58:29,840 you know so i i decide to give into it 2876 01:58:33,189 --> 01:58:31,199 you know when i go downstairs my 2877 01:58:36,550 --> 01:58:33,199 roommate has gone to bed by then 2878 01:58:37,830 --> 01:58:36,560 and i get in my car it's a three-point 2879 01:58:39,669 --> 01:58:37,840 turn to get out of the driveway 2880 01:58:42,149 --> 01:58:39,679 back into the first point and i think to 2881 01:58:45,510 --> 01:58:42,159 myself you know i can't 2882 01:58:48,070 --> 01:58:45,520 i can't do this for my own sanity uh 2883 01:58:49,589 --> 01:58:48,080 this is gonna taking me on this wild 2884 01:58:50,629 --> 01:58:49,599 goose chase in the middle of night i 2885 01:58:53,830 --> 01:58:50,639 can't do this 2886 01:58:54,550 --> 01:58:53,840 and so i decided okay let's take our 2887 01:58:57,030 --> 01:58:54,560 break 2888 01:58:57,990 --> 01:58:57,040 right here how's that all right let's 2889 01:59:02,070 --> 01:58:58,000 take our break 2890 01:59:03,669 --> 01:59:02,080 right here yeah this is the perfect spot 2891 01:59:05,109 --> 01:59:03,679 this is fade to black i am your host 2892 01:59:05,910 --> 01:59:05,119 jimmy 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why fade to black because you never got 2973 02:02:39,669 --> 02:02:35,360 that pony 2974 02:02:44,229 --> 02:02:41,910 this is fade to black with jimmy church 2975 02:03:01,030 --> 02:02:44,239 on the game changer radio network 2976 02:03:02,870 --> 02:03:01,040 and kgra the global radio alliance 2977 02:03:04,390 --> 02:03:02,880 welcome back fade to black i am your 2978 02:03:06,229 --> 02:03:04,400 host jimmy church our guest tonight 2979 02:03:09,830 --> 02:03:06,239 matthew roberts 2980 02:03:10,470 --> 02:03:09,840 and uh before we move on uh i want to 2981 02:03:11,990 --> 02:03:10,480 say 2982 02:03:14,310 --> 02:03:12,000 uh that our thoughts and prayers are 2983 02:03:16,709 --> 02:03:14,320 with everybody in boulder colorado 2984 02:03:17,510 --> 02:03:16,719 and uh the the mass shooting that 2985 02:03:21,109 --> 02:03:17,520 happened there 2986 02:03:24,070 --> 02:03:21,119 earlier today we have a a very very 2987 02:03:25,589 --> 02:03:24,080 large audience and family uh in boulder 2988 02:03:27,669 --> 02:03:25,599 and denver 2989 02:03:29,109 --> 02:03:27,679 and uh again our thoughts and prayers 2990 02:03:31,669 --> 02:03:29,119 are with everybody out there 2991 02:03:33,510 --> 02:03:31,679 and uh we'll talk more about this uh 2992 02:03:36,629 --> 02:03:33,520 tomorrow night on this show 2993 02:03:38,550 --> 02:03:36,639 okay all right our guest tonight matthew 2994 02:03:41,910 --> 02:03:38,560 roberts and you know um 2995 02:03:42,870 --> 02:03:41,920 uh matt let me say this uh it's it's my 2996 02:03:46,550 --> 02:03:42,880 job 2997 02:03:49,350 --> 02:03:46,560 uh it's my gig to be uh 2998 02:03:49,750 --> 02:03:49,360 a radio host and and other things that 2999 02:03:51,669 --> 02:03:49,760 come 3000 02:03:53,430 --> 02:03:51,679 along with that television and film and 3001 02:03:56,870 --> 02:03:53,440 stuff but 3002 02:04:00,310 --> 02:03:56,880 my show's live and 3003 02:04:03,350 --> 02:04:00,320 i have been a part of 3004 02:04:06,550 --> 02:04:03,360 so many uh tragic breaking stories 3005 02:04:09,189 --> 02:04:06,560 over the years and it's it 3006 02:04:09,669 --> 02:04:09,199 it affects me emotionally you know and 3007 02:04:12,310 --> 02:04:09,679 and i 3008 02:04:13,830 --> 02:04:12,320 you know i've got to be professional we 3009 02:04:15,030 --> 02:04:13,840 were talking about this earlier right 3010 02:04:16,790 --> 02:04:15,040 there's some things you just got to put 3011 02:04:19,030 --> 02:04:16,800 in a box put it on the shelf 3012 02:04:20,149 --> 02:04:19,040 and and you've got to do your thing but 3013 02:04:24,709 --> 02:04:20,159 but stuff like this 3014 02:04:27,830 --> 02:04:24,719 affects me and i have so many uh uh 3015 02:04:29,189 --> 02:04:27,840 uh friends in in that area that are 3016 02:04:30,709 --> 02:04:29,199 going through this right now so i just 3017 02:04:33,510 --> 02:04:30,719 want to let everybody know 3018 02:04:33,830 --> 02:04:33,520 i'm right there with you uh everybody 3019 02:04:38,870 --> 02:04:33,840 here 3020 02:04:40,790 --> 02:04:38,880 and we will talk more about this 3021 02:04:44,149 --> 02:04:40,800 tomorrow night on the show 3022 02:04:47,910 --> 02:04:44,159 now going back uh 3023 02:04:49,350 --> 02:04:47,920 to this evening let's let's do a slight 3024 02:04:52,390 --> 02:04:49,360 recap here 3025 02:04:55,270 --> 02:04:52,400 um you do a drive 3026 02:04:56,870 --> 02:04:55,280 an hour there hour back he had to sign 3027 02:04:58,790 --> 02:04:56,880 some paperwork for the navy 3028 02:05:00,390 --> 02:04:58,800 you come back home a couple of strange 3029 02:05:01,830 --> 02:05:00,400 coincidences happen you were thinking 3030 02:05:03,350 --> 02:05:01,840 about looking at mufon 3031 02:05:05,430 --> 02:05:03,360 you get a hatchback that pulls in front 3032 02:05:06,629 --> 02:05:05,440 of you it's got a mufon maryland chapter 3033 02:05:10,310 --> 02:05:06,639 sticker on the back 3034 02:05:12,790 --> 02:05:10,320 strange hobby lobby strange you get home 3035 02:05:13,510 --> 02:05:12,800 roommate mentions hobby lobby he doesn't 3036 02:05:17,109 --> 02:05:13,520 know 3037 02:05:19,910 --> 02:05:17,119 going on in your mind 3038 02:05:20,709 --> 02:05:19,920 in your drive i find that strange you go 3039 02:05:24,069 --> 02:05:20,719 upstairs 3040 02:05:25,350 --> 02:05:24,079 you get this anticipation this 3041 02:05:28,950 --> 02:05:25,360 adrenaline rush 3042 02:05:31,510 --> 02:05:28,960 you need to drive your car 3043 02:05:34,790 --> 02:05:31,520 you just went on a two-hour drive right 3044 02:05:36,870 --> 02:05:34,800 it's the last thing on your mind is to 3045 02:05:40,390 --> 02:05:36,880 go back out and jump in the car 3046 02:05:43,910 --> 02:05:40,400 were you in your pjs did you get dressed 3047 02:05:44,550 --> 02:05:43,920 uh yeah i did i i i i was in my pjs but 3048 02:05:47,669 --> 02:05:44,560 i did get 3049 02:05:50,470 --> 02:05:47,679 dressed again and head back out um 3050 02:05:52,229 --> 02:05:50,480 so you know i i get in my truck i do the 3051 02:05:53,589 --> 02:05:52,239 first point of the three-point turn to 3052 02:05:55,189 --> 02:05:53,599 get out of the driveway and i'm sitting 3053 02:05:55,990 --> 02:05:55,199 there and i thought you know you have 3054 02:05:59,750 --> 02:05:56,000 just lost 3055 02:06:00,870 --> 02:05:59,760 your mind uh this is a wild goose chase 3056 02:06:02,149 --> 02:06:00,880 in the middle of night 3057 02:06:04,550 --> 02:06:02,159 you've been reading about all these 3058 02:06:08,069 --> 02:06:04,560 crazy valet 3059 02:06:09,350 --> 02:06:08,079 uh abduction stories um and it's really 3060 02:06:12,470 --> 02:06:09,360 getting to you 3061 02:06:15,669 --> 02:06:12,480 you need to just put this to bed um 3062 02:06:18,550 --> 02:06:15,679 so i decide you know i'm just going to 3063 02:06:20,629 --> 02:06:18,560 pull into my spot in the driveway and 3064 02:06:23,430 --> 02:06:20,639 forget about this i'm going to bed 3065 02:06:24,149 --> 02:06:23,440 you know for my own sanity i can't i 3066 02:06:25,510 --> 02:06:24,159 can't do this 3067 02:06:27,830 --> 02:06:25,520 i'm going to wind up in a straight 3068 02:06:31,109 --> 02:06:27,840 jacket if i follow this 3069 02:06:34,470 --> 02:06:31,119 so i at just that moment 3070 02:06:37,589 --> 02:06:34,480 uh all of the sudden i felt 3071 02:06:40,310 --> 02:06:37,599 this electrocution i guess 3072 02:06:41,350 --> 02:06:40,320 uh shoot through my body um you know 3073 02:06:43,350 --> 02:06:41,360 when you touch a 3074 02:06:44,550 --> 02:06:43,360 like a live electrical wire and you feel 3075 02:06:49,030 --> 02:06:44,560 that buzzing 3076 02:06:52,790 --> 02:06:49,040 i try not to do it often yeah but i have 3077 02:06:59,669 --> 02:06:56,229 so i i feel this buzzing uh and 3078 02:07:02,709 --> 02:06:59,679 all of the sudden my leg is 3079 02:07:03,350 --> 02:07:02,719 uh you know slamming on the accelerator 3080 02:07:05,270 --> 02:07:03,360 and my 3081 02:07:06,390 --> 02:07:05,280 hands are turning the wheels toward the 3082 02:07:09,350 --> 02:07:06,400 road 3083 02:07:11,270 --> 02:07:09,360 and at this point and and then the 3084 02:07:13,830 --> 02:07:11,280 buzzing stops and i slammed on the 3085 02:07:16,709 --> 02:07:13,840 brakes and i thought 3086 02:07:17,589 --> 02:07:16,719 uh i was in a panic i at this point i'm 3087 02:07:20,069 --> 02:07:17,599 panicking 3088 02:07:20,950 --> 02:07:20,079 uh because i know that this is not in my 3089 02:07:24,830 --> 02:07:20,960 head now 3090 02:07:28,550 --> 02:07:24,840 i induce a lot of feelings in myself but 3091 02:07:31,750 --> 02:07:28,560 never the feeling of being electrocuted 3092 02:07:35,430 --> 02:07:31,760 um so i 3093 02:07:38,470 --> 02:07:35,440 i did you feel at this point going back 3094 02:07:44,470 --> 02:07:38,480 from the when you were in your bedroom 3095 02:07:47,669 --> 02:07:46,870 yeah well i mean with the electrocution 3096 02:07:51,830 --> 02:07:47,679 that was 3097 02:07:54,390 --> 02:07:51,840 definitely uh that became obvious to me 3098 02:07:55,589 --> 02:07:54,400 right that that i was not in control of 3099 02:07:57,430 --> 02:07:55,599 whatever was happening 3100 02:07:59,669 --> 02:07:57,440 and and this wanted me to leave the 3101 02:08:02,390 --> 02:07:59,679 house right right right now 3102 02:08:03,350 --> 02:08:02,400 you know and so i started to feel this 3103 02:08:06,709 --> 02:08:03,360 sense of 3104 02:08:09,270 --> 02:08:06,719 extreme urgency also and so 3105 02:08:10,390 --> 02:08:09,280 you know i'm panicking i start crying a 3106 02:08:13,189 --> 02:08:10,400 little bit because i 3107 02:08:15,270 --> 02:08:13,199 this is just this is the craziest thing 3108 02:08:18,390 --> 02:08:15,280 that's ever happened to me 3109 02:08:19,510 --> 02:08:18,400 uh and so i said okay 3110 02:08:21,669 --> 02:08:19,520 you know and i didn't want to get 3111 02:08:21,990 --> 02:08:21,679 shocked again so i said okay i'm just 3112 02:08:25,030 --> 02:08:22,000 gonna 3113 02:08:27,990 --> 02:08:25,040 drive you know and so i i 3114 02:08:30,629 --> 02:08:28,000 head out and i drive down the road i i 3115 02:08:32,310 --> 02:08:30,639 figured i'd drive back down south 3116 02:08:33,990 --> 02:08:32,320 uh down the five because i had been 3117 02:08:37,189 --> 02:08:34,000 there earlier 3118 02:08:38,310 --> 02:08:37,199 so i stopped at this gas station to grab 3119 02:08:42,229 --> 02:08:38,320 a drink 3120 02:08:45,109 --> 02:08:42,239 um and i park in front of the 3121 02:08:47,990 --> 02:08:45,119 at one of the pumps and uh this feeling 3122 02:08:51,030 --> 02:08:48,000 washes over me 3123 02:08:53,350 --> 02:08:51,040 that uh you know whatever i was made 3124 02:08:55,830 --> 02:08:53,360 to leave the house for was gonna happen 3125 02:08:59,750 --> 02:08:55,840 right here at this gas station 3126 02:09:01,430 --> 02:08:59,760 um and i started panicking i was like 3127 02:09:03,510 --> 02:09:01,440 you know what's gonna happen here 3128 02:09:05,109 --> 02:09:03,520 what am i supposed to die here is 3129 02:09:06,629 --> 02:09:05,119 somebody going to start shooting what is 3130 02:09:10,790 --> 02:09:06,639 this 3131 02:09:12,550 --> 02:09:10,800 you know so i i start scanning 3132 02:09:14,709 --> 02:09:12,560 you know the front of the store to see 3133 02:09:15,510 --> 02:09:14,719 what am i supposed what's supposed to 3134 02:09:18,069 --> 02:09:15,520 happen here 3135 02:09:19,510 --> 02:09:18,079 and then i saw it it was this it was 3136 02:09:21,910 --> 02:09:19,520 very out of place 3137 02:09:24,550 --> 02:09:21,920 i mean it's almost midnight you know on 3138 02:09:27,189 --> 02:09:24,560 like a thursday night 3139 02:09:29,430 --> 02:09:27,199 at a gas station near the freeway in not 3140 02:09:33,030 --> 02:09:29,440 the best part of town 3141 02:09:35,430 --> 02:09:33,040 so there was this homeless man 3142 02:09:36,629 --> 02:09:35,440 sitting at a table out front eating with 3143 02:09:40,149 --> 02:09:36,639 these two women 3144 02:09:43,270 --> 02:09:40,159 dressed to the nines 3145 02:09:47,430 --> 02:09:43,280 in professional business attire 3146 02:09:49,189 --> 02:09:47,440 and it seemed incredibly out of place 3147 02:09:50,550 --> 02:09:49,199 and so then this feeling washes over me 3148 02:09:52,470 --> 02:09:50,560 that i'm supposed to hear what they're 3149 02:09:55,270 --> 02:09:52,480 talking about 3150 02:09:55,990 --> 02:09:55,280 and so i am kind of reluctant to get out 3151 02:09:59,189 --> 02:09:56,000 of the car 3152 02:10:02,950 --> 02:09:59,199 i'm panicked uh and i hear this voice 3153 02:10:06,550 --> 02:10:02,960 say get out like 3154 02:10:10,069 --> 02:10:06,560 like it's angry with me you know 3155 02:10:12,550 --> 02:10:10,079 and so i uh 3156 02:10:13,270 --> 02:10:12,560 i um got out of the car you know i'm 3157 02:10:16,629 --> 02:10:13,280 trying to 3158 02:10:20,229 --> 02:10:16,639 compose myself as i'm walking across 3159 02:10:22,870 --> 02:10:20,239 the parking lot um 3160 02:10:23,589 --> 02:10:22,880 and uh i get closer i can see more 3161 02:10:26,149 --> 02:10:23,599 detail 3162 02:10:27,430 --> 02:10:26,159 this woman's wearing a tennis diamond 3163 02:10:29,109 --> 02:10:27,440 tennis bracelet 3164 02:10:31,350 --> 02:10:29,119 and yet they're sitting here eating with 3165 02:10:32,069 --> 02:10:31,360 this filthy homeless man he had grass in 3166 02:10:35,510 --> 02:10:32,079 his hair 3167 02:10:37,430 --> 02:10:35,520 he was covered in dirt his jeans were 3168 02:10:40,470 --> 02:10:37,440 shredded around his ankles 3169 02:10:42,069 --> 02:10:40,480 and just as i was passing them one of 3170 02:10:44,550 --> 02:10:42,079 the women held up her hand and pointed 3171 02:10:47,109 --> 02:10:44,560 at the homeless man and she said you see 3172 02:10:49,350 --> 02:10:47,119 uh there is no such thing as coincidence 3173 02:10:51,430 --> 02:10:49,360 everything happens for a reason 3174 02:10:52,870 --> 02:10:51,440 i nev i never sit at places like this 3175 02:10:55,270 --> 02:10:52,880 but something told me to sit here 3176 02:10:58,149 --> 02:10:55,280 tonight 3177 02:10:59,750 --> 02:10:58,159 and uh so with that i just entered the 3178 02:11:01,030 --> 02:10:59,760 store and i was like i can't believe 3179 02:11:03,430 --> 02:11:01,040 this is happening 3180 02:11:05,589 --> 02:11:03,440 you know uh that is exactly what that 3181 02:11:06,790 --> 02:11:05,599 book said last night 3182 02:11:09,510 --> 02:11:06,800 that there's no such thing as 3183 02:11:12,629 --> 02:11:09,520 coincidence and yet here 3184 02:11:15,669 --> 02:11:12,639 it was being demonstrated for me 3185 02:11:18,870 --> 02:11:15,679 you know um so i 3186 02:11:20,390 --> 02:11:18,880 knew immediately that okay well i've got 3187 02:11:24,069 --> 02:11:20,400 to read this book 3188 02:11:25,990 --> 02:11:24,079 so i i i 3189 02:11:27,270 --> 02:11:26,000 got my drink i left the store and i 3190 02:11:29,430 --> 02:11:27,280 thought to myself should i 3191 02:11:30,629 --> 02:11:29,440 stop and see what else they're talking 3192 02:11:32,790 --> 02:11:30,639 about 3193 02:11:34,950 --> 02:11:32,800 you know and when i left the store they 3194 02:11:40,069 --> 02:11:34,960 were talking about god 3195 02:11:47,030 --> 02:11:43,669 sorry it's okay man it's all right 3196 02:11:49,189 --> 02:11:47,040 so i you know in my in my ignorance i 3197 02:11:50,709 --> 02:11:49,199 said you know i'm i'm an atheist i don't 3198 02:11:53,830 --> 02:11:50,719 believe any of that 3199 02:11:55,669 --> 02:11:53,840 you said 3200 02:11:57,910 --> 02:11:55,679 well i didn't say that to them i this is 3201 02:11:59,589 --> 02:11:57,920 what i mean you said that to yourself 3202 02:12:00,950 --> 02:11:59,599 okay yeah yeah and so i said 3203 02:12:02,629 --> 02:12:00,960 that's not a part that's not a 3204 02:12:04,069 --> 02:12:02,639 conversation i want to be a part of i 3205 02:12:07,109 --> 02:12:04,079 don't i don't believe in that 3206 02:12:10,149 --> 02:12:07,119 you know uh so 3207 02:12:10,790 --> 02:12:10,159 i you know went home uh i woke up the 3208 02:12:12,790 --> 02:12:10,800 next 3209 02:12:14,629 --> 02:12:12,800 day went to work and when i got home i 3210 02:12:18,149 --> 02:12:14,639 read the book 3211 02:12:21,189 --> 02:12:18,159 and uh it was incredible 3212 02:12:22,629 --> 02:12:21,199 um so this book is called the caballian 3213 02:12:24,870 --> 02:12:22,639 by the three initiates 3214 02:12:26,550 --> 02:12:24,880 if you haven't i mean and that's 3215 02:12:29,750 --> 02:12:26,560 obviously the title of my book 3216 02:12:30,229 --> 02:12:29,760 initiated because a lot of this has to 3217 02:12:33,510 --> 02:12:30,239 do 3218 02:12:36,629 --> 02:12:33,520 with initiation i i 3219 02:12:39,270 --> 02:12:36,639 went through my 3220 02:12:40,229 --> 02:12:39,280 this is the overarching kind of theme of 3221 02:12:43,709 --> 02:12:40,239 this whole thing 3222 02:12:46,709 --> 02:12:43,719 is that there is this personal 3223 02:12:49,830 --> 02:12:46,719 transformation that 3224 02:12:51,430 --> 02:12:49,840 people go through uh 3225 02:12:53,030 --> 02:12:51,440 that will bring them into higher 3226 02:12:55,350 --> 02:12:53,040 consciousness 3227 02:12:56,629 --> 02:12:55,360 and it's it's a type of initiation 3228 02:12:59,990 --> 02:12:56,639 experience 3229 02:13:04,229 --> 02:13:00,000 and and that is what 3230 02:13:07,430 --> 02:13:04,239 all of this was about for me uh 3231 02:13:09,750 --> 02:13:07,440 and so within this transformation you 3232 02:13:14,430 --> 02:13:09,760 kind of transcend what we would call 3233 02:13:18,069 --> 02:13:14,440 the human condition and in fact this 3234 02:13:20,069 --> 02:13:18,079 experience that i went through 3235 02:13:21,750 --> 02:13:20,079 is the basis of all the world's 3236 02:13:25,510 --> 02:13:21,760 religions 3237 02:13:28,830 --> 02:13:25,520 and that was what i discovered um 3238 02:13:29,990 --> 02:13:28,840 and that was why i wrote this book 3239 02:13:35,189 --> 02:13:30,000 initiated 3240 02:13:38,470 --> 02:13:35,199 um the so i read this book several times 3241 02:13:41,430 --> 02:13:38,480 uh and i 3242 02:13:43,270 --> 02:13:41,440 thought you know okay i kind of got it 3243 02:13:45,189 --> 02:13:43,280 it made me feel a little uncomfortable 3244 02:13:46,629 --> 02:13:45,199 because it starts talking about things 3245 02:13:48,229 --> 02:13:46,639 like you know you can think of the 3246 02:13:51,589 --> 02:13:48,239 universe as 3247 02:13:55,589 --> 02:13:51,599 a mental creation and we are all 3248 02:13:58,470 --> 02:13:55,599 characters in a play of the one creator 3249 02:14:01,510 --> 02:13:58,480 and we are just extensions of that 3250 02:14:03,510 --> 02:14:01,520 singular consciousness 3251 02:14:04,950 --> 02:14:03,520 and i thought you know that is that 3252 02:14:07,910 --> 02:14:04,960 sounds crazy 3253 02:14:09,109 --> 02:14:07,920 um it was not something that i ascribed 3254 02:14:11,669 --> 02:14:09,119 to before 3255 02:14:12,550 --> 02:14:11,679 and i thought to myself how can someone 3256 02:14:14,790 --> 02:14:12,560 in this book 3257 02:14:15,669 --> 02:14:14,800 make that statement you know how could 3258 02:14:20,229 --> 02:14:15,679 you even ever 3259 02:14:22,629 --> 02:14:20,239 know that it's impossible you know 3260 02:14:23,350 --> 02:14:22,639 so uh you know the experiences 3261 02:14:25,510 --> 02:14:23,360 progressed 3262 02:14:26,550 --> 02:14:25,520 i i read the book several times and i 3263 02:14:29,109 --> 02:14:26,560 thought okay well 3264 02:14:30,790 --> 02:14:29,119 you know if this is something that is 3265 02:14:33,910 --> 02:14:30,800 going to teach me 3266 02:14:36,149 --> 02:14:33,920 i am ready for my next lesson i am ready 3267 02:14:38,390 --> 02:14:36,159 to learn 3268 02:14:40,149 --> 02:14:38,400 and uh nothing could have been farther 3269 02:14:43,109 --> 02:14:40,159 from the truth i was not 3270 02:14:44,870 --> 02:14:43,119 prepared in any way for what happened to 3271 02:14:48,550 --> 02:14:44,880 me next 3272 02:14:53,350 --> 02:14:52,160 i was laying in bed asleep one night 3273 02:14:56,550 --> 02:14:53,360 [Music] 3274 02:15:00,790 --> 02:14:56,560 and i felt something grab my arm 3275 02:15:02,790 --> 02:15:00,800 uh i woke up i was i woke up on my back 3276 02:15:04,790 --> 02:15:02,800 which i don't sleep on my back so that 3277 02:15:08,390 --> 02:15:04,800 was odd 3278 02:15:11,350 --> 02:15:08,400 and i'm looking at my room as i'm 3279 02:15:11,990 --> 02:15:11,360 starting to wake up and uh all of a 3280 02:15:14,310 --> 02:15:12,000 sudden 3281 02:15:15,669 --> 02:15:14,320 you know things start to get blurry in 3282 02:15:17,910 --> 02:15:15,679 my vision so i 3283 02:15:20,229 --> 02:15:17,920 went to try and lift my hand to my face 3284 02:15:22,390 --> 02:15:20,239 to wipe the sleep out of my eyes 3285 02:15:23,990 --> 02:15:22,400 and i realized i couldn't move same 3286 02:15:28,550 --> 02:15:24,000 house in maryland 3287 02:15:33,030 --> 02:15:28,560 yes okay okay yeah this was this was 3288 02:15:36,229 --> 02:15:33,040 fairly close to the the in time to the 3289 02:15:40,470 --> 02:15:36,239 the gas station yeah so i 3290 02:15:41,669 --> 02:15:40,480 uh i my vision's going blurry i can't 3291 02:15:43,030 --> 02:15:41,679 move and then i 3292 02:15:45,510 --> 02:15:43,040 remember there's somebody grabbing my 3293 02:15:46,229 --> 02:15:45,520 arm and i can still feel this hand on my 3294 02:15:49,109 --> 02:15:46,239 arm 3295 02:15:50,229 --> 02:15:49,119 so i fight you know to kind of turn my 3296 02:15:53,350 --> 02:15:50,239 head to the right 3297 02:15:56,790 --> 02:15:53,360 to see who's standing over me 3298 02:15:59,910 --> 02:15:56,800 and i see this uh outline 3299 02:16:02,709 --> 02:15:59,920 of a by the by this time 3300 02:16:03,350 --> 02:16:02,719 everything is a blur right i can hardly 3301 02:16:10,229 --> 02:16:03,360 see 3302 02:16:11,350 --> 02:16:10,239 two arms and a head standing over me 3303 02:16:14,550 --> 02:16:11,360 kind of 3304 02:16:16,950 --> 02:16:14,560 in my face uh 3305 02:16:17,750 --> 02:16:16,960 and i the odd thing is that i was not 3306 02:16:20,229 --> 02:16:17,760 afraid 3307 02:16:21,109 --> 02:16:20,239 i for whatever reason and it even 3308 02:16:22,629 --> 02:16:21,119 occurred to me that 3309 02:16:24,790 --> 02:16:22,639 i should be afraid that there's someone 3310 02:16:28,790 --> 02:16:24,800 in my room right now but i'm not 3311 02:16:31,510 --> 02:16:28,800 you know and i don't know why uh 3312 02:16:32,870 --> 02:16:31,520 so i i'm looking at this and then all of 3313 02:16:37,429 --> 02:16:32,880 the sudden 3314 02:16:41,110 --> 02:16:37,439 uh this light starts to light on light 3315 02:16:43,910 --> 02:16:41,120 from behind this entity standing over me 3316 02:16:44,790 --> 02:16:43,920 and then all of a sudden this light gets 3317 02:16:46,549 --> 02:16:44,800 so bright 3318 02:16:49,110 --> 02:16:46,559 it's like blinding and then all of a 3319 02:16:50,389 --> 02:16:49,120 sudden it concentrates into these rays 3320 02:16:54,070 --> 02:16:50,399 of golden light coming 3321 02:16:55,990 --> 02:16:54,080 out of the head of this thing standing 3322 02:16:59,910 --> 02:16:56,000 over me 3323 02:17:00,629 --> 02:16:59,920 and i thought to myself what is going on 3324 02:17:04,709 --> 02:17:00,639 you know 3325 02:17:07,349 --> 02:17:04,719 and uh then all of a sudden this face 3326 02:17:08,549 --> 02:17:07,359 this image of a face appears over this 3327 02:17:10,230 --> 02:17:08,559 entity 3328 02:17:13,429 --> 02:17:10,240 and it starts flipping through different 3329 02:17:15,990 --> 02:17:13,439 pictures of people that i know 3330 02:17:17,429 --> 02:17:16,000 and uh all of the sudden it lands on a 3331 02:17:21,509 --> 02:17:17,439 picture 3332 02:17:23,509 --> 02:17:21,519 of an ex of mine from 20 years ago 3333 02:17:24,629 --> 02:17:23,519 and i thought well this is weird that's 3334 02:17:26,950 --> 02:17:24,639 weird 3335 02:17:27,990 --> 02:17:26,960 yeah so i start to lose consciousness 3336 02:17:29,830 --> 02:17:28,000 again and i can 3337 02:17:31,750 --> 02:17:29,840 as i'm starting to lose consciousness i 3338 02:17:35,349 --> 02:17:31,760 can feel this 3339 02:17:38,469 --> 02:17:35,359 entity is crawling into bed with me 3340 02:17:40,389 --> 02:17:38,479 and then i start having this um you know 3341 02:17:43,669 --> 02:17:40,399 it was a sexual dream 3342 02:17:45,910 --> 02:17:43,679 with me and my ex from 20 years ago 3343 02:17:46,950 --> 02:17:45,920 it was just me and my ex and we were 3344 02:17:49,190 --> 02:17:46,960 surrounded by 3345 02:17:50,709 --> 02:17:49,200 absolutely nothing there was just pitch 3346 02:17:52,629 --> 02:17:50,719 black everything else was just 3347 02:17:54,469 --> 02:17:52,639 pitch black there was nothing else 3348 02:17:57,669 --> 02:17:54,479 around us 3349 02:17:58,709 --> 02:17:57,679 and so i it was such a everything felt 3350 02:18:00,790 --> 02:17:58,719 so real 3351 02:18:02,549 --> 02:18:00,800 you know and then i opened my eyes and 3352 02:18:05,750 --> 02:18:02,559 i'm back in my room 3353 02:18:08,950 --> 02:18:05,760 and i can see that there is this female 3354 02:18:13,509 --> 02:18:08,960 on top of me uh 3355 02:18:16,309 --> 02:18:13,519 and she has blue skin 3356 02:18:17,030 --> 02:18:16,319 um and my hands are on her thighs and 3357 02:18:20,070 --> 02:18:17,040 her skin 3358 02:18:23,349 --> 02:18:20,080 is much thicker and 3359 02:18:25,429 --> 02:18:23,359 tighter and smoother than you 3360 02:18:28,230 --> 02:18:25,439 it was unlike anything i'd ever felt 3361 02:18:31,270 --> 02:18:28,240 before you know it clearly 3362 02:18:34,230 --> 02:18:31,280 was not human skin now at this point 3363 02:18:35,830 --> 02:18:34,240 are you thinking dream or this is 3364 02:18:37,990 --> 02:18:35,840 reality 3365 02:18:39,910 --> 02:18:38,000 no i'm thinking that i was having this 3366 02:18:42,070 --> 02:18:39,920 dream with me and my ex 3367 02:18:43,349 --> 02:18:42,080 and now this is reality i'm waking up 3368 02:18:46,950 --> 02:18:43,359 and back in my room 3369 02:18:48,469 --> 02:18:46,960 right right right uh so everything was 3370 02:18:50,950 --> 02:18:48,479 tactile 3371 02:18:52,950 --> 02:18:50,960 yeah yeah i knew i knew i was conscious 3372 02:18:55,589 --> 02:18:52,960 i knew that this was really happening 3373 02:18:57,830 --> 02:18:55,599 and i'm looking at her and i'm trying to 3374 02:18:58,309 --> 02:18:57,840 scan up and see what her face looks like 3375 02:19:01,429 --> 02:18:58,319 and i 3376 02:19:03,190 --> 02:19:01,439 it just is a blur there's it's blurry 3377 02:19:07,030 --> 02:19:03,200 her face is like blurred out of my 3378 02:19:09,830 --> 02:19:07,040 memory i can't see it uh she didn't want 3379 02:19:14,790 --> 02:19:14,150 so i i this happens several times where 3380 02:19:17,349 --> 02:19:14,800 i'm 3381 02:19:18,830 --> 02:19:17,359 in and out of this dream and back in my 3382 02:19:22,150 --> 02:19:18,840 room 3383 02:19:24,070 --> 02:19:22,160 um and so uh 3384 02:19:26,549 --> 02:19:24,080 the last time i fell asleep i and then i 3385 02:19:30,790 --> 02:19:26,559 wake up in my room the next morning 3386 02:19:34,950 --> 02:19:30,800 you know and when i woke up i was just 3387 02:19:36,469 --> 02:19:34,960 thinking to myself what just happened 3388 02:19:38,709 --> 02:19:36,479 i thought there must have been some 3389 02:19:42,629 --> 02:19:38,719 craft in the backyard 3390 02:19:45,190 --> 02:19:42,639 uh um this was real this was not a dream 3391 02:19:46,790 --> 02:19:45,200 um because i you know when you dream you 3392 02:19:49,990 --> 02:19:46,800 can't feel things like skin 3393 02:19:51,670 --> 02:19:50,000 texture and things like that um so this 3394 02:19:53,349 --> 02:19:51,680 was not something 3395 02:19:54,790 --> 02:19:53,359 i knew that this was this this had 3396 02:19:58,870 --> 02:19:54,800 really happened 3397 02:20:01,270 --> 02:19:58,880 in my room uh and 3398 02:20:02,309 --> 02:20:01,280 so you know it was i went down in my 3399 02:20:05,349 --> 02:20:02,319 truck i 3400 02:20:08,469 --> 02:20:05,359 started dry heaving um 3401 02:20:09,830 --> 02:20:08,479 i was devastated because i wanted to 3402 02:20:13,190 --> 02:20:09,840 understand all of this 3403 02:20:17,190 --> 02:20:13,200 and here i was i was just basically 3404 02:20:19,510 --> 02:20:17,200 raped you know um 3405 02:20:20,550 --> 02:20:19,520 and so that was difficult uh that was 3406 02:20:30,070 --> 02:20:20,560 difficult 3407 02:20:33,270 --> 02:20:30,080 didn't tell anybody 3408 02:20:34,309 --> 02:20:33,280 um i didn't even tell my brother why why 3409 02:20:36,950 --> 02:20:34,319 would you 3410 02:20:37,670 --> 02:20:36,960 right yeah right i mean i i just thought 3411 02:20:39,190 --> 02:20:37,680 you know 3412 02:20:41,830 --> 02:20:39,200 if i tell anybody about this they're 3413 02:20:45,030 --> 02:20:41,840 gonna just i'm gonna get locked up in a 3414 02:20:45,270 --> 02:20:45,040 in a straight jacket you know but i mean 3415 02:20:49,110 --> 02:20:45,280 i 3416 02:20:51,830 --> 02:20:49,120 got so heavy 3417 02:20:53,270 --> 02:20:51,840 that i i had to talk to someone about it 3418 02:20:56,950 --> 02:20:53,280 so 3419 02:21:00,950 --> 02:20:56,960 i talked to my brother you know and he 3420 02:21:03,590 --> 02:21:00,960 he seemed to be very receptive 3421 02:21:05,030 --> 02:21:03,600 and uh he didn't disbelieve me he 3422 02:21:06,630 --> 02:21:05,040 thought 3423 02:21:08,389 --> 02:21:06,640 you know i was kind of in a panic the 3424 02:21:10,550 --> 02:21:08,399 day that i called him there were other 3425 02:21:12,150 --> 02:21:10,560 crazy paranormal things happening i 3426 02:21:14,550 --> 02:21:12,160 would wake up 3427 02:21:15,830 --> 02:21:14,560 in the middle of the night to either 3428 02:21:18,550 --> 02:21:15,840 from a nightmare 3429 02:21:20,710 --> 02:21:18,560 or you know i would hear like a woman 3430 02:21:23,670 --> 02:21:20,720 screaming in my house 3431 02:21:24,150 --> 02:21:23,680 and that would wake me up i would wake 3432 02:21:28,389 --> 02:21:24,160 up in 3433 02:21:31,590 --> 02:21:28,399 pools of my own sweat after these night 3434 02:21:36,389 --> 02:21:34,870 so anyway like i i decided to take my 3435 02:21:37,429 --> 02:21:36,399 mind off of this and i went out to my 3436 02:21:39,349 --> 02:21:37,439 truck to call 3437 02:21:40,950 --> 02:21:39,359 a friend of mine and talk about anything 3438 02:21:44,469 --> 02:21:40,960 right anything but this 3439 02:21:46,469 --> 02:21:44,479 um so he wasn't picking up and then i 3440 02:21:47,429 --> 02:21:46,479 felt you know someone push on my cell 3441 02:21:49,590 --> 02:21:47,439 phone with such 3442 02:21:51,670 --> 02:21:49,600 force that i almost dropped it and i 3443 02:21:52,469 --> 02:21:51,680 turned around thinking oh my roommate 3444 02:21:55,510 --> 02:21:52,479 you know he's 3445 02:21:59,270 --> 02:21:55,520 messing around with me so i turn around 3446 02:21:59,280 --> 02:22:07,429 and i just i lost it i 3447 02:22:15,110 --> 02:22:11,030 so i i went upstairs and i probably um 3448 02:22:18,950 --> 02:22:15,120 i sat in a ball and i cried for hours 3449 02:22:20,950 --> 02:22:18,960 um and um 3450 02:22:22,630 --> 02:22:20,960 i went i went back out to my truck later 3451 02:22:23,110 --> 02:22:22,640 that night because i wanted to call my 3452 02:22:24,870 --> 02:22:23,120 brother 3453 02:22:26,550 --> 02:22:24,880 and just talk about this because i 3454 02:22:29,429 --> 02:22:26,560 couldn't handle it anymore 3455 02:22:30,710 --> 02:22:29,439 and uh you know and he said he kind of 3456 02:22:32,630 --> 02:22:30,720 talked me down 3457 02:22:34,469 --> 02:22:32,640 he was like you know there's there's got 3458 02:22:38,309 --> 02:22:34,479 to be something you're missing 3459 02:22:40,630 --> 02:22:38,319 uh something they they don't have this 3460 02:22:41,830 --> 02:22:40,640 exotic technology just so they can come 3461 02:22:44,790 --> 02:22:41,840 and 3462 02:22:46,550 --> 02:22:44,800 scare you you know it's it seems a 3463 02:22:47,510 --> 02:22:46,560 little ridiculous that that would be the 3464 02:22:49,670 --> 02:22:47,520 point of it 3465 02:22:50,710 --> 02:22:49,680 um you know when your brother says 3466 02:22:54,790 --> 02:22:50,720 something like that 3467 02:22:56,870 --> 02:22:54,800 is are you 3468 02:22:59,110 --> 02:22:56,880 dude no you're wrong that's exactly the 3469 02:23:01,670 --> 02:22:59,120 point right 3470 02:23:03,510 --> 02:23:01,680 no i think i think you know in my state 3471 02:23:06,389 --> 02:23:03,520 i wasn't really thinking 3472 02:23:08,150 --> 02:23:06,399 right and so when i started to think 3473 02:23:08,469 --> 02:23:08,160 along his kind of thought lines i was 3474 02:23:10,230 --> 02:23:08,479 like 3475 02:23:12,389 --> 02:23:10,240 you know what he's you're you've got to 3476 02:23:14,309 --> 02:23:12,399 be right right right 3477 02:23:15,910 --> 02:23:14,319 right right that's the only way to keep 3478 02:23:19,510 --> 02:23:15,920 your sanity at this point too 3479 02:23:22,550 --> 02:23:19,520 as well is maybe to agree with him even 3480 02:23:25,110 --> 02:23:22,560 though you know that he's wrong 3481 02:23:27,110 --> 02:23:25,120 and i'm not making light of this this is 3482 02:23:28,070 --> 02:23:27,120 just the situation that you're dealing 3483 02:23:31,270 --> 02:23:28,080 with 3484 02:23:34,870 --> 02:23:31,280 right yeah so um i mean this 3485 02:23:37,750 --> 02:23:34,880 uh i decided to revisit the kabulian 3486 02:23:39,110 --> 02:23:37,760 and to start looking at the other books 3487 02:23:41,670 --> 02:23:39,120 that were written by the same 3488 02:23:43,429 --> 02:23:41,680 author and it turns out this guy william 3489 02:23:46,630 --> 02:23:43,439 walker atkinson published 3490 02:23:48,790 --> 02:23:46,640 some like 105 books yes he did yeah 3491 02:23:51,270 --> 02:23:48,800 under various pen names 3492 02:23:52,710 --> 02:23:51,280 and so i i started reading those you 3493 02:23:56,309 --> 02:23:52,720 know and all the while 3494 02:23:58,630 --> 02:23:56,319 this depression is just getting worse 3495 02:23:59,429 --> 02:23:58,640 you know and and it gets to the point 3496 02:24:02,150 --> 02:23:59,439 that 3497 02:24:03,030 --> 02:24:02,160 i am barely functioning as a human being 3498 02:24:06,230 --> 02:24:03,040 i 3499 02:24:09,030 --> 02:24:06,240 could do was just 3500 02:24:11,349 --> 02:24:09,040 lay on the floor of my bedroom and cry 3501 02:24:15,190 --> 02:24:11,359 like a baby 3502 02:24:18,469 --> 02:24:15,200 the pain was so intense um 3503 02:24:20,150 --> 02:24:18,479 were you seeing um and and by the way i 3504 02:24:21,110 --> 02:24:20,160 already warned you that we're gonna go 3505 02:24:24,309 --> 02:24:21,120 into overtime 3506 02:24:28,070 --> 02:24:24,319 so uh we're gonna continue this 3507 02:24:31,510 --> 02:24:28,080 were you seeing anything in the sky 3508 02:24:32,950 --> 02:24:31,520 uh yeah so that's uh 3509 02:24:35,590 --> 02:24:32,960 that's that's another thing that 3510 02:24:38,950 --> 02:24:35,600 happened i i had gone down 3511 02:24:42,710 --> 02:24:38,960 um to one of my rental properties 3512 02:24:45,510 --> 02:24:42,720 uh down south in virginia 3513 02:24:46,710 --> 02:24:45,520 and uh i was staying there for the 3514 02:24:49,910 --> 02:24:46,720 weekend 3515 02:24:51,670 --> 02:24:49,920 um and as i when i got there i had 3516 02:24:52,150 --> 02:24:51,680 friends in the area so they were there 3517 02:24:55,349 --> 02:24:52,160 kind of 3518 02:24:57,270 --> 02:24:55,359 greeting me or whatever and i i you know 3519 02:24:58,469 --> 02:24:57,280 started taking some stuff in the house 3520 02:24:59,670 --> 02:24:58,479 and i looked up 3521 02:25:02,309 --> 02:24:59,680 one of the things that i left in the 3522 02:25:05,670 --> 02:25:02,319 house was of course my cell phone 3523 02:25:07,349 --> 02:25:05,680 uh so i'm grabbing my last bag out of 3524 02:25:10,469 --> 02:25:07,359 the truck and i look up 3525 02:25:13,670 --> 02:25:10,479 on the horizon and i can see this 3526 02:25:16,150 --> 02:25:13,680 uh like oval shaped 3527 02:25:17,270 --> 02:25:16,160 craft and it looks kind of it's got kind 3528 02:25:20,469 --> 02:25:17,280 of this brownish 3529 02:25:23,590 --> 02:25:20,479 tinge to it and it's just moving 3530 02:25:26,550 --> 02:25:23,600 slowly across the horizon 3531 02:25:28,710 --> 02:25:26,560 and i thought my gosh you know they 3532 02:25:31,270 --> 02:25:28,720 followed me here 3533 02:25:31,750 --> 02:25:31,280 you know and they wanted me to know that 3534 02:25:35,030 --> 02:25:31,760 they 3535 02:25:36,070 --> 02:25:35,040 followed me here now with um with 3536 02:25:39,230 --> 02:25:36,080 everything that you know 3537 02:25:40,790 --> 02:25:39,240 now you're going through these 3538 02:25:43,830 --> 02:25:40,800 experiences 3539 02:25:44,710 --> 02:25:43,840 firsthand but everything that you know 3540 02:25:46,710 --> 02:25:44,720 now 3541 02:25:48,790 --> 02:25:46,720 uh with other experiencers and 3542 02:25:50,710 --> 02:25:48,800 contactees out there 3543 02:25:52,630 --> 02:25:50,720 uh it's pretty comforting to speak to 3544 02:25:54,150 --> 02:25:52,640 others but do you 3545 02:25:57,110 --> 02:25:54,160 were you surprised to find out that 3546 02:25:59,830 --> 02:25:57,120 maybe your story just wasn't that unique 3547 02:26:01,349 --> 02:25:59,840 you know what i mean and i know you 3548 02:26:03,990 --> 02:26:01,359 understand what i'm saying here because 3549 02:26:07,510 --> 02:26:04,000 you get some comfort in that don't you 3550 02:26:09,270 --> 02:26:07,520 yeah that you're not crazy right 3551 02:26:11,030 --> 02:26:09,280 yeah and and that's that's one of the 3552 02:26:13,429 --> 02:26:11,040 big reasons why i knew 3553 02:26:14,389 --> 02:26:13,439 i had to come forward because this is 3554 02:26:17,910 --> 02:26:14,399 real 3555 02:26:21,830 --> 02:26:17,920 you know uh i am not crazy 3556 02:26:25,830 --> 02:26:21,840 and this happened to me um and so 3557 02:26:28,710 --> 02:26:25,840 people need to wake up to that um 3558 02:26:29,990 --> 02:26:28,720 this is and you know that's not to say 3559 02:26:32,230 --> 02:26:30,000 i'm not saying that this is 3560 02:26:33,270 --> 02:26:32,240 evil or anything like that i'm just 3561 02:26:36,870 --> 02:26:33,280 saying that 3562 02:26:38,389 --> 02:26:36,880 this this is a natural part of the 3563 02:26:41,030 --> 02:26:38,399 universe in which we live 3564 02:26:41,670 --> 02:26:41,040 and we should probably get used to it 3565 02:26:45,190 --> 02:26:41,680 you know 3566 02:26:46,550 --> 02:26:45,200 the 3567 02:26:48,710 --> 02:26:46,560 rental properties you're hanging out 3568 02:26:51,110 --> 02:26:48,720 with friends did somebody say so 3569 02:26:55,030 --> 02:26:51,120 uh are you dating and you know and how 3570 02:26:58,469 --> 02:26:57,910 yeah actually i i did not bring it up 3571 02:27:01,990 --> 02:26:58,479 right 3572 02:27:05,910 --> 02:27:02,000 i wasn't talking about 3573 02:27:08,710 --> 02:27:05,920 it to anyone but my brother um so i 3574 02:27:09,030 --> 02:27:08,720 but you know it's funny because this 3575 02:27:13,349 --> 02:27:09,040 this 3576 02:27:17,349 --> 02:27:13,359 when i was down there for the weekend 3577 02:27:19,110 --> 02:27:17,359 i i picked up my cell phone 3578 02:27:20,710 --> 02:27:19,120 one morning and i looked at it and i 3579 02:27:22,790 --> 02:27:20,720 tried to turn it on and 3580 02:27:24,630 --> 02:27:22,800 i was getting like this blue screen of 3581 02:27:27,990 --> 02:27:24,640 death it wasn't working 3582 02:27:29,590 --> 02:27:28,000 so i grabbed my tablet and i tried to 3583 02:27:31,590 --> 02:27:29,600 turn it on and get it to work 3584 02:27:32,500 --> 02:27:31,600 it was also giving me a blue screen of 3585 02:27:33,990 --> 02:27:32,510 death 3586 02:27:37,590 --> 02:27:34,000 [Music] 3587 02:27:39,910 --> 02:27:37,600 and i thought you know 3588 02:27:41,349 --> 02:27:39,920 i have i've caught a virus on all my 3589 02:27:43,750 --> 02:27:41,359 software 3590 02:27:45,429 --> 02:27:43,760 you know and it just angered me it 3591 02:27:47,750 --> 02:27:45,439 angered me that not because i had to 3592 02:27:48,469 --> 02:27:47,760 replace this stuff now but it angered me 3593 02:27:51,510 --> 02:27:48,479 that 3594 02:27:54,230 --> 02:27:51,520 someone created this worthless 3595 02:27:55,030 --> 02:27:54,240 virus just for the the purpose of 3596 02:27:58,309 --> 02:27:55,040 destruction 3597 02:28:02,389 --> 02:27:58,319 of property you know and that 3598 02:28:04,469 --> 02:28:02,399 that really got to me and um 3599 02:28:05,510 --> 02:28:04,479 so you know with the experiences i had 3600 02:28:07,429 --> 02:28:05,520 been going through 3601 02:28:09,510 --> 02:28:07,439 one of the things that i started looking 3602 02:28:11,429 --> 02:28:09,520 up and obsessing over was like the 3603 02:28:13,270 --> 02:28:11,439 mechanization of society 3604 02:28:15,510 --> 02:28:13,280 right i was seeing these robots that 3605 02:28:17,030 --> 02:28:15,520 could do amazing things 3606 02:28:19,190 --> 02:28:17,040 and i started to think to myself we 3607 02:28:21,670 --> 02:28:19,200 could mechanize everything 3608 02:28:23,750 --> 02:28:21,680 you know and then and then humans could 3609 02:28:26,230 --> 02:28:23,760 just concentrate on whatever they want 3610 02:28:27,590 --> 02:28:26,240 art whatever machines can do everything 3611 02:28:31,030 --> 02:28:27,600 for us 3612 02:28:33,670 --> 02:28:31,040 and i realized when my cell phone and my 3613 02:28:34,550 --> 02:28:33,680 stuff broke that we can't we can't do 3614 02:28:38,389 --> 02:28:34,560 that 3615 02:28:39,990 --> 02:28:38,399 leading to some point 3616 02:28:41,670 --> 02:28:40,000 and then i was like you know we can't 3617 02:28:42,230 --> 02:28:41,680 whatever this point of what i'm going 3618 02:28:46,389 --> 02:28:42,240 through 3619 02:28:49,510 --> 02:28:46,399 is we can't do it you know and i i got 3620 02:28:52,710 --> 02:28:49,520 incensed i i 3621 02:28:53,429 --> 02:28:52,720 i picked up my electronics my friends 3622 02:28:56,790 --> 02:28:53,439 were there 3623 02:28:59,349 --> 02:28:56,800 and they were shocked uh but i 3624 02:29:01,510 --> 02:28:59,359 in a fit of rage i picked up my 3625 02:29:02,870 --> 02:29:01,520 electronics and i started smashing them 3626 02:29:06,710 --> 02:29:02,880 on the steps 3627 02:29:08,389 --> 02:29:06,720 of my house uh and 3628 02:29:10,389 --> 02:29:08,399 i said you know if you need to contact 3629 02:29:14,230 --> 02:29:10,399 me then 3630 02:29:19,349 --> 02:29:17,110 so i i got in my car and drove back up 3631 02:29:21,510 --> 02:29:19,359 to dc i was so angry 3632 02:29:22,389 --> 02:29:21,520 i was angry that i had been roped into 3633 02:29:25,510 --> 02:29:22,399 something 3634 02:29:29,030 --> 02:29:25,520 that was clearly leading nowhere that 3635 02:29:31,990 --> 02:29:29,040 uh i i had no control over 3636 02:29:34,070 --> 02:29:32,000 i and then i was emotional i was tired 3637 02:29:36,070 --> 02:29:34,080 of this depression 3638 02:29:37,349 --> 02:29:36,080 uh so i decided i said you know just 3639 02:29:39,670 --> 02:29:37,359 leave me alone 3640 02:29:41,110 --> 02:29:39,680 i i told the powers that be leave me 3641 02:29:42,790 --> 02:29:41,120 alone i am done 3642 02:29:44,309 --> 02:29:42,800 i'm gonna take these books i'm gonna 3643 02:29:47,670 --> 02:29:44,319 throw them in the garbage 3644 02:29:51,190 --> 02:29:47,680 i'm done with this you know uh 3645 02:29:53,349 --> 02:29:51,200 so i get home late uh and 3646 02:29:54,389 --> 02:29:53,359 i decide in the morning i'm gonna throw 3647 02:29:56,710 --> 02:29:54,399 these books out 3648 02:29:57,830 --> 02:29:56,720 now we're gonna take a quick break right 3649 02:30:00,469 --> 02:29:57,840 here okay 3650 02:30:02,070 --> 02:30:00,479 i gotta get that in but we'll finish 3651 02:30:04,469 --> 02:30:02,080 everything i promise 3652 02:30:05,190 --> 02:30:04,479 everybody i know they're going oh he's 3653 02:30:06,790 --> 02:30:05,200 not 3654 02:30:08,389 --> 02:30:06,800 yes we are we're going to take a break 3655 02:30:10,389 --> 02:30:08,399 right here our guest tonight 3656 02:30:12,309 --> 02:30:10,399 matthew roberts what a great 3657 02:30:12,950 --> 02:30:12,319 conversation so far matthew and let me 3658 02:30:14,790 --> 02:30:12,960 tell you 3659 02:30:16,070 --> 02:30:14,800 i'm going to let the audience know you 3660 02:30:17,910 --> 02:30:16,080 are bright-eyed 3661 02:30:19,910 --> 02:30:17,920 your feet are on the 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download the paranormal radio app now 3739 02:33:37,270 --> 02:33:35,359 and start listening to the very best in 3740 02:33:38,790 --> 02:33:37,280 paranormal talk entertainment 3741 02:33:41,670 --> 02:33:38,800 including the network you're listening 3742 02:33:46,830 --> 02:33:41,680 to right now the paranormal radio app 3743 02:33:46,840 --> 02:33:53,990 store 3744 02:34:00,830 --> 02:33:57,030 it's not a lifestyle we chose we were 3745 02:34:00,840 --> 02:34:06,389 kgraradio.com 3746 02:34:06,399 --> 02:34:22,720 this is kjcr jimmychurchradio.com 3747 02:34:26,389 --> 02:34:24,550 [Music] 3748 02:34:27,510 --> 02:34:26,399 welcome back fade to black i am your 3749 02:34:29,750 --> 02:34:27,520 host jimmy church i guess tonight 3750 02:34:31,750 --> 02:34:29,760 matthew roberts matthew 3751 02:34:33,990 --> 02:34:31,760 was a crew member aboard the uss 3752 02:34:37,110 --> 02:34:34,000 roosevelt and the carrier strike group 3753 02:34:40,469 --> 02:34:37,120 when the gimbal and go fast footage was 3754 02:34:44,070 --> 02:34:40,479 shot officer in the 3755 02:34:46,790 --> 02:34:44,080 uh office of naval intelligence 3756 02:34:47,510 --> 02:34:46,800 through his retirement in march of last 3757 02:34:50,150 --> 02:34:47,520 year 3758 02:34:51,429 --> 02:34:50,160 we're in the march of uh 2021 so it was 3759 02:34:54,870 --> 02:34:51,439 a year ago 3760 02:34:57,429 --> 02:34:54,880 uh this month when he left the navy and 3761 02:34:58,230 --> 02:34:57,439 so we're heading into overtime now with 3762 02:35:01,270 --> 02:34:58,240 matthew 3763 02:35:04,230 --> 02:35:01,280 and uh continuing uh 3764 02:35:05,750 --> 02:35:04,240 this story of uh you know his his 3765 02:35:09,349 --> 02:35:05,760 personal struggle 3766 02:35:12,950 --> 02:35:09,359 of of making contact which all of this 3767 02:35:14,070 --> 02:35:12,960 uh is is is and has been out of his 3768 02:35:16,550 --> 02:35:14,080 control 3769 02:35:17,990 --> 02:35:16,560 now uh matthew 2 to pick up where we 3770 02:35:20,309 --> 02:35:18,000 left off right before the break 3771 02:35:21,270 --> 02:35:20,319 incredible story by the way uh just 3772 02:35:24,790 --> 02:35:21,280 incredible 3773 02:35:28,070 --> 02:35:24,800 um uh you were with friends you smash 3774 02:35:30,150 --> 02:35:28,080 all of your electrical devices 3775 02:35:32,150 --> 02:35:30,160 i'm assuming part of that was one of 3776 02:35:35,190 --> 02:35:32,160 those was your cell phone 3777 02:35:37,030 --> 02:35:35,200 yes it was i i smashed my laptop 3778 02:35:38,710 --> 02:35:37,040 my cell phone my tablet everything 3779 02:35:41,030 --> 02:35:38,720 because none of it was working anymore 3780 02:35:42,710 --> 02:35:41,040 well did you did you and we're going to 3781 02:35:44,630 --> 02:35:42,720 continue really quickly because there's 3782 02:35:47,590 --> 02:35:44,640 so much more to discuss 3783 02:35:49,910 --> 02:35:47,600 but when you do something like that and 3784 02:35:52,790 --> 02:35:49,920 i've smashed a few laptops in my day 3785 02:35:53,750 --> 02:35:52,800 my man okay probably a couple of uh cell 3786 02:35:55,590 --> 02:35:53,760 phones too 3787 02:35:57,510 --> 02:35:55,600 but and after i'm done with that i'm 3788 02:36:00,389 --> 02:35:57,520 like oh man what did i just do 3789 02:36:02,469 --> 02:36:00,399 was that worth it did you think the same 3790 02:36:05,830 --> 02:36:02,479 thing 3791 02:36:07,270 --> 02:36:05,840 yeah i did yeah yeah you can help that 3792 02:36:09,030 --> 02:36:07,280 you can't help that 3793 02:36:11,830 --> 02:36:09,040 so you drive home you're gonna throw 3794 02:36:13,110 --> 02:36:11,840 away uh your books your research your 3795 02:36:15,590 --> 02:36:13,120 reading 3796 02:36:16,870 --> 02:36:15,600 and you're gonna you're gonna do uh your 3797 02:36:19,429 --> 02:36:16,880 own version of the cancel 3798 02:36:20,550 --> 02:36:19,439 culture yeah i figured you know i am 3799 02:36:23,670 --> 02:36:20,560 done with whatever this 3800 02:36:26,950 --> 02:36:23,680 is whatever i've been roped into 3801 02:36:28,389 --> 02:36:26,960 so i go to bed that night um and i wake 3802 02:36:28,870 --> 02:36:28,399 up in the middle of night and i've got 3803 02:36:31,990 --> 02:36:28,880 that 3804 02:36:33,510 --> 02:36:32,000 familiar heavy feeling of being 3805 02:36:37,510 --> 02:36:33,520 paralyzed and i'm just 3806 02:36:39,670 --> 02:36:37,520 instantly angry i'm pissed you know 3807 02:36:41,110 --> 02:36:39,680 because i i had asked to be left alone 3808 02:36:43,750 --> 02:36:41,120 uh 3809 02:36:45,750 --> 02:36:43,760 so anyway like my room's blurry it 3810 02:36:48,309 --> 02:36:45,760 starts to come into focus 3811 02:36:49,590 --> 02:36:48,319 and i'm i just want to punch something 3812 02:36:56,070 --> 02:36:49,600 you know 3813 02:36:57,110 --> 02:36:56,080 saw this i wasn't expecting this at all 3814 02:36:59,910 --> 02:36:57,120 uh 3815 02:37:00,950 --> 02:36:59,920 i i can see across my nightstand now and 3816 02:37:04,070 --> 02:37:00,960 there's this small 3817 02:37:08,389 --> 02:37:04,080 man standing there it looks kind of like 3818 02:37:13,110 --> 02:37:08,399 a yard gnome uh he's got 3819 02:37:16,469 --> 02:37:13,120 glasses he's big thick black glasses on 3820 02:37:18,150 --> 02:37:16,479 and a beard and it's it's locked and his 3821 02:37:21,510 --> 02:37:18,160 hair is locked and he's all 3822 02:37:24,950 --> 02:37:21,520 white he's very monochromatic 3823 02:37:28,630 --> 02:37:24,960 and uh he telepathically tells me 3824 02:37:32,469 --> 02:37:28,640 don't give up keep going 3825 02:37:32,870 --> 02:37:32,479 and i said some colorful things back to 3826 02:37:36,870 --> 02:37:32,880 him 3827 02:37:40,710 --> 02:37:36,880 in my mind and i fell back asleep 3828 02:37:42,550 --> 02:37:40,720 uh so the next morning i got up and i 3829 02:37:44,150 --> 02:37:42,560 i started thinking about all this with 3830 02:37:47,429 --> 02:37:44,160 kind of a clearer head 3831 02:37:50,070 --> 02:37:47,439 and i thought to myself you know there's 3832 02:37:52,469 --> 02:37:50,080 they they have all of this technology 3833 02:37:54,469 --> 02:37:52,479 this has been going on for a long time 3834 02:37:56,469 --> 02:37:54,479 which was evident by the light show in 3835 02:37:59,270 --> 02:37:56,479 my room it looked like religious art 3836 02:38:03,990 --> 02:37:59,280 i've seen from all over the world 3837 02:38:07,590 --> 02:38:04,000 uh who am i you know to stop this to 3838 02:38:09,110 --> 02:38:07,600 to say no you know so so i thought well 3839 02:38:09,990 --> 02:38:09,120 you know maybe he knows something i 3840 02:38:13,270 --> 02:38:10,000 don't 3841 02:38:17,750 --> 02:38:13,280 um and he certainly did uh 3842 02:38:21,190 --> 02:38:17,760 because i kept going and i'm glad i did 3843 02:38:25,110 --> 02:38:21,200 um because i i reached 3844 02:38:26,790 --> 02:38:25,120 i reached the end of this process where 3845 02:38:28,950 --> 02:38:26,800 that you that they're putting you 3846 02:38:32,790 --> 02:38:28,960 through to kind of condition 3847 02:38:35,750 --> 02:38:32,800 the mind right um and 3848 02:38:37,190 --> 02:38:35,760 and it paired really well with the books 3849 02:38:37,990 --> 02:38:37,200 that i was reading some of the books 3850 02:38:39,830 --> 02:38:38,000 that i was reading 3851 02:38:42,070 --> 02:38:39,840 because i would have these experiences 3852 02:38:43,830 --> 02:38:42,080 within within reading these 3853 02:38:45,110 --> 02:38:43,840 books like one of the books i read was 3854 02:38:49,590 --> 02:38:45,120 uh 3855 02:38:51,510 --> 02:38:49,600 william walker atkinson 3856 02:38:52,790 --> 02:38:51,520 and he talks about what happens when you 3857 02:38:55,030 --> 02:38:52,800 die and 3858 02:38:56,630 --> 02:38:55,040 and reincarnation and all of that kind 3859 02:38:59,670 --> 02:38:56,640 of thing 3860 02:39:01,670 --> 02:38:59,680 and uh so i had 3861 02:39:02,710 --> 02:39:01,680 an experience with that because one of 3862 02:39:06,389 --> 02:39:02,720 my co-workers 3863 02:39:08,710 --> 02:39:06,399 grandmothers had passed away and uh 3864 02:39:11,270 --> 02:39:08,720 i it was in the middle of the day i 3865 02:39:14,230 --> 02:39:11,280 started to feel really 3866 02:39:15,990 --> 02:39:14,240 heavy and tired even though i had a full 3867 02:39:17,510 --> 02:39:16,000 night's sleep 3868 02:39:19,429 --> 02:39:17,520 and so i thought well let me go take a 3869 02:39:21,110 --> 02:39:19,439 nap i have to take a nap you know i have 3870 02:39:23,670 --> 02:39:21,120 to lay down 3871 02:39:24,469 --> 02:39:23,680 so i take a nap and i start having this 3872 02:39:25,990 --> 02:39:24,479 dream 3873 02:39:27,590 --> 02:39:26,000 i guess you could call it like kind of 3874 02:39:30,710 --> 02:39:27,600 it almost seemed like astral 3875 02:39:33,910 --> 02:39:30,720 projection uh where this 3876 02:39:35,030 --> 02:39:33,920 small man from my room i was like 3877 02:39:37,590 --> 02:39:35,040 tethered to him 3878 02:39:38,710 --> 02:39:37,600 and we were like flying through the sky 3879 02:39:49,429 --> 02:39:38,720 and 3880 02:39:52,150 --> 02:39:49,439 dead beetle on the ground 3881 02:39:54,550 --> 02:39:52,160 it was it was a giant beetle right and i 3882 02:39:56,790 --> 02:39:54,560 had seen it a few days earlier 3883 02:39:58,630 --> 02:39:56,800 uh because the thing was like the size 3884 02:40:00,389 --> 02:39:58,640 of my fist and it was dead right out 3885 02:40:01,830 --> 02:40:00,399 there by the flagpole and i was like wow 3886 02:40:02,710 --> 02:40:01,840 that is the biggest beetle i've ever 3887 02:40:05,590 --> 02:40:02,720 seen in my life 3888 02:40:06,230 --> 02:40:05,600 going into work so anyway he's pointing 3889 02:40:09,030 --> 02:40:06,240 at that 3890 02:40:11,190 --> 02:40:09,040 and looking at me and i didn't really 3891 02:40:15,349 --> 02:40:11,200 understand what the point of that was 3892 02:40:19,190 --> 02:40:15,359 uh i do now um 3893 02:40:22,469 --> 02:40:19,200 but so he takes me inside and we go 3894 02:40:25,830 --> 02:40:22,479 up to the area where i work 3895 02:40:29,349 --> 02:40:25,840 and i i assume we're him 3896 02:40:30,710 --> 02:40:29,359 and he takes me past this desk of a 3897 02:40:33,590 --> 02:40:30,720 co-worker 3898 02:40:35,349 --> 02:40:33,600 um and then just kind of disappears and 3899 02:40:36,430 --> 02:40:35,359 all of a sudden there's this old lady 3900 02:40:40,070 --> 02:40:36,440 sitting there 3901 02:40:40,080 --> 02:40:44,630 sorry this gets kind of emotional too 3902 02:40:49,510 --> 02:40:47,910 but she said she jumped up as soon as i 3903 02:40:51,830 --> 02:40:49,520 was approaching and she said have you 3904 02:40:53,990 --> 02:40:51,840 seen my grandson 3905 02:40:56,070 --> 02:40:54,000 um she was sitting she was sitting at 3906 02:40:59,830 --> 02:40:56,080 his desk um 3907 02:41:02,950 --> 02:40:59,840 and uh i said yes i have 3908 02:41:07,990 --> 02:41:02,960 um and she said how is he 3909 02:41:14,830 --> 02:41:12,230 and um so uh 3910 02:41:18,790 --> 02:41:14,840 so i told her that he was gonna be just 3911 02:41:23,990 --> 02:41:22,469 was this okay um i i don't i don't want 3912 02:41:25,429 --> 02:41:24,000 to interrupt but i know everybody's 3913 02:41:28,710 --> 02:41:25,439 thinking the same thing i 3914 02:41:32,389 --> 02:41:28,720 am your co-worker did he 3915 02:41:35,429 --> 02:41:32,399 already know that she had passed yeah 3916 02:41:36,230 --> 02:41:35,439 and so and did you know that she had 3917 02:41:39,190 --> 02:41:36,240 passed 3918 02:41:40,630 --> 02:41:39,200 yeah okay all right so you knew what was 3919 02:41:43,510 --> 02:41:40,640 going on here 3920 02:41:44,309 --> 02:41:43,520 yeah i i i recognized okay this is his 3921 02:41:46,309 --> 02:41:44,319 grandmother 3922 02:41:47,670 --> 02:41:46,319 right now right she's she's looking for 3923 02:41:50,790 --> 02:41:47,680 him 3924 02:41:54,309 --> 02:41:50,800 so i you know i said to her 3925 02:41:58,630 --> 02:41:54,319 it's time to sleep now and she 3926 02:42:02,469 --> 02:41:58,640 kind of nodded at me and then she up 3927 02:42:05,110 --> 02:42:02,479 held out her hand and i took it and um 3928 02:42:06,230 --> 02:42:05,120 there was this giant wall of white light 3929 02:42:08,950 --> 02:42:06,240 that opened up 3930 02:42:10,150 --> 02:42:08,960 and i walked her into the white light 3931 02:42:16,790 --> 02:42:10,160 wow 3932 02:42:18,389 --> 02:42:16,800 yeah so that was uh did you tell your 3933 02:42:20,950 --> 02:42:18,399 co-worker about this 3934 02:42:21,670 --> 02:42:20,960 i did and i the reason why i did was 3935 02:42:24,070 --> 02:42:21,680 because 3936 02:42:27,349 --> 02:42:24,080 in reading william walker atkinson's the 3937 02:42:31,190 --> 02:42:27,359 life beyond death he talks about how 3938 02:42:33,110 --> 02:42:31,200 you know uh when you die you 3939 02:42:34,870 --> 02:42:33,120 leave the body and you have this astral 3940 02:42:37,750 --> 02:42:34,880 body um 3941 02:42:38,950 --> 02:42:37,760 and that you are kept from your slumber 3942 02:42:41,750 --> 02:42:38,960 before rebirth 3943 02:42:42,469 --> 02:42:41,760 if if there are intense emotions that 3944 02:42:44,870 --> 02:42:42,479 are happening 3945 02:42:45,830 --> 02:42:44,880 right so so in other words if if someone 3946 02:42:49,590 --> 02:42:45,840 you know dies 3947 02:42:52,790 --> 02:42:49,600 and you're grieving them very strongly 3948 02:42:54,550 --> 02:42:52,800 um that other person will feel that pull 3949 02:42:57,670 --> 02:42:54,560 and it'll keep them from 3950 02:43:00,309 --> 02:42:57,680 going to sleep um 3951 02:43:02,230 --> 02:43:00,319 and so uh that was what i recognized was 3952 02:43:05,269 --> 02:43:02,240 happening 3953 02:43:05,910 --> 02:43:05,279 and so i told him about what had 3954 02:43:09,190 --> 02:43:05,920 happened 3955 02:43:12,309 --> 02:43:09,200 and uh 3956 02:43:14,550 --> 02:43:12,319 was he cool with it uh yeah yeah he 3957 02:43:15,670 --> 02:43:14,560 he got kind of a little bit emotional 3958 02:43:18,950 --> 02:43:15,680 too sure um 3959 02:43:20,630 --> 02:43:18,960 sure and you know he you know shared 3960 02:43:24,070 --> 02:43:20,640 with me that 3961 02:43:25,590 --> 02:43:24,080 he had been instead of eating lunch uh 3962 02:43:28,070 --> 02:43:25,600 and going going out of the cafeteria to 3963 02:43:31,590 --> 02:43:28,080 get lunch he would go out to his car 3964 02:43:32,469 --> 02:43:31,600 and just cry because his grandmother had 3965 02:43:34,870 --> 02:43:32,479 raised him 3966 02:43:37,030 --> 02:43:34,880 you know and so this was this is his 3967 02:43:40,230 --> 02:43:37,040 mother basically 3968 02:43:42,309 --> 02:43:40,240 um and he also shared with me that she 3969 02:43:45,670 --> 02:43:42,319 was someone who 3970 02:43:47,349 --> 02:43:45,680 would have visions and she was told that 3971 02:43:48,230 --> 02:43:47,359 she would have to share those visions 3972 02:43:49,990 --> 02:43:48,240 with people 3973 02:43:51,830 --> 02:43:50,000 otherwise the ability would be taken 3974 02:43:55,190 --> 02:43:51,840 away from her 3975 02:43:58,630 --> 02:43:55,200 and that this is who she was in life 3976 02:44:03,590 --> 02:43:58,640 and so i thought that was kind of 3977 02:44:09,429 --> 02:44:07,429 when you uh uh after this dream 3978 02:44:11,269 --> 02:44:09,439 uh i'm looking at the clock we only have 3979 02:44:13,269 --> 02:44:11,279 a short time left and i've got to get to 3980 02:44:16,870 --> 02:44:13,279 a couple of other things here 3981 02:44:20,230 --> 02:44:16,880 um but the the 3982 02:44:25,190 --> 02:44:20,240 the contact uh that you were 3983 02:44:27,670 --> 02:44:25,200 having um did that continue 3984 02:44:28,790 --> 02:44:27,680 you're still in the navy at this point 3985 02:44:31,349 --> 02:44:28,800 yeah right 3986 02:44:32,150 --> 02:44:31,359 um you've been out of the navy for a 3987 02:44:38,550 --> 02:44:32,160 year 3988 02:44:41,910 --> 02:44:38,560 uh no so the post 3989 02:44:44,950 --> 02:44:41,920 the transformation experience right 3990 02:44:49,030 --> 02:44:44,960 it morphs into something else uh 3991 02:44:52,309 --> 02:44:49,040 right so i i instead have 3992 02:44:52,630 --> 02:44:52,319 i'll have dreams or i i have something 3993 02:44:54,469 --> 02:44:52,640 that 3994 02:44:56,070 --> 02:44:54,479 uh mabel collins who was someone who 3995 02:44:57,750 --> 02:44:56,080 published also under the yogi 3996 02:44:59,269 --> 02:44:57,760 publication society she calls this 3997 02:45:02,950 --> 02:44:59,279 waking clairvoyance 3998 02:45:05,830 --> 02:45:02,960 where i will hear a voice upon waking 3999 02:45:07,269 --> 02:45:05,840 and this is how i actually wrote my book 4000 02:45:08,550 --> 02:45:07,279 and put a lot of the stuff in my book 4001 02:45:10,309 --> 02:45:08,560 that's in there 4002 02:45:12,389 --> 02:45:10,319 was that i would wake with the name of 4003 02:45:14,870 --> 02:45:12,399 an author in my head 4004 02:45:16,469 --> 02:45:14,880 and then i would start reading that 4005 02:45:19,110 --> 02:45:16,479 material 4006 02:45:20,070 --> 02:45:19,120 and it would it would be connected to 4007 02:45:23,510 --> 02:45:20,080 all of this 4008 02:45:25,670 --> 02:45:23,520 you know uh i had a dream where 4009 02:45:27,590 --> 02:45:25,680 i was sitting talking to this elderly 4010 02:45:27,990 --> 02:45:27,600 gentleman about psychology he was 4011 02:45:31,349 --> 02:45:28,000 teaching 4012 02:45:33,349 --> 02:45:31,359 me about psychology and 4013 02:45:34,389 --> 02:45:33,359 i woke up from that dream with the name 4014 02:45:37,910 --> 02:45:34,399 robert moore 4015 02:45:39,830 --> 02:45:37,920 running through my head and so i looked 4016 02:45:42,870 --> 02:45:39,840 into who he was he was 4017 02:45:45,269 --> 02:45:42,880 a union psychoanalyst out of chicago 4018 02:45:46,309 --> 02:45:45,279 and he wrote several books of all about 4019 02:45:50,710 --> 02:45:46,319 this 4020 02:45:52,309 --> 02:45:50,720 understand the totality of my 4021 02:45:54,830 --> 02:45:52,319 experiences he wrote this book called 4022 02:46:01,349 --> 02:45:54,840 the archetype of an 4023 02:46:05,590 --> 02:46:04,710 to me that's what all of this was um and 4024 02:46:08,070 --> 02:46:05,600 that's why 4025 02:46:09,990 --> 02:46:08,080 now i have these dreams where i can and 4026 02:46:13,429 --> 02:46:10,000 this whole consciousness thing that's 4027 02:46:16,389 --> 02:46:13,439 happening now uh 4028 02:46:18,309 --> 02:46:16,399 and uh so yeah i mean that that's 4029 02:46:21,750 --> 02:46:18,319 basically what it's turned into 4030 02:46:23,269 --> 02:46:21,760 um i will get i have now recognized that 4031 02:46:25,429 --> 02:46:23,279 there are things that 4032 02:46:26,389 --> 02:46:25,439 i'll get some idea that pops into my 4033 02:46:29,349 --> 02:46:26,399 head 4034 02:46:31,429 --> 02:46:29,359 or a name of someone that pops into my 4035 02:46:34,389 --> 02:46:31,439 head in my conscious waking life 4036 02:46:37,349 --> 02:46:34,399 and up and oh sure is everything it's 4037 02:46:40,389 --> 02:46:37,359 it's connected to all of this 4038 02:46:44,550 --> 02:46:40,399 and so i will follow those things 4039 02:46:45,990 --> 02:46:44,560 um and i i can see in dr robert moore's 4040 02:46:49,429 --> 02:46:46,000 books that 4041 02:46:51,990 --> 02:46:49,439 uh he was trying to kind of 4042 02:46:52,950 --> 02:46:52,000 talk about psychologically what had 4043 02:46:55,830 --> 02:46:52,960 happened to me 4044 02:46:57,349 --> 02:46:55,840 and this is it was something clearly i 4045 02:46:58,309 --> 02:46:57,359 think that he probably went through 4046 02:47:02,309 --> 02:46:58,319 himself 4047 02:47:02,870 --> 02:47:02,319 uh and and he describes it as the hero's 4048 02:47:04,309 --> 02:47:02,880 journey 4049 02:47:06,150 --> 02:47:04,319 mm-hmm i'm not sure are you familiar 4050 02:47:09,830 --> 02:47:06,160 with joseph cameron oh yes 4051 02:47:12,950 --> 02:47:09,840 yeah so it is in this way 4052 02:47:15,030 --> 02:47:12,960 that what i went through was the forms 4053 02:47:17,349 --> 02:47:15,040 the basis of all the world's religions 4054 02:47:20,870 --> 02:47:17,359 right it's this cycle of death 4055 02:47:22,309 --> 02:47:20,880 and rebirth um this this this experience 4056 02:47:25,830 --> 02:47:22,319 was central 4057 02:47:26,550 --> 02:47:25,840 to the greek mysteries i know that for a 4058 02:47:29,269 --> 02:47:26,560 fact 4059 02:47:30,469 --> 02:47:29,279 uh there's a quote from plutarch in my 4060 02:47:32,150 --> 02:47:30,479 book about his 4061 02:47:33,990 --> 02:47:32,160 recollection of the mysteries and he 4062 02:47:37,110 --> 02:47:34,000 talks about you know shaking with 4063 02:47:39,910 --> 02:47:37,120 fear and sweating and 4064 02:47:40,950 --> 02:47:39,920 uh all of a sudden you're the the light 4065 02:47:44,469 --> 02:47:40,960 breaks forth 4066 02:47:46,309 --> 02:47:44,479 and you enjoy the festival of rebirth 4067 02:47:47,990 --> 02:47:46,319 um and that is exactly what happened to 4068 02:47:51,510 --> 02:47:48,000 me well yeah i mean 4069 02:47:54,950 --> 02:47:51,520 if you if you just go with the hero's 4070 02:47:56,309 --> 02:47:54,960 journey as as campbell defined it you 4071 02:47:59,349 --> 02:47:56,319 know one two and three 4072 02:48:01,670 --> 02:47:59,359 right chapters one two and three uh you 4073 02:48:04,150 --> 02:48:01,680 completed all three chapters 4074 02:48:04,950 --> 02:48:04,160 and and and that i find that very 4075 02:48:08,389 --> 02:48:04,960 interesting 4076 02:48:10,950 --> 02:48:08,399 um let's back up for a second um 4077 02:48:14,230 --> 02:48:10,960 and and go back to the military and how 4078 02:48:18,550 --> 02:48:14,240 all of this ties together 4079 02:48:22,070 --> 02:48:18,560 with with where things stand today 4080 02:48:30,550 --> 02:48:25,110 the pentagon knows this too 4081 02:48:34,550 --> 02:48:30,560 as well they have this same information 4082 02:48:35,750 --> 02:48:34,560 they must this this type of contact in 4083 02:48:38,870 --> 02:48:35,760 these experiences 4084 02:48:42,630 --> 02:48:38,880 has been going on for thousands of years 4085 02:48:45,910 --> 02:48:42,640 yes and they have made contact 4086 02:48:48,790 --> 02:48:45,920 many times they understand this 4087 02:48:49,670 --> 02:48:48,800 yeah right do you follow where i'm going 4088 02:48:53,030 --> 02:48:49,680 with this 4089 02:48:55,349 --> 02:48:53,040 yeah yeah i i find it hard to believe 4090 02:48:57,269 --> 02:48:55,359 that i'm not the only one that's ever 4091 02:49:00,230 --> 02:48:57,279 been through this no you are not 4092 02:49:01,910 --> 02:49:00,240 so clearly right so they they've been 4093 02:49:04,150 --> 02:49:01,920 studying this for 70 years 4094 02:49:05,510 --> 02:49:04,160 i think i think though the question is 4095 02:49:08,870 --> 02:49:05,520 that 4096 02:49:10,710 --> 02:49:08,880 um there i don't know there may be 4097 02:49:11,349 --> 02:49:10,720 people behind closed doors who view this 4098 02:49:13,110 --> 02:49:11,359 as evil 4099 02:49:14,389 --> 02:49:13,120 there's probably people who view it as 4100 02:49:18,309 --> 02:49:14,399 good just like i 4101 02:49:19,590 --> 02:49:18,319 i view it as good um and 4102 02:49:21,190 --> 02:49:19,600 and i know that it's all about 4103 02:49:22,230 --> 02:49:21,200 consciousness and if you want to call 4104 02:49:25,670 --> 02:49:22,240 that god 4105 02:49:29,590 --> 02:49:25,680 overarching 4106 02:49:32,710 --> 02:49:29,600 consciousness of the universe uh 4107 02:49:34,230 --> 02:49:32,720 and i i i just find it hard to believe 4108 02:49:37,510 --> 02:49:34,240 that they wouldn't know this 4109 02:49:38,309 --> 02:49:37,520 um and when tom delonge uh was on the 4110 02:49:41,190 --> 02:49:38,319 show 4111 02:49:42,150 --> 02:49:41,200 um he said well he said a lot of things 4112 02:49:44,630 --> 02:49:42,160 uh but 4113 02:49:46,150 --> 02:49:44,640 but there was one little spot that a lot 4114 02:49:48,389 --> 02:49:46,160 of people picked up on 4115 02:49:49,349 --> 02:49:48,399 uh that has been quoted over and over 4116 02:49:52,830 --> 02:49:49,359 again 4117 02:49:55,510 --> 02:49:52,840 uh from the show and he said 4118 02:49:59,190 --> 02:49:55,520 that 4119 02:50:01,910 --> 02:49:59,200 when you are seeing something in the sky 4120 02:50:02,950 --> 02:50:01,920 and you think you're making a conscious 4121 02:50:06,309 --> 02:50:02,960 connection 4122 02:50:09,190 --> 02:50:06,319 with whatever this may be 4123 02:50:09,590 --> 02:50:09,200 that you need to be careful because 4124 02:50:12,710 --> 02:50:09,600 there 4125 02:50:15,510 --> 02:50:12,720 is a religious component to 4126 02:50:17,670 --> 02:50:15,520 all of this now i'm paraphrasing but 4127 02:50:20,950 --> 02:50:17,680 that's that's what he said 4128 02:50:23,910 --> 02:50:20,960 and then he he went further and said 4129 02:50:25,910 --> 02:50:23,920 um with the military and with the 4130 02:50:28,070 --> 02:50:25,920 pentagon with washington d.c 4131 02:50:29,030 --> 02:50:28,080 there are many there that understand 4132 02:50:33,190 --> 02:50:29,040 this too 4133 02:50:33,670 --> 02:50:33,200 as well and we need to be very careful 4134 02:50:35,910 --> 02:50:33,680 about 4135 02:50:37,750 --> 02:50:35,920 consciously what we're trying to make 4136 02:50:41,110 --> 02:50:37,760 connections with 4137 02:50:43,190 --> 02:50:41,120 and and i always found that as 4138 02:50:44,790 --> 02:50:43,200 as not only profound but a very 4139 02:50:49,030 --> 02:50:44,800 interesting statement 4140 02:50:52,389 --> 02:50:49,040 to say not that what does tom know 4141 02:50:55,110 --> 02:50:52,399 but what are people saying to 4142 02:50:57,510 --> 02:50:55,120 tom about this because this is a 4143 02:51:00,630 --> 02:50:57,520 learning process too as well 4144 02:51:02,230 --> 02:51:00,640 right yeah yeah and i 4145 02:51:03,830 --> 02:51:02,240 i would totally agree that there's this 4146 02:51:04,389 --> 02:51:03,840 religious aspect there there are 4147 02:51:06,309 --> 02:51:04,399 religious 4148 02:51:07,830 --> 02:51:06,319 undertones throughout this whole 4149 02:51:10,070 --> 02:51:07,840 experience um and 4150 02:51:11,349 --> 02:51:10,080 and like i say the reason for that is 4151 02:51:13,670 --> 02:51:11,359 because this 4152 02:51:14,710 --> 02:51:13,680 is what gave birth to all the world's 4153 02:51:17,590 --> 02:51:14,720 religions 4154 02:51:17,990 --> 02:51:17,600 and the reason i say that is because i 4155 02:51:21,190 --> 02:51:18,000 came to 4156 02:51:23,429 --> 02:51:21,200 understand that this starts 4157 02:51:25,110 --> 02:51:23,439 at a certain time of year and it ends at 4158 02:51:27,429 --> 02:51:25,120 a certain time of year it starts with 4159 02:51:30,230 --> 02:51:27,439 the autumnal equinox 4160 02:51:31,670 --> 02:51:30,240 through the winter solstice and it ends 4161 02:51:34,469 --> 02:51:31,680 in the spring 4162 02:51:36,309 --> 02:51:34,479 this cycle of death and rebirth you know 4163 02:51:38,230 --> 02:51:36,319 and and so you have this cycle of death 4164 02:51:40,870 --> 02:51:38,240 and rebirth that happens 4165 02:51:42,309 --> 02:51:40,880 on the earth as a part of a natural 4166 02:51:47,990 --> 02:51:42,319 cycle 4167 02:51:51,510 --> 02:51:48,000 our psyche as a result as well 4168 02:51:52,710 --> 02:51:51,520 and and that's why temple structures all 4169 02:51:54,630 --> 02:51:52,720 over the world have 4170 02:51:57,510 --> 02:51:54,640 alignments to the winter solstice and 4171 02:52:00,870 --> 02:51:57,520 autumnal equinox because they would 4172 02:52:03,030 --> 02:52:00,880 they would kind of shepherd this process 4173 02:52:05,510 --> 02:52:03,040 in people or where you come to this 4174 02:52:07,750 --> 02:52:05,520 higher consciousness and this is what 4175 02:52:09,190 --> 02:52:07,760 this consciousness aspect of it is what 4176 02:52:12,389 --> 02:52:09,200 caused people 4177 02:52:15,830 --> 02:52:12,399 to move millions of tons of earth and 4178 02:52:19,110 --> 02:52:15,840 rock um to 4179 02:52:20,389 --> 02:52:19,120 to make this experience uh as magical as 4180 02:52:23,429 --> 02:52:20,399 it really is 4181 02:52:28,710 --> 02:52:23,439 you know if that makes any sense do you 4182 02:52:31,750 --> 02:52:28,720 feel that for instance dave fraver 4183 02:52:33,429 --> 02:52:31,760 yeah do you think that he is going 4184 02:52:37,510 --> 02:52:33,439 through and has gone through 4185 02:52:39,990 --> 02:52:37,520 the same experiences that you have 4186 02:52:41,910 --> 02:52:40,000 i don't know i don't i don't know much 4187 02:52:45,190 --> 02:52:41,920 about dave fravor 4188 02:52:48,870 --> 02:52:45,200 but i i know that there are others 4189 02:52:53,269 --> 02:52:48,880 that work and have worked in government 4190 02:53:01,429 --> 02:52:57,030 and some of them aren't going public 4191 02:53:03,110 --> 02:53:01,439 i i know of one that uh is kind of 4192 02:53:05,990 --> 02:53:03,120 you know putting her foot in the water 4193 02:53:09,190 --> 02:53:06,000 there um 4194 02:53:11,349 --> 02:53:09,200 but and i i suspect that as time 4195 02:53:12,630 --> 02:53:11,359 passes we're going to see more people 4196 02:53:14,469 --> 02:53:12,640 coming forward with this 4197 02:53:15,590 --> 02:53:14,479 with this exact same experience and 4198 02:53:17,110 --> 02:53:15,600 they're they're going to talk about it 4199 02:53:19,349 --> 02:53:17,120 in the same ways that i am 4200 02:53:20,389 --> 02:53:19,359 sure sure because this is the ultimate 4201 02:53:23,590 --> 02:53:20,399 truth of it 4202 02:53:26,309 --> 02:53:23,600 right right right um and uh 4203 02:53:26,870 --> 02:53:26,319 going back i i don't want to let this 4204 02:53:33,429 --> 02:53:26,880 this 4205 02:53:34,550 --> 02:53:33,439 you said that when you went down south 4206 02:53:37,990 --> 02:53:34,560 and and 4207 02:53:40,469 --> 02:53:38,000 uh you had looked up and on the horizon 4208 02:53:42,469 --> 02:53:40,479 uh you saw what you thought was a craft 4209 02:53:45,590 --> 02:53:42,479 and i think he said it was brown 4210 02:53:48,070 --> 02:53:45,600 or bronze right yeah yeah um 4211 02:53:49,670 --> 02:53:48,080 was there confirmation because what 4212 02:53:53,349 --> 02:53:49,680 you're suggesting in saying 4213 02:53:54,230 --> 02:53:53,359 that is that these entities these beings 4214 02:53:57,670 --> 02:53:54,240 whatever they are 4215 02:53:58,389 --> 02:53:57,680 are were or are on board that craft and 4216 02:54:01,190 --> 02:53:58,399 that they 4217 02:54:02,150 --> 02:54:01,200 followed you was there any confirmation 4218 02:54:05,670 --> 02:54:02,160 of that 4219 02:54:07,910 --> 02:54:05,680 were are you able to ask anybody 4220 02:54:10,630 --> 02:54:07,920 you know and i this is this is a 4221 02:54:12,790 --> 02:54:10,640 difficult question to answer but 4222 02:54:14,230 --> 02:54:12,800 certainly this is on everybody's mind 4223 02:54:17,429 --> 02:54:14,240 right did did you 4224 02:54:20,710 --> 02:54:17,439 did you go somewhere with that 4225 02:54:23,349 --> 02:54:20,720 no i mean i i 4226 02:54:24,070 --> 02:54:23,359 i tend to believe that when we see these 4227 02:54:27,110 --> 02:54:24,080 craft 4228 02:54:30,230 --> 02:54:27,120 uh there are non-human 4229 02:54:31,269 --> 02:54:30,240 entities on board not necessarily on all 4230 02:54:34,790 --> 02:54:31,279 of them but i 4231 02:54:38,790 --> 02:54:34,800 i would think that they are piloted 4232 02:54:39,750 --> 02:54:38,800 you know um and that's just my personal 4233 02:54:42,070 --> 02:54:39,760 opinion i 4234 02:54:43,510 --> 02:54:42,080 there's no i there's no way i could 4235 02:54:46,790 --> 02:54:43,520 confirm that 4236 02:54:47,670 --> 02:54:46,800 um but i i certainly in that experience 4237 02:54:50,389 --> 02:54:47,680 i knew 4238 02:54:52,070 --> 02:54:50,399 that that was for me you know they 4239 02:54:54,230 --> 02:54:52,080 wanted me to see that 4240 02:54:55,269 --> 02:54:54,240 um and they wanted me to know that was 4241 02:54:59,269 --> 02:54:55,279 that the only time 4242 02:55:02,790 --> 02:54:59,279 that you did see a craft no so actually 4243 02:55:05,110 --> 02:55:02,800 years before i 4244 02:55:06,950 --> 02:55:05,120 i was standing in my backyard i let my 4245 02:55:08,950 --> 02:55:06,960 dogs out 4246 02:55:11,269 --> 02:55:08,960 and i looked up at the sky and i saw 4247 02:55:15,030 --> 02:55:11,279 this uh 4248 02:55:16,150 --> 02:55:15,040 black thing just kind of floating across 4249 02:55:18,790 --> 02:55:16,160 the sky 4250 02:55:19,750 --> 02:55:18,800 in in my mind i was like what is that it 4251 02:55:23,110 --> 02:55:19,760 looked like a 4252 02:55:26,309 --> 02:55:23,120 a giant crumpled up piece of 4253 02:55:28,230 --> 02:55:26,319 uh like a giant crumpled up garbage bag 4254 02:55:31,510 --> 02:55:28,240 or a piece of coal 4255 02:55:33,190 --> 02:55:31,520 you know it had no real structure to it 4256 02:55:34,550 --> 02:55:33,200 it was just kind of nonsense 4257 02:55:36,469 --> 02:55:34,560 you mentioned this to me in our 4258 02:55:39,510 --> 02:55:36,479 conversation two weeks ago 4259 02:55:41,510 --> 02:55:39,520 um what was the size of this crumpled up 4260 02:55:43,349 --> 02:55:41,520 hefty bag 4261 02:55:45,429 --> 02:55:43,359 you know i would have to say that it 4262 02:55:46,389 --> 02:55:45,439 looked it appeared to be the size of a 4263 02:55:48,710 --> 02:55:46,399 bus but it was 4264 02:55:49,750 --> 02:55:48,720 it was hard to tell it was hard to judge 4265 02:55:52,630 --> 02:55:49,760 distance 4266 02:55:54,309 --> 02:55:52,640 you know because because there was no 4267 02:55:56,950 --> 02:55:54,319 i've never seen anything like this on 4268 02:56:00,550 --> 02:55:56,960 the ground and been able to compare size 4269 02:56:03,750 --> 02:56:00,560 as compared to me you know but it looked 4270 02:56:05,990 --> 02:56:03,760 pretty big uh and it just 4271 02:56:07,990 --> 02:56:06,000 silently just kind of floated across the 4272 02:56:11,349 --> 02:56:08,000 sky and i thought 4273 02:56:14,710 --> 02:56:11,359 is that is that a giant plastic bag 4274 02:56:17,349 --> 02:56:14,720 or what is that you know and and i 4275 02:56:18,150 --> 02:56:17,359 i didn't make anything of it now i asked 4276 02:56:21,429 --> 02:56:18,160 you then 4277 02:56:23,750 --> 02:56:21,439 so i'm going to ask you uh again 4278 02:56:26,870 --> 02:56:23,760 did it change shape or did it maintain 4279 02:56:29,269 --> 02:56:26,880 the crumpled up yeah it just it 4280 02:56:30,150 --> 02:56:29,279 maintained that kind of crumpled up 4281 02:56:33,110 --> 02:56:30,160 nonsense 4282 02:56:34,150 --> 02:56:33,120 shape you know as it just floated 4283 02:56:37,590 --> 02:56:34,160 through the sky 4284 02:56:40,550 --> 02:56:37,600 uh and uh you know this was 4285 02:56:41,830 --> 02:56:40,560 this was one of the things that i post 4286 02:56:44,070 --> 02:56:41,840 what i went through 4287 02:56:45,990 --> 02:56:44,080 i look back on that i think you know 4288 02:56:48,630 --> 02:56:46,000 that was probably something 4289 02:56:50,230 --> 02:56:48,640 you know uh but i what it was i don't 4290 02:56:54,870 --> 02:56:50,240 know 4291 02:56:57,990 --> 02:56:54,880 was a craft or what 4292 02:57:01,030 --> 02:56:58,000 but it was flying it wasn't floating 4293 02:57:02,150 --> 02:57:01,040 it wasn't a deflated black weather 4294 02:57:04,469 --> 02:57:02,160 balloon 4295 02:57:05,269 --> 02:57:04,479 no no not at all because because it 4296 02:57:07,190 --> 02:57:05,279 didn't change 4297 02:57:09,030 --> 02:57:07,200 shape and you would expect with wind 4298 02:57:11,429 --> 02:57:09,040 blowing around and wind blowing this 4299 02:57:14,230 --> 02:57:11,439 thing across the sky that it would 4300 02:57:15,670 --> 02:57:14,240 it would give and start to move and you 4301 02:57:17,590 --> 02:57:15,680 know but it didn't do that 4302 02:57:19,269 --> 02:57:17,600 no that's why i asked you that question 4303 02:57:21,990 --> 02:57:19,279 then and i'm asking 4304 02:57:23,510 --> 02:57:22,000 you the same question now because that's 4305 02:57:26,309 --> 02:57:23,520 the first thing people are going to 4306 02:57:29,670 --> 02:57:26,319 assume i you know what i have seen 4307 02:57:31,590 --> 02:57:29,680 a floating flying hefty bag right 4308 02:57:33,510 --> 02:57:31,600 i think maybe all of us have at one 4309 02:57:36,389 --> 02:57:33,520 point in our lives 4310 02:57:37,510 --> 02:57:36,399 but it's changing shape yeah right with 4311 02:57:40,550 --> 02:57:37,520 with the wind 4312 02:57:43,910 --> 02:57:40,560 but this is the size of a bus this is 40 4313 02:57:47,429 --> 02:57:43,920 50 feet long yeah and and was 4314 02:57:49,269 --> 02:57:47,439 moving in a direction yeah yeah and it 4315 02:57:51,590 --> 02:57:49,279 didn't deviate from that it was just 4316 02:57:55,110 --> 02:57:51,600 kind of a straight line across the sky 4317 02:57:58,790 --> 02:57:55,120 low very uh uniform 4318 02:58:01,429 --> 02:57:58,800 um and it was just odd 4319 02:58:02,150 --> 02:58:01,439 what a great conversation tonight matt 4320 02:58:03,910 --> 02:58:02,160 and 4321 02:58:06,309 --> 02:58:03,920 now you're you're fully out of the 4322 02:58:06,950 --> 02:58:06,319 closet you've come unpaid to black and 4323 02:58:09,910 --> 02:58:06,960 now 4324 02:58:11,030 --> 02:58:09,920 it's all out there you feel better you 4325 02:58:14,070 --> 02:58:11,040 feel better 4326 02:58:15,510 --> 02:58:14,080 i do yeah i feel good about this well i 4327 02:58:17,030 --> 02:58:15,520 said earlier you know it's just you and 4328 02:58:19,510 --> 02:58:17,040 i sitting on my couch right 4329 02:58:20,150 --> 02:58:19,520 yeah having a conversation uh amongst 4330 02:58:23,110 --> 02:58:20,160 friends 4331 02:58:24,389 --> 02:58:23,120 uh the new book initiated is available 4332 02:58:26,269 --> 02:58:24,399 right now on amazon 4333 02:58:27,830 --> 02:58:26,279 the links are over at 4334 02:58:30,950 --> 02:58:27,840 jimmychurchradio.com 4335 02:58:34,230 --> 02:58:30,960 and uh tonight with with matt 4336 02:58:36,870 --> 02:58:34,240 we had a lot to discuss and 4337 02:58:38,070 --> 02:58:36,880 and touch upon things a little bit but 4338 02:58:40,469 --> 02:58:38,080 matt i look forward to 4339 02:58:42,950 --> 02:58:40,479 our next conversation and we'll be able 4340 02:58:44,790 --> 02:58:42,960 to just dive deep in one area 4341 02:58:46,150 --> 02:58:44,800 yeah yeah that'd be great you're the 4342 02:58:48,630 --> 02:58:46,160 best man thank you so much 4343 02:58:49,910 --> 02:58:48,640 enjoy the rest of your night and let me 4344 02:58:52,950 --> 02:58:49,920 know tomorrow if 4345 02:58:53,510 --> 02:58:52,960 somebody reaches out okay i'll talk to 4346 02:58:57,429 --> 02:58:53,520 you 4347 02:58:58,550 --> 02:58:57,439 matt what a great conversation again the 4348 02:59:01,910 --> 02:58:58,560 links are over 4349 02:59:02,710 --> 02:59:01,920 at jimmychurchradio.com for initiated 4350 02:59:05,429 --> 02:59:02,720 you can go 4351 02:59:06,790 --> 02:59:05,439 and get yourself a copy right now and 4352 02:59:08,950 --> 02:59:06,800 with that we just went 4353 02:59:10,309 --> 02:59:08,960 bumper to bumper pulled a poll with 4354 02:59:11,269 --> 02:59:10,319 matthew i've got to get out of here and 4355 02:59:13,190 --> 02:59:11,279 get the credits 4356 02:59:14,790 --> 02:59:13,200 i want to remind everybody what's going 4357 02:59:17,990 --> 02:59:14,800 on tomorrow night eric 4358 02:59:19,510 --> 02:59:18,000 mitchell is here also first time guest 4359 02:59:21,110 --> 02:59:19,520 and i know that all of you have been 4360 02:59:23,750 --> 02:59:21,120 looking forward to finally 4361 02:59:25,590 --> 02:59:23,760 hearing from eric here on the show and 4362 02:59:27,670 --> 02:59:25,600 then wednesday night of course is the 4363 02:59:29,750 --> 02:59:27,680 return of terry lovelace 4364 02:59:31,269 --> 02:59:29,760 thursday night is another fader night 4365 02:59:34,150 --> 02:59:31,279 with open lines 4366 02:59:34,790 --> 02:59:34,160 all night long what a great conversation 4367 02:59:38,710 --> 02:59:34,800 now 4368 02:59:42,150 --> 02:59:38,720 don't forget you can go to dark zone 4369 02:59:44,230 --> 02:59:42,160 the dark zone dot tv and get your 4370 02:59:45,030 --> 02:59:44,240 tickets for this weekend i will be ghost 4371 02:59:49,030 --> 02:59:45,040 hunting 4372 02:59:52,550 --> 02:59:49,040 saturday night march 27th at the lapd 4373 02:59:55,510 --> 02:59:52,560 police museum it's a three-day event 4374 02:59:57,510 --> 02:59:55,520 friday saturday and sunday bay to 4375 02:59:59,030 --> 02:59:57,520 black's executive producer is rita 4376 03:00:00,790 --> 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